This is day 3 (taken from my written journal). Once again, short & simple. ![]()
5mcg Neroli scented P102 (2 sprays each on both forearms):
29 year old white male, dressed casually
At a home party, late night, approx. 30 minutes after application-
Self effects are always slightly calm and usually quite focused, though I feel somewhat “giddy” this time around after spraying myself.
As usual, I notice that men and women (young and old) are rather indifferent as we pass one another.
I approach different social circles where my many acquaintances are conversing with total strangers.
I’m feeling a little mentally excited, yet physically mellowed out at the same time.
I am easily accepted into the groups, their conversations bordering humor and idle chatter.
When I speak, I am given equal mutual attention by everyone in the circle.
My jokes are received rather grandly in a comedic sense, and oddly enough, I too am laughing at them. Strange.
One hour and 30 minutes after application-
Being naturally extroverted and confident, I do not notice any changes to my social endeavors initiating random conversations, though I feel kinda “goofy” tonight.
I can think clearly, though not as much as I can recall in the past with half the dose of P102 on me.
I feel as though I should approach as many people as possible and mingle with them, which comes with ease.
My wife tells me I’m quite the social butterfly tonight.
Two hours and 30 minutes after application-
I approach a group of slightly inebriated women (with whom I am acquainted with, at least one of them), two of them in disagreement about a male (not in attendance) who apparently told them different stories concerning his availability that night.
My presence is inconspicuous to them, as I have my back turned while I idly converse with my acquaintance.
Their recollection of past details seems to be thorough and escalate in a back and forth banter with one another while I am next to them (odd for a couple of drunk chics I think).
They are both no more than 30 years of age.
I turn to face them and interject myself into their conversation, when one of them suddenly asks “are you one of those guys that lies about his whereabouts?”
“It depends on who’s inquiring” I responded.
As inebriated as they appeared, they seemed quite receptive to my opinions and both gave me their calm and attention while I conversed with them.
One of them commented that I smelled nice.
Three hours and 30 minutes after application-
The common pattern I notice with every interaction I make tonight is that people become (or appear) more relaxed and thorough in their conversations with me.
At this point, I don’t feel as mentally “light” as I did earlier.
People are becoming more drunk and belligerent with each other as the night drags on.
I retreat outside to find a (sober) female crying on the ground because her (drunk) boyfriend apparently dumped her. ![]()
After about 5 minutes, she drastically calms down and recalls details with me that night about his behavior, prior to their arrival at the party.
I bring her a drink, she dances with my wife, we exchange phone numbers and we eventfully leave for the night.
Conclusion
A double dose of P102 made me feel “high” tonight.
Calm and focus was still there however.
P102 in higher doses is kinda fun. ![]()