My Journal (With and Without the Pheromones)

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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Alpha-nol and cops

(12.5) cops

A-nol 3 sprays (inner elbow, front and back of neck)

Cops 1 drop to neck

3:30 pm

I got a few stares from men and some wives of husbands seemed to be slightly annoyed by me. Probably due to the fact that their husbands were staring at me. I didn’t start off very talkative, but I started to get more talkative and bubbly as the night went on. I joked with a few customers and 3 guys even said they knew me from my Kempo class even tho I didn’t recognize them. I was able to flirt easily and even attract the attention of their friend who didn’t come to Kempo with them. He was cute. Maybe he’ll come to class with them :smiley:
My boss kept talking to me “secretly”, asking if there were any problems with orders. Which there weren’t, but I just thought it was strange cus she almost never does this. I guess because I was out on the floor a lot more than anyone else.
There was a point where I did feel like I was being treated like I couldn’t do anything. Some mexican worker took over my only duty as the desert maker and some new girl was barking orders at me. There was one point where I was even keeping the mexican from taking food because my boss had asked me to take it. I wonder if the thought of me seeming more sexy with the cops gave me an air of arrogance like I was suppose to have things my way…even tho those were things I was asked to do >.>
I don’t think the Alpha-Nol had anything to do with it tho.

Note: I think I’ll probably try 2 drops tomorrow, but I’m not sure what phero I’ll be using yet…hmm

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Day Time

Cops 2 drops (neck, chest)

P74 3 sprays (hair, neck, inner elbow) 12.5 mcg

TAL 2 sprays (inner elbow, back of neck) 10 mcg

Used Gogi berry perfume from MMU and Pink suger to help cover. The scent was amazing, even with the added grapefruit. Smelled like a smootie :slight_smile:

3:00 pm; work

*I had a lot more blatant stares from guys and got a lot of attention. One man commented on how good of a worker I was and another man couldn’t remember what the name of a chain burger place was called…turns out it was Sonic :roll_eyes: but I just thought it was funny seeing him keep trying and me getting closer with my cops and making it harder for him to concentrate :smiley:
I noticed girls were a little less friendly to me at first. Maybe because of the TAL. I think after about 2-3 hours tho I started to sweat all my pheros off, including cops, which almost never loses its effects and goes into the next day. I noticed men weren’t looking at me as much or weren’t as inthusiastic to talk to me as they are when I first start working.
I did have one guy I work with help me find toilet paper for the bathrooms tho and asked if I went to the same church as me and told me he was the camera man for our church. Kinda strange that he recognized me, but he did know my sister so I guess that helped.
I also remember when I driving to work I got really annoyed at a driver for just driving on the road lol. He wasn’t doing anything, but I still got pissy. But later I was actually nice wnought to let two people in the line, which I almost never do if I’m in a good mood. Either the P74 was doing something or the some “All you need is love” got to me, because I was definitely letting the love flow.

Night Time

Cops 1 drop to neck

TAL 1 spray (neck)

P74 3 sprays (hair, inner elbow, chest)

A-nol 2 sprays (wrists, neck)

11:38 pm; party

When my bff and guy friend walked in to my apt I heard my bff say it smelled good. She lives at the apt with me so if she smelled anything different it was probably my grapefruit lol.

Both my friends were talkative, but my bff is always talkative. My guy friend was more talkative then usual and was focused mostly on me. I think he still likes me, so the pheros probably didn’t help if he was trying not to like me.

I was confident enought that I was able to introduce myself to two guys who were new to the frat house. They were just visiting. One was trying to hit on my bff who has a bf already so my and my guy friend tried to step in and inform the guy and while I was saying hey to my friend the guy she was with asked who I was and we talked a little. His friend the asian was pretty cool too. He rapped for me. Not sure if that was due to the pheros or just his nice personality. Everyone was nice to me tho.

