1 x mx406: split between wrists
temp: 69 degrees (inside)/94 degrees (outside)
Self Effects: Serious mood
Effects on others: Chatty about things that were bothering them, perhaps paranoia and immediate worry alleviation through discussion.
Weird experience with the MX406 test.
My girlfriend, who I’ll call ‘M’, works from home.
I’m at her house quite a bit, so today I thought I’d try MX406.
She was on a confrence call, and I sprayed the mones on, and at first, nothing - nada - zip - zilch.
I started feeling a serious sorta feeling come over me, not sure why.
She got on a confrence call, and things seemed relatively normal, she took the lead of the confrence with her co-workers and such, and nothing really struck me as too unusual here.
After about an hour though, she said she was cramping so she was gonna go lay down (It’s that time of month, wheee!), but the doorbell rang and the guy who sometimes cuts the grass was here.
Suddenly and without warning, she starts expressing her concerns about how she wanted me to be sure to lock the doors, and how she didn’t want to let the dogs out, and she asked me if i could pay the guy (with her money, I’m not paying the tab…) and tell him that she was asleep so he wouldn’t knock on the door…
Then she went on to say that he knocks on the door asking for water a lot, also knocking on the door through every step of the process to tell her just about anything to do with mowing the grass, and that it annoyed her and she didn’t want to be woke up, plus the knocking would wake up the dogs.
THEN, she started a convo about making sure that I locked the doors when I left because the guy weirded her out and she was used to having me there and it made her feel safe and protected.
It seems like she was voicing a lot of fears and paranoia - not like M’s usual self at all.
Then, she started worrying and talking about her dog, for a bit.
I went outside to talk to the guy, and he chatted away about his girlfriend being pregnant, how he got a public intoxication and was trying hard to find a job, about the job market, etc.
(I can’t say much since I was griping about the job market and the state of the USA too.)
Overall, first impressions?
WEIRD mix.
Lots of chattiness but about stuff that isn’t the greatest of subject matter, M seemed paranoid and snappy, and the common denominator was people talking about their immediate worries and concerns.
CM