Hey lads! So I haven’t posted here in ages mainly because I haven’t been able to properly test out mones regularly so felt any reports I made wouldn’t be consistent.
Right! So! I started meeting up with this girl I met online and we started hitting it off really well, the first time we met up I had a tiny amount of Ammo on me that I had left in a bottle I had gotten about a year before (two sprays to the neck) with a little dribble of IH that I had left on my wrists (any chance they could of gone bad or anything in that time do you think?)
So it goes well and I have my arm around her and we hold hands and all that stuff, but later on when I say “So will we call that a good first date?” she says something along the lines of “Does it have to be a date? We had a lot of fun, cant we just enjoy the experience without labeling it?”
At this point I’m taking it as “This was not a date, but I think you’re fun.” Which sucked.
We ended up meeting up a second time a week later and went for a wander around to some museums around Dublin and the likes and I’m going in with a “We’re just friends” mentality this time around (I did spray on the last little bit of the ammo from before though 
). Then I start seeing constant major IOI’s from here like lingering eye contact, twiddling with her hair when we’re talking, playfully hitting my arm, etc. I thought maybe I was just exaggerating things in my head but it kept happening really blatantly.
Anyways final chapter.
We meet up a third time and I take her on an unreal date (because I’m like “Fuck it one last go!” ) I’m wearing a combo of newly bought IS, Mx297 and AMMO (that I top up every 5 hours or so), We go to all these great events and attractions around Dublin like the Chinese new year festival, Whiskey museum, A fancy whiskey bar (lunch included) the vintage cocktail club, some other fancy bars with live music and have a great time altogether.
Fast forward to a fair bit later (we’ve spent 12 hours together at this point!) and I decide to just be straight with her about how I don’t know where I stand with her, that I’m really attracted to her and feel like it may be mutual, all that stuff.
At first she says “in the future there could be something between us…” (Maybe I’m dumb but I still don’t know where I stand at this.) I push the conversation on a bit and she talks about how a friend asked her what the story was between her and I (so she spoke to her friends about me I guess?) and she said that she “wasn’t sure and does it even matter?” Then I push it one last time basically just asking “how do you feel about me?” she goes “I told you already though?” I tell her she was a little vague and she says “I don’t see you romantically.”
I proceed to feel like shite.
It wasn’t really super awkward or anything and I just changed to more light hearted conversation from there on.
So questions!
Were those the right combos for someone who is Chinese do you think? (shes from Canada but her parents are from china) 2 sprays of each bar the IS which was three.
On a less mones related note do you think she may have been interested originally but I just pushed her too hard for a straight answer and put her on the spot or maybe she was just being nice in saying “someday”? She had suggested meeting up again whenever I messaged her a day or two later and was showing (at least what I thought) was a ton of IOI’s constantly.
I have of course gotten too hung up on this girl and should move on but I cant help but make sure if that makes any sense?
Anyways sorry for the giant essay and thanks in advance for any advice you guys can offer! I’m hoping to be more active on here from now on!
