MerZiKain, I liked your post, it’s good you are trying and good that you are conscious of your “modes”. It is frustrating to read all the “hit reports” and think “maybe I’m doing something wrong”. Relax, it will come to you. Sometimes we just have boring spells no matter how many sprays of this or that we put on.
You might just try starting over. Go back to using one product for a week and changing to dose around. There’s a really cool guy named Patratt around here that started over, and over and over. You might check out his journal. It’s in the men’s journals section it’s called “smell this”
and then this latest adventure
Maybe some of his experience will help. Good luck to ya. 