It doesn’t mean getting hammered every night and neglecting school.
It just means that if you have some free time, but not neccesarily be in the mood to do anything, just to go out and see how things would turn out with people you like to hang out with. Some of the best times I had were the most random events.
you should be able to get a chart that when you hover on the different symbols it will tell you what each other is and what it means. I understood it pretty well and I’m not too smart when it comes to figuring out astrology charts x.x
EST 100 mcg 3 sprays to neck P75 2.5 mcg 1 spray to neck IS/B 2 sprays to neck and hair
Place: Friends place (party), bff’s apt
Effects:
Wasn’t really aware of any effects at first. Strangely most of the effects came later. Bff’s bf grabbed my knee and squeezed it while teasing me. He was the sober one in the group o.o I was drunk, but even tho I was it still felt weird to have him touch me like that. I think he did it twice and helped me outta the car by holding out a hand to me and pulling me out and then was teasing me. So weird o.o
TG ended up coming back to bff’s place with us even tho his place is very close to where the party was and we even stopped by there to get his charger. So he ended up sleeping on the couch with me. He usually sleeps the opposite direction that I do, but I pulled him to my end and we cuddled and talked for some of the night. He also said I smelled good. I had a lot of perfume on so I guess that’s a good sign lol
This has nothing to do with effects, but him and I had talked about whether we should date a few days earlier, but had told me he didn’t want to rush into it because he worked a lot and didn’t know if it’d work. I was very confused so I was glad to talk to him about it again and this time in person. He also mentioned that since we have the same circle of friends he wanted to take it slow because if we were to break out things could turn awkward and he said he’d gotten into relationships before too fast and all of them didn’t work out well. I said ok and accepted it. I don’t want to be played so I’m going to play it cool and just treat him as a friend that I like for now and cut out kissing. I talked to my bff and she told me he has been hurt before so I’m going to give him the benefit of the doubt…hopefully my trusting was won’t be my downfall -.-
Some studies have found that there were traces of that in tumors found in breast cancers. People have just advised to use caution when using it. From the posts I’ve read its a form (or is) equilin. I’d just do a bit more research on it just to be sure.
Lol well with Meo-EST I have to use it in moderation because I have very little left and it loses its potency if I use it too soon after the first use.
EST 100mcg 4 sprays (2 to front of neck, 1 back of neck, 1 wrists) IS/B 2 sprays (neck, hair)
Place: bff’s apt
Effects:
One of our friends was coming home from the military so I headed to my friends place. He was going to be staying on the couch so I asked TG if I could crash at his place. I was less agressive that night. IS/b makes me more docile/girly. When TG was talking he’d usually look at me, which was a good sign, and then sometimes I’d catch him just staring at me. What I’ve come to know as the “scorpio eyes”.
He kept messing with my hair, trying to mess it up. He’s touched my hair like that before, but he was really drunk the last time he did that. This time he was pretty much sober and he kept touching me hair throughout the whole night. And then tried to do some wrestling moves on me x.x I guess cus I was trying some martial arts on him…nothing I don’t usually do tho. Also, when I rolled away from him one of the times he started rubbing my back, which is something I definitely value in a guy
At one point I caught his face in my hair and the back of my neck…I think he likes the smell of neroli and the EST prob contributed to the closeness.
We had a good time just sitting on the couch together and watching tv, joking and pushing one another around playfully. He told me later that he enjoyed just spending time with me on the couch.
I’ll come back to this post if I remember anything…didn’t get much sleep so my heads a bit fuzzy. But overall a good combo and a good night.
I think next time I’ll add P83 next time to lower his inhibitions further and really get the EST to work it’s magic. I’ve found with other guys like my bff’s bf it only takes 3 sprays, but with TG I need at least 4 to get effects because he’s a very guarded person.