P119 Self Test

3:20 AM: While working, i occurrs to me that I could be testing a pheromone putative.

3:21 AM: Select P119, and apply 20 mcg.

3:26 AM: Notice that the neroli mixes with the scent of the pheromone to produce an interesting variant of the scent, and that it is making my face and head feel what seem to be faint waves of coolness.

3:29 am: Starting to notice an “up” feeling. I felt a smile creeping on my face, but I smacked it off. Damned bugs.

3:31 am: I have a smile on my face. I tried to get it off, but it’s embedded itself in my skin. I kinda like these bugs now.

3:32 am: Big smile. Feeling silly. Happy. Hopeful. Good. Like this pheromone. Seems to be like TAA, only more “happy/smiley” than TAA.

3:33 am: Woohoo!

3:33:34 am: Hee hee hee! I crack me up. Laughing and snorting at not much beyond my own corny silliness.

3:35 am: completely distracted from work. Having too much fun smiling and being silly. Face is getting sore from the smile that has claimed my face in the name of all smilekind.

3:36 am: I have decided that you can pry my P119 from my cold dead hands. :smiley: Weeee!

3:37 am: I can’t remember the last time I smiled so much. Face definitely hurts. Don’t much care. Weee! Kind of wondering if this is like alcohol, and I’ll feel foolish tomorrow. lol

3:38 am: Noticing that I am posting a lot at intervals of 30 to 60 seconds. Making me think this is going to be good to mix with TAA and alpha nol in a plot to take over the world. I would say an evil plot, but if I took over the world with this, it would definitely not be evil. Jasmin should make bombs with this in them.

3:40 am: Can’t work. Feel great. feel this thing in my chest… not sure how to describe it. Just happy. Like I am aglow internally with happiness that is overwhelming… like I have a little ball of happy-sun in me, but it’s gentle, soft, diffusive, purry happy. Happykitsune would like this pheromone lotses, yesss, she would, we lovesssess the Happykitssssune… she is our ffffriend… lol I know I am losin it when I start impersonating Gollum.

So far, quick onset, spontaneous, uncontrollable happiness, silliness, a little blabbery, distraction, playfulness, ridiculosity… I’m worthless for work now. Thanks, Jas. This is all your fault. lol And Michael. And Amy. My throat is starting to hurt from smiling so much…

3:45 am: I’m sitting here chuckling at… nothing. Don’t wear this if you think you might get locked up for it.

3:46 am: another evil plot is hatching in my head. I’m going to attack the distractant with P119 tomorrow! HAhahaha! She’ll love this. She lost her job yesterday. She’s depressed. Let’s see what some o’ this does for her!

Unfortunately, I need to sleep. Let’s see what this does to my dreams. :slight_smile:

3:56 am: Just did a check. No other posts about P119. am I really the first to test this and report?!

Its 10:13pm on a friday night and I’m here reading… I need some of this stuff…!!!

P119 affected my brain not only in mood and silliness, but sleeping pattern. Falling asleep was much closer to drifting into a state of meditation than usual… normally I simply “wink out” and wake up in a fairly on and off light switch fashion. Last night I laid in bed on my back drifting down into deeper and deeper areas of awareness… without losing awareness. It was very much like my meditations, where I seek a state of balance, hovering my awareness just above the surface of the “lake of the subconscious”, beyond which awareness fades. Since I was trying to sleep, however, I turned over on my stomach (my usual sleeping position for falling asleep) and fell asleep.

Dreams I do not remember.

Waking up was similar, in reverse. I got a phone call that woke me up, and was told I sounded adorable, like a lion cub, and that she wanted to come lay down and sleep with me. Not in a sexual manner, but in a snuggly manner. She hasn’t said things like that for more than a year, since we have been broken up. Waking up itself was a more gradual process, too, and more sensual than usual. I could feel the covers around me more, and they felt… well, I guess “more snuggly”.

P119 has definitely caught my eye.

what is your testing dosage for this?

I applied 20 mcg.

Yesterday I put on 30 mcg of P119 and went out. I was sitting in my car with the windows up while driving to the store, so it would hit me. It takes about 10 minutes to kick in, which is a shame, because most encounters in public won’t last that long… but when it did kick in, I was not nearly as happy as I had been before. I smiled and felt good for a few minutes, but I think sitting and stewing in your own cloud, and exposure to a molecule you never experienced before, account for the face-slapping effect I got last time.

I was looking for a couple of pieces of cloth for photographic backgrounds, and I went to the cloth section and there was a young lady who looked about 24. She wasn’t particularly attractive in the face, but she was covered with freckles, like me, and I think that’s very sexy on a woman. On top of that, she had a gorgeous tattoo on her back, a butterfly in which a tiger’s face could be seen in the wings. Literally jaw dropping. I was going to comment, but she walked away.

When she came back, she was talking to her mother (I presume, by the freckling and age). I tried to stand close to them while waiting for the woman ahead of me to be served, which meant going out of my way and being fairly obvious. Could not for the life of me think of a way to break the ice, and each time I thought I had an opening, they did something that made me think better of it. No big deal. But the pheromones did not seem to have a particularly attractive, attention getting, or mood boosting effect on them that I observed.

They did seem to affect the woman who was serving me. We did not spend much time together, as she had to cut the cloth for me and that’s about it, but she seemed much happier dealing with me than she had been before. I guess she had enough exposure while I was waiting to be served, and that coupled with my good mood made it noticeable.

I got home and decided to end my budding relationship and focus on building my business instead, since this particular girl seems to make me weak and willing to be a hedonist and a spendthrift. Great kisser, great sex, awesome body, but… being broke all the time does not pay the bills. So I called her up (since I am broke at the moment, and have no gas to do it in person), stated logically that we should be focusing on bettering our lives, and that was that. About half an hour later, it started to hit me emotionally, and on went another 25 mcg of P119. I smelled like a French whorehouse by that point, since I have 2.5 mcg/spray at 6% neroli… and the effect wasn’t very noticeable.

Sleep was not affected last night, either, although I went to bed about 8 hours after ap;plying all this. So my report is that I am surprised at how quickly I seem to have acclimated to P119.

I think I am going to do some experiments with mixing TAA, P119 and alpha nol.

I ordered this along with the 123,125 and 126 I’ve been testing, but this turned up a little later than the others so i haven’t given it a test run as yet.

Sounds like it may be a useful one when the GF gets a bit down…

If it gets acclimated to quickly, you’ll want to use it very sparingly in time.