in anticipation of a new shipment of goodies i have been finishing the “old” stuff to make way for the new.
i’ve reported on p123 a couple of times long ago and found a to go bottle with perhaps 5 sprays remaining (12.5mcg) so in spite of my previous experiences with this molecule i figured i’d man up and finish it, who knows maybe something had changed.
first attempt to spray was a typical and common to go issue, partial spray, followed by one full spray to my chest and one full spray to one wrist then shared with other wrist.
self effects were consistent with all previous experiences with p123. no other molecule or product from androtics has ever hit me in the head like p123.
the best way i can describe this one would be similar to the times i remember about 90 minutes or 2 hours after a couple of wake and bake morning bong rips. without the pleasant effects. arms and legs are basically leaden at this point. brain trying to function but the body is holding it back. i hope that this is as close as i get to experiencing a coma. tunnel vision just staring at nothing in particular and my physical body just does not want to cooperate. i’ve still got things to do, i’d prefer to just sit and veg at this point but reluctantly cannot. another clear reason not to experiment with putatives in the workplace.
in addition, one of my girlfriends is now reporting that she feels “mao” or drunk.
my girls each know about my sprays and are always excited about the testing i do however it has always been quite difficult to get them past the how does it smell stage and move into the describe what you are feeling state.
this p123 test was the first time in my memory that we’ve (m&f) experienced identical reactions. please bear in mind that there is no coaching on my part. i rarely read reports for any non-instant line product i’m trying out, for my own testing benefit, and i don’t want to lead or suggest that my gf’s experience anything in particular. we were on the same page with this one.
p123 has shown me years ago and again yesterday that it is in no way shape or form a standalone product for me. wouldn’t even consider wearing it by itself. leaves me completely burned out every time. imagine spending a week in las vegas and you’re only allowed to drink red bull.
rather than just leave it at that though i wanted to see if i could perhaps get the lead out and find any use for it personally. waited around 12 hours or so since the mornings application, showered and now am using 2 sprays of 12.5 (1 to each inside elbow) in addition to one full spray of spaceland to my chest before crashing out for the night.
space land has repeatedly been almost an exact opposite of p123 so i figured i’d let them fight with each other and let me be an observer. turns out that p123 wasn’t much of a match for spaceland. the intoxication or burn out i have always had with p123 solo was no longer evident, neither was the agitation of spaceland by itself. spaceland has left me and others in an almost always pleasant but unfocused and undirected state. imagine that you want to speak a full sentence. now imagine that each of the words in that sentence is represented by one helium balloon. now imagine that each of those balloons are released at the same time and you only have time to grab 2 or 3. that is spaceland. it’s not particularly a bad thing but it’s also not a state that most of us would prefer to live in.
p123 and spaceland mitigated each other, leaving me with no leaden limbs or agitated confusion.
due to my previous experience with p123, this was only intended to be supplementary self testing so no reactions were available from any other people except for my gf that was at home at the time. apart from her “drunk” comment (something that she said lasted for the better part of the day), her only other remarks were that the p123 sprayed to my wrists reminded her of armpits, while the same p123 sprayed to my chest in the morning session smelled “healthy, like a man”.
should have added that the p123 was unfragranced. i’d also add that i’m highly susceptible to otc or prescription medications, otc hay fever or cold pills that indicate “may cause drowsiness” will put me out for the day, guaranteed. p123 has most certainly had the largest and most significant impact on me physically, but not in the most pleasant and comfortable way so this report and now empty bottle will conclude my testing with this particular product.