P51Mustang's Journal

Dude you are kind of frustrating me. She sounds like a great girl. It sounds like you like her. Where do you live? I’m going to fly out there and put you in a headlock. It’s not like you can’t see it. It’s not like you don’t know what to do. Why are you not going for it? It sounds like it would be a great relationship for you. Are you afraid of something going wrong?

She’s a bartender right? Don’t ask her to go out for drinks. Provide some intimacy for her. Offer her a cooked meal and a foot rub. I know it’s not the PUA thing to do, but you will completely blow her mind if you take this route. I guarantee her feet hurt and she doesn’t have time to cook for herself.

Also, don’t set a specific date, as she might actually be busy! Just say
“we should do ____ soon. I’ll give you a call soon”

A line that was given to me that works " I want to do ___. I’d enjoy your company". Simple and effective.

I dropped the ball plain and simple.

It’s done. Lesson learned though.

We’re past that though. It’s gotten to the point I missed the attraction cues and went right into FZ. To even try is futile.

Up for today’s test.

MX385 3x, 2x sides of neck, 1x back of neck.

No noticeable self effects yet. Will update as day goes on

I reapplied the 2nd time same locations around 3.5 hours after initial application.

The biggest notice I got were the hits from my co workers that were just telling me details upon details of their weekend escapades. I mean it wasn’t an isolated case, and it wasn’t just one person but I was like what the heck. Now I have stacks and stacks of paperwork literally on my desk and I cannot get anyone to leave, at all.

I was at the deli, and the normally quiet owner was more talkative than usual. I’ve been in the store before but today was non-nonesense and you can tell from my look. But yet I still got a nol hit from it.

Sorry that I missed this epic story about the Lady :frowning: You’ll find a great girl who is for you P! It’s not like you don’t have game or knowledge because you certainly do! You’re the man and don’t be discourage! Maybe your testing will find someone new!

Lesson learned you know, live life, make mistakes, and learn from them.

Biggest thing I can tell someone who’s just starting out is it’s all about your frame of mind and your confidence. The minute you start thinking you’re of lower value, then that’s it you’re done.

I’ve been thinking about what I did wrong and how I missed the IOI’s and it was only me that was really kicking myself down.

I don’t know if you’ve read it here, I may have put it on the A314 forum, but I got to know this awesome girl, who’s up there in anyones standards, and took things to the next level, it took less than a week to settle everything (make the assumptions I’m on a work comp). I was confident as anyone could be, pure alpha, then I lost it with this one. It wasn’t that I was showing signs of DLV’s or was a wuss. I was still that interesting, fun and she was genuinely happy to see me. I had friends telling me the entire time that there is something there, they could just tell. My fault was I had too much skepticism and was too intimidated and internally, I beta myself. I didn’t believe a guy like me could attract a girl like her.

It’s just been a confusing last couple of weeks for me. The dumb part on my side was I didn’t expect to catch feelings for this one. You’re attracted to someone else but you end up liking someone completely different. On the flip side, it doesn’t bother me as much as past things have bothered me, which with the help of certain mones, have helped me become a better rounded person. It just goes to show you that no matter how well you do, you have to keep up with always bettering yourself because well, there will be times when you’ll be challenged, and sometimes you’ll lose that challenge, but the key take away here for me, and I hope I can convey that to anyone who reads, is that if you learn from it, then it wasn’t a total waste. Regardless, I met an awesome person and a potentially good friend. I still walked away from it with more than what I had before I did.

Value this right here. What you said was awesome and is the same way I try to live and convey myself. You can’t receive without giving in return. What you may thing costs a lot now may be nothing for what you’ll be receiving in the future. I have had this problem that you just faced several times before, and before I have had mones in my life. With in the last few months with Mones with me I have seen some tremendous growth in my person and confidence. Not only from studying more of me, but others advice, suggestions, and stories. This is the whole point of a journal is for not only you, but for someone like me to check in and see what has happened, what can we do to improve, and better us/our results! Thanks P51 :slight_smile:

I agree with Tea. I read your journal everyday because I find it motivating. Not that we are anywhere near the same phase in our lives, but it’s still good to see people learning and constantly moving forward. I appreciate you sharing with us. I wasn’t really frustrated with you. I just want to see you continue to take risks and steps forward. As a married guy, you wouldn’t believe how much I’m learning from you single guys.