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Note: Not only did this combo give me the best night of my life, it quite literally bewitched my TG…

Not sure what to call this one yet… “Getting him back”, “Turning back the clock”, “We were made for each other”, “Sleepless Night”, “Passionate Love”, “Instant Connection”… So many possibilities. Read on..
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Product name,scent and strength
Cops, butt cheese, so strong I can smell it when I enter the bathroom
B-nol, grapefruit, 12.5 mcg
EST, none, 50 mcg
P86, grapefruit, 12.5 mcg

Application dosage and locations
Cops 4 drops (2 neck, inner elbows, wrists)
B-nol 3 (2 neck, inner elbows)
EST 2 (neck)
P86 3 (neck, inner elbows, face)

Enviroment tested in.
Apt

Self effects.
I had to spray on one of my pheros to cover up the cops because I was going in somewhere before I went to the apt and decided that B-nol was the best choice since I wanted to make sure I at least got the effects from EST and P86 since I love what EST does to guys and I hadn’t tried P86 yet and wanted to see it’s effects on others. Glad I put on the B-nol first because it really turned me into a more sexier me. I was literally dancing in the car and doing sexy poses and winks. I know I’m a dork lol, but I felt so confident and so sexy. Even more so then when I wore IS/b :open_mouth: The self effects started to mellow after 15 mins, but were still present. The whole time I was at the apt I was very confident and nothing seemed to catch me off guard. I felt like we were all just awesome friends…we haven’t all hung out in a while, but it felt like we’d been doing this forever. I couldn’t stop laughing at how funny my guy friend was even tho he was drunk lol. From P86 I noticed I found myself a lot more attractive than I usually am and later after staying up till 7 am I was having hallucinations that there were red patterns on the bed sheets and that there were cartoon characters on the wall like pokemon. WTF?!

Effects to others
When I first came in I noticed they were drinking and decided I needed to put the pizza I brought in the freezer. But before that my guy friend gave me a drink, apparently they had mixed it for me? o.O? How thoughtful. Then he told me I could drink as many of his mountain dew drinks as I wanted. I tried to put the pizza in the freezer, but couldn’t get it in and both my TG and guy friend helped me stick it in there. My guy friend has a girlfriend, but kept talking to me a lot and telling me how much he liked me and how hot I was and when I would move farther away from him he would follow me. He grabbed me one time and shook me a bit and my TG about ripped his head off, but calmly told him to let go of me or he would hurt him. My guy friend kept laying his head on me while we were watching the movie and kept calling me baby. He was really drunk, but I think the cops and possibly EST were drawing him to me. He even took a random picture of me and kept staring at me. Then he kept talking about when we had dated. The whole time TG was trying to keep his cool because our friend was seriously getting loud and annoying, but he was acting really sweet when our friend went to the restroom and pulled me in for a kiss, telling me he missed my kisses.

So the best part. Me and TG ended up staying up till 7 and he kept kissing me and holding me, saying things like we was going to make up for anytime he ever treated me bad, that I was such a beautiful girl, that he could never feel this way with any other girl, that he couldn’t believe he’d been so stupid not to realize I was the only girl he wanted to be with, that we much have been made for each other, and that he didn’t care who knew about our passion and love that he wanted the whole world to know. It was like all the experimenting with pheros and caring about him had finally paid off and he was finally seeing the light. He finally realized that we belonged together.

Now pause, this may sound sappy and just a means for a guy to get some…I honestly thought this was a dream. He’s the type of guy who never reveals his emotions and usually says what he means unless he’s holding back emotions because he thinks it’ll make him weak. He hate weakness…but that mix somehow made him and me connect on a whole other level that we’ve never connected and even he agrees and kept telling me that.
Come to think of it that night was also the first night in so long I’ve seen him cry in front of me. He actually came to me with what he had been dealing with and towards the end I could tell he felt like he wasn’t his own person and felt weak, and thats when he cried in front of me and I comforted him.
I just hope he opens up to me more often. Idk if the P86 had anything to do with why all this happened, but either way it all worked so beautifully and I had the best night of my life and am so blessed :slight_smile:

Duration of effects.
10:20pm - 7:20am

Effects from mixing with other products.
none

Range
not sure

Time exposure.
about 2-5 mins

Added notes: I forgot to mention that our guy friend ended up taking off his shirt to show off his body, TG was a lot more touchy feely, even from the start, and that when I first sprayed on P86 before I went inside I felt like I had just been hit with intoxication. I wasn’t stumbling, but it felt like I was drunk. That was at 2 sprays. I didn’t apply the 3rd till probably 30 mins later.

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Those are amazingg hits! I’m glad everything worked out so well with you and your TG. Maybe even a little envious :wink: ..Thanks for sharing. :smiley:

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Thanks. Believe it or not the main reason I got into pheromones was to help me attract him back to me. Him and me are still really attracted to each other, but he’s been putting up walls because he doesn’t want to get hurt again and just recently has opened up to me. This last combo I did really opened up his eyes and brought us both to the point that I’ve been waiting for. It’s like the climax to my pheromone adventures…or is it?

