mx115 / mx116 pseudojournal

holy crap snoopy snoop, very nice unintentional segue into my post for tonight…

open question to all mx115 / mx116 testers
do you think either of them has -none in it?

here’s why i ask: tonight i used mx115 at 1s. it made my eyes tear up and get tired (contact lens users will know the feeling) and i was sweating like an idiot. it wasn’t even hot today; people were going to the baseball game (per my report below) in suits fresh from work. -none, when sprayed for self effects, does this to me. ammo, tuth, mx292 (the worst for this), anything. sprayed on the back of my neck, i’m ok.

this past weekend when i used the two products (report is a few posts up), i also experienced my unfortunate -none side effects. the first night was mx116 at 1s. tired eyes, some sweating; it was also a bit warm in the evening. the second day was mx115, same thing. that night i switched back to mx116, same thing. sunday morning i used .5s of mx115 and it was a bit better.

once it goes, it goes. my eyes get really tired and become red. i’ve have many friends ask me “dude, are you high right now?” never touched pot before. i just look like that. eyedrops don’t help, removing my contacts helps a little but still not much. aaaaand i sweat buckets. a wrong colored shirt (gray, brown, basically anything that shows moisture) can get soaked at the armpits and lower back. i’ve perfected a technique to keep my arms cool during an accidental -none side effect surge and i have to constantly “wave” the back of my shirt to keep the sweat from beading up. sucks. the effects go away after a few hours but then i smell like sweat and my eyes are so tired from being “tired” that they’re actually tired and still just a bit red.

the weird thing is from my previous experiences, i didn’t notice any -none like hits. kino and social hits with mx115 (which kind of make sense now), slow “tearing down the wall” hits with mx116. however, today i used mx115 at 1s and got instant attraction. that, combined with my side effects, leads me to question the inclusion of -none in either of these products. i have yet to test mx116 on this theory; my only experience is that it does lead to great bedtime activities, which -none has proven to do for me.

the report

1s mx115 front neck
3:30p
heading to a ballgame, a buddy was doing a fundraiser there

i go early to help set up. a few minutes later a girl arrives. 25 (huge kicker with this, wait until later), dirty blonde, very cute. she’s a friend of a friend so i don’t talk to her much at first. no noticeable hits from guys yet, and she’s the only girl.

as the fundraiser begins another girl shows up. 26, asian, also very cute. she’s a closer friend so i talk to her more. this girl was stuck on me. always followed me around, spoke up whenever there was a second of silence between (thus there wasn’t much silence between us), basically ran down the ioi list. when i used mx115 with sarah i noticed kino and socializing, and now it started to make sense. obviously a gf has social room for kino, and her kino that day wasn’t too sexual as we had some company. with this girl, she doesn’t know me too well so there wasn’t any kino, but the signs of attraction were there. if i had initiated kino or there had been some accidental or “accidental” bumping, i think we could’ve traded kino all night long. it was crazy. then she pulls a friend aside and loud enough for me to hear, she asks if i have a gf. the friend says yes (i’m purposely looking away now, pretending i don’t hear) and the girl did pull back her attraction some, but she kept complimenting me and laughing and what not.

she leaves to the side with some other friends and coincidentally the topic of conversation leads me to the first girl. she’s warmed up now to the group of people so she’s talking more and i also start to talk with her. i turn around as somebody says hi to me and when i turn back around, she’s right beside me and literally touching my arm with her body. i could feel her arm hairs. i was a little shocked so i took a step away and tried to make it look natural, and she just stepped right over. she turned to face me and started talking. now i knew my eyes were red and i didn’t want to face her, but when i did, i noticed she was in a blank stare while talking to me. there could’ve been a massive explosion behind me and it wouldn’t have fazed her. she probably didn’t even notice my eyes were red. just staring and talking, talking and staring. she said she didn’t know anything about baseball and wanted to sit by me so i could teach her how to watch the game. i said sure. this could’ve meant she wanted to take me beneath the bleachers and show me another game with a bat and balls and “rounding the bases”, i have no idea.

here’s the kicker. we’re talking about basic background info and she asks me how old i am. i say 22. she says “oh wow, you look so mature for your age.” i say thanks and then ask her how old she is, mainly to be nice and also because i forgot she was 25. she says 21. i say “great, that’s a fun age” and then we move on to another topic.

wait, what?

she lied about her age to me? i knew beforehand that she was 25 (from asking “who all is coming tonight?”). she looks her age, at least older than 21. when she said 21 i was kinda shocked and actually believed this (and forgotten about 25) until later in the night when i was talking to a guy and said “hey, did you know she’s 21?” the guy says “no man, she’s 25. mba double masters student (or something crazy like that). her mom told me that.” whoa… tonight i learned a life lesson when this guy clued me in on some street smarts. some girls lie up about their age (jailbait, fake ids), but i never knew girls lie down about their age, maybe except for older women clinging onto their youth. he said some girls ask you your age first (which she did) and then subtract however many years off that to use as their age. this is to appear younger to older men, or to get that “cool, she’s right around my age” vibe for guys like me. later on other guys confirmed she was 25.

luckily a good friend showed up and we hit another round of bbq together, kinda bailed me out from that girl. on the way back to the table i told him to go say hi to some other friends and we basically ditched the old table where that girl was. she took the hint and stayed her distance but kept giving me ioi, and then left quietly at some point. that was probably one of my most interesting phero hits yet. yikes.

no negative reactions from guys, just standard buddy-buddy fare. decent socializing; i talked more than usual. i think there’s some social ingredients here, otherwise something is making me more confident and thus more talkative. decent status too; i have a naturally smooth swagger around this group of friends and it doesn’t hurt to have two cute girls hitting on you all night.

what a freakin trip.

anybody want my bottle of mx115? it makes my eyes water, i sweat like i just took a shower with my clothes on, and older women try to snipe me. :frowning: