P100 - Another 1XX molecule to test! :)

P100 – 10 mu (total applied 50 mu)

I was feeling good this morning getting through my morning routine. I was feeling good to get through the morning. I decided to give P100 a try as I don’t recall every using it. I was debating on an application amount and decided to go long… 50 mu.

After application, nothing jumped out at me. I usually apply my mones as I finish up my bathroom routine (face, hair, etc) I continued to get my breakfast ready, with the application about 5 minutes old. I found I had some giddiness at that time. Heating up some soup, I was a bit disoriented, with a push and pull affect. As an example, in the kitchen, I was going for the bowl and at the same instant wanted to get my spoon on the opposite side of the kitchen, I turned from one to the other, the bowl, the spoon a few times. Happened within a second or two, I had to stop myself and push myself to the cabinet where the bowls are stored, and then pull over to the drawer of silverware. Something similar happened to me with my messenger bag and back pack that I was using that day. Grab the messenger bag in the bedroom or grab my backpack in the living room…. ??? Errrgh… STOP, pick one NOW… Was where I had to mentally go…:slight_smile:

While driving, @ 20 minutes from app time, I was getting a bit of a let’s get going vibe. But, it was without direction, a call to action feel, but with no thought or purpose behind it. I caught this song on my list, and had to play it! :slight_smile: It was a bit of the action without real purpose to it that I felt. How could you get such a contagious song with a referee whistle and the sound a dry straw makes, moving it quickly through the little hole in the lid is beyond me! :smiley:

But, at the same time, in contradiction, I was piped down later on, @ 50 minutes from app time, to listen/feel good with this song. I hadn’t even gotten to my office yet!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YAEWrnOtrY

At the office, @ 60 minutes after app, was walking in and some of the techs, 3 of them, hispanic, were just a hey and they continued with their activities. One guy, older contractor, asian mid 50’s, said a clear and honest, good morning, 1Alpha!, I want to know how you can look so good… how do you keep the weight off?! He actually extended his hand for a handshake. He smiled broadly as he touched my arm. It was a bit peculiar, beyond his normal salutations.

Not clear on the inclination of this P. I still need to work on sifting through the reactions of this molecule. I’ve noticed that I’m having a hard time trying to pinpoint the effects of this P. :frowning: I’ll have to continue to test it out by its lonesome.

I’m interested if you have since re-used P100? I have some thoughts about the driving without direction, but I’d like to read another test or two from you :wink:

P100 – 20 mu – to tops of hands

After getting done with my morning rituals, applied the P. I was feeling good and refreshed as I had a solid 8 hours of sleep with some hanky before going to sleep. So, I was ready for the day. After application, I didn’t see any difference. I was a bit more snippy with my A as she wanted me to get something done that morning and I was just a bit short in my response, that I’d get it done after work.

Drive to work was uneventful, not much in the the way of getting a good vibe from this P at this mu. I got to work and seemed to be focused on getting my work done, not much for chit chat. I had several projects that I needed to update and was busy with them. I wasn’t sure if it was the pressure to get these done that I was a bit short with those around me. On the phone, I wasn’t in the mood for small talk. Getting things ready and basically, having others get out of my way was what I was thinking on…

I reapplied @ 5 hours later, same amount to same place. I was briefly exhilarated by the Neroli scent and continued my work. I was a bit snippy to my coworkers as to time they wanted me to spend on their issues. I helped out and tried to quickly get back to my objectives.

I was more focused on MY work and getting MY things done… none of the disjointed feeling today.

I was a bit more snippy and direct with this amount of this P.

I’ll post up some additional testing on this P…

I tried P100 again at 50 mu and it came back!! I really don’t know where to go with this P after I did this again…

Some of the disjointed feelings, cluttering of my thought processes.

I was snippy with others, to the point of being rude. This was doing work or when someone approached my cabin for advice or to get me up to date with a project. I almost felt like NOT turning around and facing them and sometimes I had to PULL myself from my screens to look at them. I didn’t think that the P was influencing me all that much until I look back at my interactions.
Though, I was unnaturally happy, more than contented that a coworker went to an Argentinean sandwich shop to get me some chow. He called me and asked what I wanted that it was on him. It isn’t all that UN-normal for us to do that as we are cabin neighbours. But I felt a goofy good feeling because of it and thought, that is a bit overboard on the giddiness… :confused:

These are some of the notes with this amount and it wasn’t a PARTICULAR feeling that the P evokes… just an emotional pendulum that will stop on a dime or erratically move to one extreme or another. I likened it to a light bulb that wasn’t screwed on all the way to the light socket so when you turn on the light switch, sometimes it’ll light up bright and then immediately turn off… or not turn on and out of nowhere, turn on. That was my emotional swings with this.
Problem I see is that I was looking for a particular emotion or reaction from myself and others. THIS wasn’t the case. I had to talk with Steve about it as I was becoming frustrated with this P… then, felt good, a couple of seconds afterwards… :confused:. It was this silly P pushing things around with my emotional buttons! I was a bit flustered by it sometimes at this mu of 50. This is a high dose for sure, but, I wanted the reactions to be dominant.
After talking with Steve, he recommended some none laced products and I do like AMMO. But, I also thought about the status vibe of A314, though much more -rone.

I only had A314 oil at my desk at the office, and applied 3 drops to my 3 hour old application of this P. Felt more grounded with the A314 as well as still getting Respect hits from my supervisor. Though, the P seemed to be in the background… slightly pushing buttons, but, I ‘felt’ more in control of restricting that emotional rocking because of the A314. The leader vibe of A314, though, did seem to suffer… almost like adding too much IO to A314… minimizing the status vibe of A314 by turning up the pressure on the emotional spiguet…
I could see that this P may work great with AMMO, or even TUTH, by providing that air of emotional conscientiousness in myself and others around me, providing comfort at the same time as the sexy is lurking closely in the background.

Well, I’ll have to give this a try again… :slight_smile: I’ll try lowering the dosage to 10 mu and see if I get similar results, though likely, muted…

P100 with None as a light note. You’re the sensitive guy who’s in touch with your emotions, but also ok with his sexuality!