I was intrigued about the variety of effects people have described and attributed to MEO-EST, without any clear consensus of what it does. So, for the last five days or so, I have been using MEO-EST by itself to determine its effects.
I began testing at 15mcg, with few noticeable results, with far more noticeable results at about 45mcg-60mcg, applied on neck and face. This is what I have noticed:
All results I’ve noticed so far seem purely self-oriented.
It has produced many strange and vivid dreams.
If taken too close to bedtime, I cannot get any restful sleep–like being stuck in that in-between state where you’re not quite awake but are aware of things going on around you and your mind keeps thinking in tangents instead of shutting off.
When combined with alcohol and/or drugs, MEO-EST adds to a sort of drunken or high feeling. But, while it amplifies certain characteristics of the condition (i.e., the buzz itself, lowering inhibitions, etc.), it always ends up being a sort of mellow feeling and not aggressive or sloppy.
There were two occasions (both 45mcg or higher) where I felt sort of sedated or zombified. While this is not ideal in a work setting, it actually ended up being pretty good in a social setting. There were decreased inhibitions, I wandered around, chatted about b.s. (I felt as if I was on autopilot), found it easy to approach people I didn’t know, and just generally had a smooth time. I felt like one of those loveable neanderthals–everyone knows one, and they’re usually popular people, if not the most cerebral. MEO-EST in high doses can encourage that effect in me.
I noticed a certain memory connection with MEO-EST. During my experiments, I brought up memories of things I didn’t know I had memories of. It was as if memories were being triggered from a different pool of memories than the one I usually use. For instance, say that ordinarily thinking of person X would make me likely to recall one of ten things I experienced with that person. Well, with MEO-EST, I noticed a number of times recalling other memories that I did not even know I had! This was very interesting.
In conclusion, I have found that MEO-EST has definite mind-altering characteristics. It is not merely an amplifier of mental states (though that too), but affects memory, thought processes, awareness, and sleep. It amplified the positive sensations of being drunk or high without any noticed amplification of the negative sensations. I have not tried it with sex. My experimentation will continue at a later date.
I knew it was the MEO-EST, not the TAF. When I mix it with my other mixed, it’s a little more than being sedated more like quasi-STONED. After I washed the MEO-EST not so stoned.
I think if they ever create a perfume called Love Stoned it would contain MEO-EST. It was like chit chatty, then…man…a heavy quiet moment. My friend who sat next to me, reacted the same way. Like one moment, yah, where’s the party at… next… quiet.
Yup I also suffered tossing and turning, I thought it was the TAF combo. Looks like it was just the MEO-EST.
Has anyone tried Meo-Est with TAC. Tacitus who had like 18 months experience with Meo-Est wrote that it paired really well with TAC (“the two work off of each other in some fascinating romanto-erotic ways”)…
I think I may give the TAC/MEO-EST combination a go as soon as I’ve caught up on my sleep. I must admit, however, that I haven’t been able to duplicate very many of Tacitus’ results so far. His method of sort of throwing a bunch of things into a mix has been relatively unsuccessful for me. I find that proper amounts and ratios, and perhaps fewer ingredients, have been the key to any success I have had thus far.
Tacitus is also one of a kind, really. He has an unusually developed and exquisitely trained sensitivity to neurological individual and group states and also an ability to control his own response to pheromones that most others are unlikely to be able to repeat.
J,
I see from another thread that you finally tried these two. Did you end up trying them together? If so how did it go - any unique effects that you noticed when combining them? Oh and don’t forget dosages, application points, etc…
MEOEST+TAC = Awesome. Just a good mood that is nearly unshatterable. This usually guarantees hello from strangers. It’s not like a high like drugs or a zoinky feeling like with TAF, it’s quite natural, like your not wearing anything. I would say this is natural attraction. I don’t know why it turns heads for me but it does.
I do a 3 to 1 of TAC and MEO-EST. So 30mcg of TAC plus 10mcg of MEO-EST and I’m pretty positive for the full 8 hours of work. My journal has a semi log if you want to check it out.
I must admit, however, that I haven’t been able to duplicate very many of Tacitus’ results so far. His method of sort of throwing a bunch of things into a mix has been relatively unsuccessful for me. I find that proper amounts and ratios, and perhaps fewer ingredients, have been the key to any success I have had thus far.