gonna step away from the report template here and go back to my story method of reporting so it’ll be easier to follow. for reference, anything here is either mx115 or mx116 in spray akuto, strength unknown.
ok, when i posted “clear my thoughts,” i really meant “sober up.” :o last night was the big party i mentioned in my journal and i can drink with the best of them but if i lay down too soon after drinking, my stomach can get upset. sarah was happily drunk and asleep; i stayed up for a few minutes and got on my computer to do a drunken journal update (had to, at least once) and also post here to remind myself to update this.
there are two other players in this story, girl g and boy b. not major though.
friday: mx116
3:30p
i had set up a hotel for us near the attractions (my place is a lengthy drive). g and b shared a room, sarah and i shared another. i planned to get there a bit early, check in, and prep for sarah with some mx116. it took some time for check in and sarah got there faster than we both anticipated, so i only had time to unload my luggage in the room before she called and i went to meet her down in the lobby. we “relaxed” in the room while waiting for g and b and in hindsight, this gave me a nice baseline for comparison. the usual “i haven’t seen you in a while” tension. g and b got there and we freshened up a bit before heading down.
i put on 1s of mx116 front neck. sarah immediately asks “oh, that smells nice; what is that?” i held up the bottle and said “just some of my cologne in a travel bottle.”
sidebar: this spray akuto seems slightly different. you know how some people say tuth is “spicy”? i think this is a spicy akuto. i feel it has more kick to it than regular spray akuto. could be just me; i’ve been known to classify nerolis. maybe it’s something in it, and not necessarily the scent, that gives it the kick.
we go down to the lobby to meet g and b. group hug, so we all get a whiff of it. they go up to drop off their stuff. the first stop is the zoo. the drive there is filled with simple questions and answers. g seemed a little wary around us (the couple) so she didn’t talk much; b was ok. as we walk around the zoo g begins to open up a bit more. still nothing huge though.
7:30p
next stop is dinner. the place i wanted to go was about a 20 minute drive away from the zoo so we had some time together in the car. really the first thing i notice is that even though i had “relaxed” only a few hours ago, i was eager to go again. i did sneak in some kino at the zoo but for the most part i stayed proper so as not to make g and b feel uncomfortable. as i’m driving i’m listening to sarah talk and my logic gets all twisted again (talk = mouth, mouth = lips, lips = kiss, kiss = tongue, tongue = … etc). the feeling was not as strong as the first time with mx116 but it was noticeable.
dinner itself was good but uneventful. when i asked them what they wanted for dinner i didn’t really get a response, but once they started eating i knew they were hungry. we spent most of our time eating with some light conversation. i’ve known g for a while now but never really got close with her. the conversation at dinner helped us open up to each other more than usual, which was good because we were going to be hanging out together all weekend.
after dinner we go back to the hotel to rest up for a long day of sightseeing and partying on saturday. long story short, the night started slow with sarah and i on our laptops and just hanging out. she goes to shower and comes out and sprawls out on the bed in her towel. i get up to go tease her and she asks me to help her take the towel off, and you know how that goes. after some more “relaxing” i go shower and she falls asleep, and that concludes our night.
initial thoughts on mx116
still making me horny, the effect is not really transferred onto others. i was hoping for (maybe incorrectly) some massive sexually charged explosion at the end of the night, a la mx292, after many hours of being exposed to mx116. i guess it does not work that way. it’s more like a slow burn, slow release thing. sarah told me the next day that had she not fallen asleep (long day at work before coming over, plus she drove the furthest) she was up and ready for more action later in the night. slow burn and buildup through the day, slow release at night spread over a length of time and not some “rip your clothes off shake the walls” one-time deal. i get that.
saturday during the day: mx115
1s mx115 front neck. one attraction in the morning, lunch, another attraction, dinner. b left us in the morning to go visit another friend and caught up with us at the second attraction. again i’ll keep this short: lots of kino and socializing. it’s almost like snoopyace’s experience with being licked. it felt like sarah just had to touch me somehow, even if it was non-sexual. also, even with a long day of walking through two attractions, the group as a whole was very chatty and upbeat. it’s like we magically became great friends overnight.
it might’ve been because i had gotten all of my “relaxing” urges out, but i did not feel any strong sexual tension like i did with mx116. this goes both ways in that with all the kino sarah and i were doing, the right touch can bring that tension right back up. i mentioned in my first post here that mx115 made me feel good, like ishine on steroids. this feeling came back and spread to others too. we just wanted to talk and laugh and touch and have fun.
the only downer to this was that since b left us in the morning, g felt a little out of place. normally sarah and i could share a kiss and hold hands and it would be ok. now, with only one other person around, it seemed just a bit awkward. sarah and i rode the tidal wave of happiness with all this newfound kino and stuff but we toned it down a bit when we noticed g was feeling weird. she got used to it after a while and then b came back, so things were good in the end.
saturday night
this was my bomb mix. you can read the whole story in my journal; i’ll give a brief overview here.
mx116, mx203, mx200, p74, p83, taa. lots of great socializing from g and b, sarah was a bit off. i still haven’t quite put my finger on why yet. i know she was a bit tired from the long day but we all took showers before going out, and she usually recharges fast from a shower. the other mx’s and p/t were in low doses, so even though i call it a bomb mix, i don’t think i “bombed.” two theories: 1. she’s tired and needed to chill out for a bit before getting into party mode (she was fine at the end of the night, more active than i was even) or 2. mx116 doesn’t sit well with her. i’m inclined to think mx116 doesn’t sit well with her. there weren’t great effects with it immediately after application on friday, and the slow burn and release that came with it inevitably would not come this day because we were both drinking. duly noted, perhaps i should text mx116 elsewhere.
sunday morning: mx115
.5s mx115 front neck. quick dab before heading out to breakfast. good socializing again but we were all tired from the night out. g and b left after that to go get ready for the week, sarah stayed for one more attraction with me. this was bittersweet in that it was a fun one but it was also the last time she would see me for a while as we head our separate ways to school this coming school year, basically delaying the hard goodbye that was coming at the end of the day. as we toured the last attraction there was lots of kino again, but it was sensual kino: hand holding, touches on the back and arms, hair play, rubbing all over the body. deep emotional connections.
initial thoughts on mx115
seems to be the more social and upbeat of the two. there’s a bit of the ishine vibe, a bit of the taa (or something touchy-feely) vibe, io / spaceland / -nols. in regards to being sexual, it works similar to how ifm works, in that it doesn’t create attraction, but it provides comfort and openness and kino opportunities, and those combined with preexisting or easily garnered sexual tension provides for attraction.
initial thoughts on the combo
in terms of practicality, mx115 would be my choice. the results are clear and don’t take long to see. mx116 is a bit trickier. it’s still early in testing though; i still have lots more to do. if you don’t have it yet, keep your eyes open for it in the store. snoopyace and i and hopefully others will keep churning out those reports and hopefully they will help get these restocked sooner.
) normally this would be a time to take matters into my own hands but since i’ll see her tomorrow, i channeled that energy into a concentrated reduction of sorts and saved it for later, when we could both enjoy it.