There has been talk of other things…I want to say, but I don’t want to jynx it. Ugh! How I just wanna tell everyone.

Thanks for stopping by tho. I will be working hard to keep this good connection with TG going.

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MX138

5 sprays (3 neck, inner elbow, hair)
Added 1 drop of cops

Self effects: Felt a little relaxed and chill. Still didn’t stop the irritation I had from being on my period. Was really mellow tho. Didn’t talk much. Sort of a dum de dum de dum in my head.

Effects to others: Didn’t see anything out of the ordinary.

Didn’t even get as much attention from guys until towards the end of the day

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Trying Ammunition

Ammunition: 3 dabs (2 neck, 1 under nose)
buffered with: MX274 3 sprays (2 neck, inner elbow)
Added 1 drop of cops to neck

3:30 pm

Self effects: Felt slightly more confident, but always the same. It was weird. Loved the smell of game. Can’t wait to smell it on TG.

Effects to others: Noticed a lot of people saying sorry like they didn’t want to offend me. Got this from both customers and people I worked with. Even my manager. Didn’t see any signs of respect besides that tho and it began to fade towards 7 and 8 pm. Did get some looks and strange reactions out of guys. Even had a guy who knew my friend ask my name right before I left and then wanted to shake my hand like I was a buddy. What was weird is my hands were wet from wiping down tables and he still wanted to “complete” the introduction so he told me to “pound it”, so we pounded our fists together. I do that with guys sometimes, but only ones I know.
Nothing else too exciting happened.

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Lol I need to get some p86. God est and cops are so fabtabulous together especially with a dash of either b nol or a nol.

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Yes they are awesome together. I don’t remember if I’ve used EST and cops together before, but I’d never used B-nol with it or P86 and I love the results.

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Product name,scent and strength
IG, Neroli, 1x
IS/b, Neroli

Application dosage and locations
IG 3 dabs (neck, under nose)
IS/b 2 sprays (neck, hair)

Enviroment tested in.
Work

Self effects.
Felt a little more confident. Felt more capable and definitely more responsible.

Effects to others
Girls were a little more chatty with me and this guy who doesn’t really show much interest in me was talking to me more and then blushed when I teased with him about something. Umm..I was wearing IS/b, but he’s never really shown any interest except when I wore Ammo and IG. Gay maybe? haha

Duration of effects.
3:30pm - 9:00pm

Effects from mixing with other products.
IG gave IS/b more of a responsible vibe.

Range
not sure

Time exposure.
5 mins

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Product name,scent and strength
Cops
P80, grapefruit, 12.5
P79, grapefruit, 12.5

Later…
TAC, unfragranced, 12.5
Meo-EST, grapefruit, 12.5

Application dosage and locations
Cops 4 (2 neck, chest, inner elbow)
P80 3 (neck, inner elbow, chest)
P79 2 (neck, inner elbow)

Later…
TAC 3 (2 neck, face)
Meo-EST 2 (hair, neck)

Enviroment tested in.
Apt

Self effects.
Didn’t really feel anything with P80 or P79. Nothing much with TAC or Meo either except a slight increase in good feelings. I also felt more comfortable/ confident when I did things.

Effects to others
TG was nice to me except when I was being retarded and trying to get him a little pissed. We were able to just chill and laying peacefully with each other tho and I could tell TG wanted me lol

TG told me he had a dream that, to him, seemed real. He said it was very violent too. I slept peacefully, but wasn’t tired for a while then finally settled down and went to sleep.
The cops didn’t really do much, but I’m putting that down the fact that I was still on my period.

Duration of effects.
11:00pm till ???

Effects from mixing with other products.
n/a

Range
2-5 ft away

Time exposure.
5 mins - 10 mins

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MEO-EST

12.5 mcg 2 sprays (neck, chest)

Self effects: Felt very content and relaxed where I was sitting/ laying (I guess you could call it lounging) on a chair while my guy friend was playing a video game.
Usually I’m pretty engulfed in whatever is on the tv or can’t relax with all the noise of guys playing video games, but I was able to close my eyes and, not sleep, but lay contently in my own little world of relaxation. Even when my friend put ice down my shirt it didn’t freak me out or effect me as badly as it would have. I just took the ice out, threw it at him, then laid back down. The funny thing was it was easy to get back into a state of awakeness. It doesn’t make me tired, just relaxed and content and comfortable.

