I tend to be really private but have decided that I need to open up more. Used to only really post in my journal. Here’s my 392 day.
10:15 am 1.5 sprays of 392.
I didn’t know what I wanted to wear but I wanted to try something different.
This stuff feels strong. I feel a bit woozy and think ok really stick to the one spray even if it feels like half a spray. The ff21 seems pretty strong but man does it smell good.
Wanted to do 1 spray but the first came out like a half spray.
10:45 I’m on the bus - two older women sitting up front. One a bit heavy set- both white- can’t really discern anything- I did think the heavy set woman was starting to blush more and more.
The other woman looks over to me at some point. Body language seemed to fluctuate between interest and disinterest- perhaps I’m reading too much into it.
Transfer and take another bus.
While waiting for the bus, those two women said lets sit here but eventually came over my way to stand next to me.
On the next bus, woman about late 20s in the back corner about 6 feet away from me. Two younger women directly across from me.
The woman in the back corner looked like she was combing her hair with her hands - she did this 3 times. Each time she would just constantly smooth it over, flip her hands through them and constantly rub her fingers through her hair. I only caught her looking my way once.
The two younger women- about early 20s, one black one hispanic. The black girl had a much more relaxed body posture towards me. legs spread out(she was wearing jeans) and leaning back in her seat. The hispanic girl would occasionally look my way.
Was in line at a deli and a woman and her teenage daughter were waiting beside me. I caught the woman looking at me and she got all flushed.
Sounds like standard boring stuff so far. Wear some none and watch the fireworks.
I ran into 3 coworkers at the mall while wearing this.
One was a woman who hasn’t seen me that much - she said I looked really good. She’s in her late 40s or early 50s. We talk for a bit and then I had to run.
Another coworker, asian male, he said hi- introduced me to his gf. We talk very briefly but he said he had to run. Didn’t look at his gf while talking to him. She’s also asian. I felt that he was uncomfortable with me. Usually when he sees me, i’m not wearing a heavy none product.
Another male coworker I ran into was also the same way. Brief, friendly chat but I know he was uncomfortable. He was the guy at the lan party I rode with last summer. He wasn’t as uncomfortable as that night when he had this terrified look in his eyes but that was a hot summer day with the residual of 3 sprays of 297.
At this point I haven’t done much interaction.
2:00 pm
I was in this store and this black girl, a few extra pounds but very shapely and an extremely cute face, comes over to help me. I razz her a bit but I also start the kino right away. At some point she says she can offer me a deal but I have to keep it a secret. I place my finger on her lips and nod.
As she’s demonstrating something to me, she has me sit on this high seated chair. She presses her crotch up against my knee and keeps it there a while. Meanwhile I’m joking with her and touching her arm and face. I have to reach over to grab something and I happen to graze my forearm against her breasts - she doesn’t back away.
I notice her black bra strap showing so i move her top to cover it while saying This is driving me crazy. I can’t think with this showing. She laughs and says her tops keep falling down since she lost some weight.
She says something at one point that I disagree with so I hop off the chair and say thats it i’m walking! She grabs me and pulls me back while saying noooooooo!
After all was said and done, she asks for my phone number because i was such a fun guy and she wanted to call me some time. She said that I was funny and different.
She said I have a great energy about me and that i’m really cute (lol who’s gaming who?) I tell her to put it into my phone. She says she doesn’t have a cell (ORLY?) and she can only give her home phone number but is rarely at home. (hmm ok)
So I tell her ok send yourself an email from my phone. Make it creative. She laughed and said she’s not creative. Oh? I don’t know if we can hang then. You’re fun but I like creative fun people!
She laughs and says she will try to be creative.
After she does that she asks for a hug. Coincidentally her face ended up on the side of my neck where I sprayed the 392. Lol I keep telling my friends to do the push and say ok that’s enough for now. I forgot lol.
escalating kino is something I have been trying to work on. Today it seemed very natural. The I don’t care attitude. Touching you is natural and normal and I don’t think anything of it kind of feeling. I’m usually more reserved and have been trying to get out of that shell. Usually I’ll touch someone maybe once or twice during a conversation. Today was kino pong!
