So tonight I ended up going out with a friend of mine who is dealing with a pretty nasty break up. Having been on break from mones for a while now, I had this random thought “let’s try something different for a change.” So I grabbed the first bottle I found which happened to be P130. I was a bit hesitant at first as the last time I wore this, I had an extreme and barely controlled period of rage.
Stats:
Age: 30
Male, Caucasian, 6’2"
4 sprays from the to go bottle
app points: two sprays per side of neck.
Self Affects:
This time around, only a mild sense of relaxed mood, otherwise nothing, unlike the last time when I had a sudden and extreme bout of rage. However I’m attributing that episode to my recently coming off of Chantix.
Locations:
Car, time about 15 minutes, windows closed, heater on but low.
Restaruant, time: 30 minutes
Outdoors (plaza) varied.
Subject:
Female, 30, Caucasian. Recently broke up from a 3 year relationship. She hasn’t been taking it well. Personality type is that she doesn’t open up easily, despite that we have known each other for ten years.
So, she comes to pick me up, as we start driving away, I noticed that she was a bit tense, more than usual. I had asked what was bothering her and she kept saying “nothing” in that way that clearly says that something is bothering her. I gave up and left it alone after a few times and tried steering the conversation towards something more. At the same time figuring if P130 was going to do anything, it was best to let it sit for a few. So a few minutes later, I tried again and suddenly she opened up and in a big way. Usually she would just talk for a bit but she just went on and on as if the flood gates were opened and any inhibitions were gone. I also noticed a sense of calm coming from her that wasn’t the case before…a comfort type of calm. At the time I didn’t think much of this other than interesting information but as I wrote this, it reminded me of what Radman suspected about p130 being a variant of A1. Throughout the night and the various locations, I noticed that despite talking about topics ranging from humorous to directly relating to her recent break up, she seemed much more in control of her emotions and less affected by them. Overall it was a good experience and I could tell she needed this, so a win win for both of us.
Conclusions:
intial thoughts is that p130 has a calming effect similar to A1, though this was much more pronounced than what I have seen before with A1, it was more intense at calming her emotional torrent inside. I’ve used different products around her before and yet I’ve had little to no effects with her, A1 included. I think I’ve found a good test subject for this particular molecule. So I’ll definitely be testing on this more.