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MEO-EST

12.5 mcg Huffed the bottle twice

Self effects: When I first got 2 big huffs I noticed things were spinning a bit. I wasn’t feeling dizzy, but sometimes things like words would shift a bit. Lights outside looked a little brighter.

When I got back inside after taking my dog out I decided to go to bed and noticed that every time I focused on one part of my body, whether it hurt or felt good, that spots feeling would be magnified.

I was feeling sore in my legs and my head was starting to hurt (I always feel some mild form of hurt when I’m trying to get comfortable, and usually its my head.) But some how I was able to not really get rid of the hurt, but cover it so that my whole body felt like it was covered by an invisible shield of warm fuzzy goodness. I was so content that I didn’t move as much as I usually do and I went to sleep several hours earlier than I usually do. Even when my phone buzzed it didn’t knock me out of my relaxation (usually it scares the crap out of me when I’m so relaxed).

Before I went to sleep I remember a few colors in the darkness of my eyes. Purple. Orange. Weird.

No real vivid dreams, but I found my thoughts weren’t as fuzzy as they usually are. I felt very much in my thoughts.

I think this stuff would be great for just relaxing and feeling better if your sick or trying to heal from a wound. Heck it’d probably be amazing in sex because it makes good feelings feel stronger too hint hint

Note: I should try this with Spaceland. Maybe I’ll fall asleep super fast haha

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Nice report on MEO-EST. I’m really curious about this one.

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It’s an interesting one thats for sure. I think it does the same thing for girls that EST does for guys…just a guess.

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SPACELAND HUFF!

So I huffed some Spaceland because I heard it helps with sleeping. Not too sure on that. I’m pretty sure it made me more emotional when I talked to TG on the phone. He got upset about something and it made me cry. I wouldn’t normally cry, but I think I huffed too much of the A-nol >.< I’ve heard about people crying from Phero overload. That’s probably what happened because I’ve never had that reaction to A-nol. I was also feeling very depressed. Ugh!
Last time I huff 50 mcg of A-nol >.>

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Just curious, but what are the chances of you crying just because of you being just what you said, “depressed” in general? I mean, it could or it could not be Spaceland that caused you to be emotional. So how sure are you that it was Spaceland? I’m just curious because you crying could be blamed on so many reasons I’m sure, so just wanted to know if it was really Spaceland. Did it happen right after inhalation?

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That could very well be it. And I don’t think it was the fact that it was spaceland. I just think it was a phero overload. I mean, true I huffed Meo-EST, but that bottle only had 12.5 mcg. The Spaceland had 50 mcg!
I wasn’t feeling depressed before. I was actually feeling like my normal self.
I’d say it happened probably about 5-10 mins after. And then I got the call from TG probably about 20 or 30 mins after the huff. Idk. Usually I’m able to stay much more stable than that. I think it was just an OD. It’s happened before to other people. I probably just can’t handle that much. I’d offer to test it again…but I’d rather not get depressed if that was the cause. Sooo…I guess we’ll never know for sure. I feel fine now tho..and TG’s been just as bad today. Not depressed tho.

Thanks for dropping by. You have any experience with huffing Spaceland?

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No, I have never huffed it. Never really thought about it, but if you’re sure it was Spaceland that sucks! Have you worn it before on your body besides just huffing it? I wouldn’t want you to be depressed, but it’ll make for a good test and confirmation for you that it indeed was the Spaceland. You can always wipe it off with some With Hazel or hydrogen peroxide if it does make you sad again. Very interesting, I personally haven’t felt sad on Spaceland that I know of.

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Yes, I have tried Spaceland besides when I huffed it. Never made me depressed, but that’s why I’m saying I don’t think it was the Spaceland itself that made me depressed. I think any pheromone could have done that too me if I had too much. Huffing 50 mcg is a ton of pheromones. Yes I’ve been able to go with several sprays of Spaceland and get good effects, but huffing them is like the equivalent to probably 10 sprays for me. I mean…I’m huffing the stuff for goodness sakes. I’m pretty sure I’d be picking up more than 50 mcg.
Anywho. I might try huffing it when I am in a better mood. Right now another huff would probably do me in. Too much stuff to deal with right now.
I’ve heard of people getting depressed on B-nol, but I’m pretty sure it’s just OD. After all someone said they sprayed a lot of TAH on their bf’s pillow and he woke up crying. Guess it’s just too much for the brain to proccess so it makes peoples emotions go crazy…kinda like when I drink too much and I lose control of my emotions sigh