3:20 AM: While working, i occurrs to me that I could be testing a pheromone putative.
3:21 AM: Select P119, and apply 20 mcg.
3:26 AM: Notice that the neroli mixes with the scent of the pheromone to produce an interesting variant of the scent, and that it is making my face and head feel what seem to be faint waves of coolness.
3:29 am: Starting to notice an “up” feeling. I felt a smile creeping on my face, but I smacked it off. Damned bugs.
3:31 am: I have a smile on my face. I tried to get it off, but it’s embedded itself in my skin. I kinda like these bugs now.
3:32 am: Big smile. Feeling silly. Happy. Hopeful. Good. Like this pheromone. Seems to be like TAA, only more “happy/smiley” than TAA.
3:33 am: Woohoo!
3:33:34 am: Hee hee hee! I crack me up. Laughing and snorting at not much beyond my own corny silliness.
3:35 am: completely distracted from work. Having too much fun smiling and being silly. Face is getting sore from the smile that has claimed my face in the name of all smilekind.
3:36 am: I have decided that you can pry my P119 from my cold dead hands.
Weeee!
3:37 am: I can’t remember the last time I smiled so much. Face definitely hurts. Don’t much care. Weee! Kind of wondering if this is like alcohol, and I’ll feel foolish tomorrow. lol
3:38 am: Noticing that I am posting a lot at intervals of 30 to 60 seconds. Making me think this is going to be good to mix with TAA and alpha nol in a plot to take over the world. I would say an evil plot, but if I took over the world with this, it would definitely not be evil. Jasmin should make bombs with this in them.
3:40 am: Can’t work. Feel great. feel this thing in my chest… not sure how to describe it. Just happy. Like I am aglow internally with happiness that is overwhelming… like I have a little ball of happy-sun in me, but it’s gentle, soft, diffusive, purry happy. Happykitsune would like this pheromone lotses, yesss, she would, we lovesssess the Happykitssssune… she is our ffffriend… lol I know I am losin it when I start impersonating Gollum.
So far, quick onset, spontaneous, uncontrollable happiness, silliness, a little blabbery, distraction, playfulness, ridiculosity… I’m worthless for work now. Thanks, Jas. This is all your fault. lol And Michael. And Amy. My throat is starting to hurt from smiling so much…
3:45 am: I’m sitting here chuckling at… nothing. Don’t wear this if you think you might get locked up for it.
3:46 am: another evil plot is hatching in my head. I’m going to attack the distractant with P119 tomorrow! HAhahaha! She’ll love this. She lost her job yesterday. She’s depressed. Let’s see what some o’ this does for her!
Unfortunately, I need to sleep. Let’s see what this does to my dreams. ![]()
3:56 am: Just did a check. No other posts about P119. am I really the first to test this and report?!