Thanks for that. Insight on someone who’s been there and have gone through what I’m going through right now does help in my progression over time. Its good that I get a kick in the ass from you guys to keep me moving forward.

Up for today

P114 new bottle (to-go) 2.5 sprays @ approx ~31.25 mcgs.

Disclaimer: This is in the infancy of its testing for me. The final results of what I think it does won’t be fully published until I go over my notes. Right now Journaling is the most efficient way for me to remember my experiences been really really busy so far so this is the only way I can bring my thoughts in together.

Effects: I noticed initially it had a nice scent to it. I didn’t get a phero rush like feeling I normally get when testing out new molecules. It had an Instant Shine like effect in boosting my energy levels. It was barely noticeable, its like what I get now with 1x of IS.

During my car ride in this morning, I wasn’t able to hug the curves of the road completely like I normally do. I was overcompensating and correcting constantly. It was like my body was taking a couple of seconds to react to what my mind wanted to do. The drive in was interesting, I can pretty much get to work with a couple of micro sleeps in between and be fine, but today I was just so conscious about everything that was going on. P114 reminded me of what people said about TAF and driving.

Edit #2: I don’t know but its inhibiting something in my brain, it’s almost intoxication like effects. I’m mumbling words out and speaking like I’ve had a couple at 10 in the morning.

Final edit from todays observations.

My co worker (no interest on either side) kept telling me to stay and sit and converse everytime I was around the area. I was by the fax machine finishing up paperwork all day and kept striking up conversations with with me.

Near around like the 4th hour of the application point I was really tired and actually had to take a nap in the breakroom for my lunch break. I haven’t felt a NT depletion like this in a while. Typically it’s probably because I’m used to most of the other molecules out there but definitely knocked me out for a good hour. Might try to test this out tomorrow after I drive my car into work instead of before.

I am excited to see how this turns out! I am possibly going to make this one of my next purchase!

It’s an interesting molecule.

But TRUST ME dont read the results from others. Testing is so much more fun that way.

Second part of testing today

2 Drops of A314 SBE sides of neck.

(Side note: There might be actually between 3-4 on this because the dropper put down more than I wanted, just cleaned out the top and cap hopefully this will solve the problem)

Nice.

Met my colleagues new boss today.

Got an unusual reaction considering I’ve never met the guy before.

The comment was complimenting the way I dressed. Looking sharp and well-dressed.

Could be an A314 hit or I could just be I dress well.

Looking at your signature. Little jealous about the number of putatives that you have. :slight_smile:
I’m going to have to stop reading your journal for a while. I got P114 last week and I’m going to start testing tomorrow.

I’m also testing P79 and P75 together for a while in different ratios. Jasmin mentioned in a post that they are more similar in structure then p75 is to androstanone or androstenone. So I’m testing them together first. Then I will test them with other products to contrast. So far I’m really liking them together.

P70’s I liked. I had less results from them than I do with the 100’s.

I wouldn’t read my P114 post. I’ll put my testing up in bold before I post so I can give you guys a warning. I picked some of the most obscure ones and it was the reason I didn’t even really touch 1Alpha’s thread about P114.

Up for today

A314 x3 (jawline sides of neck)
MX385 3 sprays (30mcg) (back of neck, front, back of head)

Interesting hit

Was getting some tea at the deli by my office and I was just opened by one of the owners. Asking if I worked at such and such place. Most of the workers there have a dress code that they have to adhere to, I don’t because I’m just cool like that :smiley:. He started asking a buncha questions about the job this and that, and just kept on talking and talking and talking. I get to the cash register, and he kept talking and talking and talking again. I finally had to make a graceful exit and leave cause I wasn’t about to spend a half hour there talking to this dude.

