day 1 mx230, 1 spray=nada,nothing, zip
yesterday, 2sprays=still nothing(but not in a really social environment)
today, 3 sprays, ok here we go.
place: classroom. Shanghai, China
time: 8-11:30AM
test victims: all asian, 90% girls
self effects: slight agitation, considered other peoples affairs less important than usual.
applied and went to class. The older korean woman commented how I looked very nice today, and how yesterday(i didn’t wear during class), comparatively I was a mess. I said thank you, sort of.
attention was certainly paid to me. however not all of it was good. I’m by far not the best student in the class. the japanese can already write a huge number of characters before they ever set foot in the class room, and the koreans study like there is no tomorrow. today, the most hard working of the koreans felt like making sure I knew she was a much harder worker than I was. she would try to give me her answers(shes like 50ish and married, so don’t think its an attraction thing) before i had a chance to come up with my own(because she does them all before class) just to show off, but come off as helpful. normally this wouldn’t annoy me too much, but i felt a very -none like aggression about myself all class. thus i tended to assume the worst about people.
the cute japanese girl i’ve mentioned in other posts, made a point of sitting next to me today for the first class even though her stuff was all at her usual desk on the other side of the room. at first i didn’t think it was unusual, but then she never went back. also this little situation developed where she was folding up some kind of note that apparently had a picture inside. when she was done folding it up in her own special little way, the girl next to me asked her if I had seen the picture inside. At this point I became very disinterested in her girly things, and started studying my note cards. as my attention had just shifted to the note cards i heard her(the other girl next to the japanese girl) ask me if i wanted to see it, and then the japanese girl said nooooo its weird… but before she could finish the word “weird”, i sort of abruptly said “no i don’t want to see it” (It sounds shorter and more concise in chinese) and continued to ignore them and look at the note cards. I could feel their ‘omg what the hell is up with him’(more surprised than anything else) stares for a second, and then they went back to their own things.
about 2 minutes later i got up to go to the bathroom and left my notecards on the desk. when i came back, i found them on top of my note book. The only thing i can assume happened is that one of the two of those girls (if i had to guess, the japanese girl) felt the need to look at the cards to see what could be so important i couldn’t give her my attention. and then put them back in a different spot.
my conclusions are:
a) this mix has -none I’m almost sure of it. I felt the self effects, and I got the ‘certain’ type of attention from girls that only -none brings. It at times brought flashbacks of instant jerk to mind.
b) this mix is not social or happy- It might to very well if paired with TAA/shine or some nols.(at least for me) also if it wasn’t early in the morning i might have played the part better.
c) This is probably not a great work or morning mix. might work in afternoon classes in college, or as a going out to bars mix. I’ll try it tonight and see what i get.