dude, hope you feel better. Get some rest. It’s around test time isn’t it? It is around here. Eat well, get rest and get enough to drink. Hope to see you back at 100% soon.
It’s just one of those off days man, tomorrow’s a new day.
Thanks man. I don’t really know what’s wrong, I feel like cutting myself. But I’m going to go at it 150% tomorrow, or at least I hope too.
Oh! We can’t have that! Great report anyways. Sprays {{{ninjababe}}} with Instant Shine and a little a-Androstenol…tops with hugs from Bella. 
Don’t you dare! 
More {{{{{{{{{{ninjababe}}}}}}}}}}!!!
Phoenix…you sexy devil!..come up for air!..lol 
Good report buddy, i agreed with Bella there Reps for it
Don’t do it dude , i know how you feel there. I used to think like that too. It’s not worth it. Just continue doing your best tml ok?
cause I was noticing it every time.. guess I made the wrong association! lol
Either the one you will use the least or the one you think your friend could best benefit from.
Well. . . today I didn’t really go at 150% . Although I was feeling much better (thanks to dirty). I guess I need another day to get my confidence back. But I did approach HC today . Had a good 2 min chat before she rushed off. . . Ooo, that a good one. Ask her why she rushes off all the time. Then maybe I can make her stay longer until my boys & I are ready to bounce. I think I really need to help her bolster her confidence. I did apply 4 togo sprays of TUTH today (just for fun fun). Smelled dusty under the neroli scent. One girl in my group in on of my classes looked at me A LOT.
NOTE Never never never never never spray IFM onto your Dirty application point. I think this is what cause my dirty to smell like vomit today. I normally applied IO/IH/Ammo to my dirty application point.
Nice Report Eldros at least you got some reaction there. Reps
Today I wore a few products. IShine, TAA oil, Dirty, mx211, and mark-in-dallas’s 0.25.1a variation mix.
I’m still feeling a little down, but I opened up a bit more. MX211 seems to really open up communication ( I put on ~ 5 togo sprays). I felt better after putting on dirty.
I think I’m making a comeback, but could do better. . . I need some more support.
Hope things start getting better for you Eldros. We all get down sometimes and it’d be sad if a great guy like yourself got stuck in a rut for too long. You’re doing a great job on reporting on Dirty. Don’t see too many detailed posts on its use. Keep up the work man. It’s hard now, but it’ll get better.
Good to hear that you are feeling more better buddy For your comeback i say go for it! You could do even more better & i have confidence in you & will support you all the way
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Today (5/22/08),
I wore 2 drops dirty (spread between forearms) + 4 shots Instant Honesty 4x (spread between forearms & neck) + 3 drops TAA oil (jawline & neck) + 2 shots Instant Gentleman (neck/chest)
Walked around for 2 min to help dry down.
First class, K, who hasn’t opened be before, opens me at the beginning of class. During class, the guy that sits next to me (my other side) & I mess around a bit. My confidence is back up to about 75-80% now.
Next class, lots of chattiness around my corner again. Upbeat in my corner. Chickened out last second in opening HC at the end of the class .
Nothing notable in the next few hours; quiz/presentation/lunch.
Opened HC , but didn’t have time to talk . ID pictures were being taken at the time. Messed around my friends a lot though. A friend of mine only got a 1750 on the SAT and I cheered him up. Then we just talked a lot about how if one of my friends didn’t make top 10% next year, how he should kill the first 50 ppl .
Last class, watched forest gump
I know I know, slow day :/. School year’s almost over, why are we still doing work?!?
Regrets today: 3
- Not opening HC ealier
- Not opening JM (new girl)
- Not following up on HC later.
End.
Someone needs to check out why Dirty has such good self-effects.
Good Report Buddy & great to hear that your confidence is up 75-80% Don’t regret there, you will get your chance to open up with HC & JM(new girl) Reps for you on your report. Keep on posting as i want to know what happened between you & HC.