That was the first unexpected hit I got from MX385 but this was coupled with A314, I haven’t had much hits when it came down to it as a standalone though. I really wish others would report on this so I can compare notes or maybe I’m just not noticing anything.

I really REALLY like this mix

1 drop A314 SBE rev 25
3 sprays of MX301

I know I’ve always said AMMO A314 and IS was my old reliable, but this is old reliable with steroids.

Its a quick report.

First off, IQ I’ll call her. It’s like breaking a damn piece off the glaciers in Antarctica. I’ve definitely made this girl my project. I’m chipping away, chipping away, till you will hear on the news, that a Texas sized chunk fell off the polar ice caps, you can thank me for that.

Why I go to that analogy IQ = Ice queen, is that I’ve never gotten great reactions from her, but with MX301 and A314, WOW, its like a totally different person. My friend and I have a great joke going on about how I’m just chomping away at the bit, and it’ll eventually break. Definitely made some headway tonight.

Also my friend who’s there, introduced me to her sister (met her before, gorgeous). And she introduced us and her sister, call her S, is just being cordial, nothing there yet, and she’s like yeah I’ve met you before I know who you are, so on and so forth. Typical P, freezing up with these girls, and just shuts down. (dumb dumb dumb). But anyway since I still have an in, I gotta just man up, and ABC. Stay tuned, P might be in for a great revaluation.

Yeah P51!!! I knew you got it, hopefully with one is for you! Good luck though, IQ sounds shes a toughy, but if you melt her with your charm you might find something extra special!

Hmmm..

A314 SBE 2x
P96 75mcg
P83 30mcg
P75 2.5mcg

All layered, all on neck area. Cover cologne added, but not on application points.

Venue: Bar
Temps: 50’s, low humidity (outdoors), 70’s moderate humidity (indoors)

Self effects: I forgot how much of a kicker P75 had for my personality. Coupled with the A314, I took responsibility for the group last night. Made sure we all got things done, and done smoothly. It was my best friend’s birthday and I wanted to make sure everything went well. Lately, I’ve just let them do what they wanted to do, I’m not taking the effort to organize things, but I noticed with P75 I was in a more take charge, more overt alpha that night.

Effects on others:

I’m just going to list what I’ve noticed with this mix.

  • The attractiveness factor for P96 is definitely there, there was more than one occasion when an established friend exhibited more behaviors that were not congruent with a platonic friendship. It led me to believe in one of two things. Could the P96 have affected them in a way to change perceptions, or could they have already been there and the P83 and the P75 helped boost that along?

  • I believe that P96 can really be the catalyst in certain situations when used correctly. I was getting attraction based hits and genuine connection almost on par with Beta Nol (IH) but the conversation factor removed. Instant Chemistry, as DJ put it, would definitely be the best way to describe it.

  • I don’t know what it is, but I could just tell there was something different perceived about me last night, there were some people I just met there which would give me those kinds of attraction looks but I believe I would have gotten them anyway but it was different, the looks seemed more inquisitive and I felt that I gave out a mysterious aura that people that just met me saw.

Second part of this report was me bringing a refresher.

I doubt there would be any research value in this but it was about 5 sprays of MX301, P96 75mcgs (2 sprays) and P83 60mcgs (2 sprays) sprayed into a to go bottle.

There was only very little left of MX301, and I needed to bring a refreshed and said what the heck, its only a little left but it might work out.

3x of the refresher mix, and immediately, I get the “omg you smell so good compliments”. I honestly think that Neroli just works, I was wearing a different cologne and it just didn’t give me that vibe. Next time I’m going to leave the Neroli and use my normal cover cologne.

Pull effect, I was getting pulled into the dance floor by my single friends. The girls were having fun and we woulda normally danced anyway for fun, but this time it was almost dragged me there. The fun, upbeat vibe that MX301 gave plus the sig I was currently rocking just gave it more of a sexual kick at that point.

Yes I know, I pherobomed, but it was a fun night regardless.

Cheers.