I got P130 with my last order Yay!!! ![]()
Self test first …
12.5 mcgs One spray split to wrists. Got a little head rush but I did take a big wiff so my bad LOL
I am in a happy mood but I was before hand so its hard to tell if its from the mones. Not much else going on.
Wen… Had to work. Wore 2 sprays, Neck and chest. No other pheromones. I figure this will be a good day to test because the day before a holiday at the PO sucks. I notice I am not bothered by that fact and find it rather amusing.
Clocking on everyone is looking at the mail and grumbling. I am all smiles though and again find this amusing as well. JT actually snarled at me and asked me “whats got you all happy” which made me snort with laughter. My reply… “Its just mail you have big wide shoulder you can handle it.”
Where the hell did that come from.
I find I feel very optimistic about the day. Although there is a ton of crap mail to be sorted and delivered. I really dont care to much.
Co-workers in my area seemed to perk up a little the longer they were around me.
Later that day… refresh time. 2 sprays one split to wrists one to hair.
Stopped at the supermarket on the way home. People didnt really interact with me much but they were all in a really good mood. Related to the putative maybe I am not sure.
Got home and this is when something strange occured. My husband was pissed off at one of his employees and he brought the mood home with him. So he is ranting and raving and I am trying to be understanding but apparently I had a stupid shit ass grin on my face because he finally stopped and asked me “whats so funny” I wasn’t laughing I swear. I said … I dont know I am not laughing and then he starts laughing and said I looked like I ate something bad and was trying to be polite and not spit it out in front of him. His mood just dissipates after that and he was fine and said he would just work it out in the morning with the guy.
I noticed he looks damn hot in his coveralls when he is all worked up like that LOL Had to fan myself. Ok sorry TMI That thought sort of came out of nowhere.
Today… Today is hard. its the one year anniversary of my fathers death and I had to go with my mother and sister to the cemetery. I braced myself for the drama of the day and let me tell you my mother can put Bette Davis to shame. 3 sprays. 1 to hair, 1 to chest and 1 split to wrists.
She was all teary eyed when I got there, so was my sister. We pile into her car and head out. Both of them holding tissues and talking about my dad. I got in back. They are not really crying but sort of teary eyed and I look up and see myself in the rear view mirror and I have a shit ass grin on my face.
By the time we got there we were all laughing and talking about different things my father did over the years. Some of which had to do with personal stuff between my mother and him I really didnt want to know. ewwww… My mother talked alot about the future which she hasn’t done since his death other to tell us she will be joining my father soon. Suddenly there is a little optimism showing from her about the future and I notice this about my sister as well.
Pile out of the car time. Its veterans day and there are a lot of peeps here visiting there loved ones. Here come the 3 smiling idiots LOL They had a military ceremony going on for all the veterans buried at the cemetery with soldiers in full uniform. We stopped to watch and my sister leans over and said holy shit did you see the ass on that one (snort) I just happened to be checking out the ummmm… gun belt on the one next to him… Shamefully amusing. :o
Went out to lunch and had fun. Checked out a few waiters. Got home checked out hubby… had sex LOL
Wasn’t such a bad day after all. Sorry daddy, I do love you and miss you ![]()
So far I feel its a amusing putative. It diverts my attention away from things that bother me. If I deliberately think about whats bothering me I still feel bothered but it seems to just keep pulling my attention away from it.
I also found it encourages optimism.
Weirdest part is I found inappropriate thoughts kept slipping in. I wasn’t aroused just seemed to appreciate peoples assets more.
Didn’t really see to much of a response from others in relation to me. Could effect mood more then signal.
I feel like the Cheshire cat though. I will test some more.
Tisha