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Today (5/23/08)
(I forgot exactly what I put on) I put on 3 drops Dirty & TAA Oil (spread between forearms) + 50mcg p100 (neck) + 2 shots ammo (spread between forearms & neck) + I think either Instant Openness or Instant Honesty and maybe Instant Female Magic.
Walked around for ~3 min to help dry down.
Got to first class and wrapped up a gift for a friend (togos of Instant Shine, Turn Up The Heat, MX203, MX211). I noticed nothing notable, mainly cause I was using a friends laptop & listening to music.
Next class, movie (Alvin & the Chipmunks) and the room is like pitch black. Nothing out of the ordinary.
Next class, free day, so some friends and I just LAN’d on the computers.
Meh, nothing extraordinary really happened today. I did talk with HC a bit though. I don’t know why I lose some confidence when. . . it could be because I’m becoming too much of an introvert again. . . what can I do to remember to just do it, and to stop thinking about how others think about my actions. . . I need to remember to be more like lpif. Need to mull it over. . .
Overall, though, I was content today.
Good to hear you are content there buddy And you did talk to HC there, good effort Ok i give you an advice that was given from Mark, this is what he said> Don’t let anyone influenced on what you do & just believed in yourself & on what you do. I hope this helps
Today, I put on 4 drops dirty (jawline & neck & back of hands) + 4 shots Instant Openness 2x (neck & arms & chest) + 4 shots Instant Honesty 4x(same places as Instant Openness).
Walk around for 2 min to help dry down and run into some friends in the process. We talk about lunch plans today and movie plans and plans for the classes we don’t need to go to. Then I head to my first class.
Today, classes last for 2 1/2 hrs. I got to my first class and see more people than I expected (including HC). This one guy is setting up his xbox360 and his guitar hero controllers. The period begins and the lights go out. HC walks out because she needs to study. And, I’ve learned that one way to fight anxiety is the start moving asap and your body will see how easy it is. I make my way outside and tell the teacher that I’m gonna run off somewhere. I walk out and see HC sitting on the other side of the hallway. I walk up to her and say “Mind if I bother you? Guitar hero’s not my thing.” She lights up. I forgot how she responded, but I was noticing her body language. . . she looked like she was getting aroused. We were talking and she invites me to her house to help her with something 
. She touched me quite a bit. We talked quite a bit before another one of my friends comes out of the room and says the the guy playing guitar hero sucks a lot, so he decided to leave. He walks to another professors room to get some cards and invites another friend out to the hall to play cards with him. Me and HC talk a bit before my other friends made us join their card game. We chatted it up a lot. Today might be the last day I get to see her. I know for a fact that she will be in another one of my classes tomorrow, but wouldn’t it be weird for me to show up just for her? I still do need to get contact info from her :/. Actually, she has mine, but, she is a complete nubcake with computers and hers is messed up because of limewire x_x. lol. I think I’ll just find a way to pop in during the class and see if she’ll give me her address and/or cellphone #. There are many girls I could choose from, but she’s special. . . Any advices guys/gals?
The rest of the day, I spend playing halo with a couple friends (I won every game XD), then went to lunch at Cici’s, then went to a friends house to hang out/helped him mow the lawn, cause I’m such a good friend. Overall. . . my luck has begun to change, hopefully not to late :worry:.
Great report Eldros , i told you before that you will get your chance with HC I feel happy for you my buddy You did the right move there by fighting anxiety & going after her during the game (Wow Your school let you guys play Xbox games?). You talk to her & well your pheros did the rest of the work
My advice buddy is go after her & most importantly get her number as she has shown signs that she is interested in you. She did invite you to her house right so take this chance buddy. Try to ask her what she like to do or her hobbies while chatting with her. I wish you all the best in getting her & reps for your report
Nice report, you dirty boy!
If it’s the last time you think you’ll see her…don’t let it be…get that number, babe…if not you’ll be kickin’ yerself.
Talk 'bout letting grass grow under your feet…hum…you don’t seem like the lawn mowing type…lol