I started doing phase one of my P96 + P86 combo at 1:1 ratio
However today was a bit off.
I used the 37.5mcg dose for P96 and 30mcg for P86
First stop today was to run some errands before work.
I haven’t noticed any self effects to begin with today but as I was getting agitation with some people from work, I felt the annoyance come but settle down as I was able to pull myself back. The initial agitation is probably from sitting in this desk cooped up the entire time. My interactions were more pleasant when I wasn’t stuck in one area.
In terms of effects, I was standing on the corner waiting for the light to turn so we could walk and I saw this very pretty brunette, really pettite, but even with skinny legs, they were pretty nicely shaped and defined. It was a really nice day out and i checked her out (so happy for the sunglasses) and I was carrying my laundry bag so I switched to the inside of the street as I crossed behind her, I don’t get it but she followed me when I trailed to the right. That was odd, I didn’t really think anything of it when I was there cause I usually don’t take hit notices when I’m outside due to the limited diffusion capabilities. Now, I remembered the cologne I wear diffuses VERY VERY well. I’ve had compliments on that in the street asking what cologne I’m wearing. It could very well be that the scent carried this farther than I thought. I almost had a pull like effect of the girl wanting to be close to that sig. Could it be a coincidence, you never know. She was about 2 feet away from me as we were standing there waiting for the light. It also helps that I look pretty jacked in the work shirt that I wore today.
Anyways I walk into the laudromat and drop my laundry off. I see these guys maybe 3 times a month and it’s always some pleasantries that go on. Now, today just felt more genuine than normal. I’ve known the owner for years so our conversation is never really fake, or just for the pleasantries that you give to others who are respectful to you, but our conversation today was really more beyond the scope of hey what’s new.
I had two clients that sat with me today. One was noticeably sad because of the recent loss of his wife. After sitting with me and discussing business at first, I could genuinely tell that he was a little bit happier and relaxed as time progressed. I did my best to let him just talk about things other than what just happened. It turned out we grew up in the same area apart from where I work now and he just reminisced about the days when he was growing up there. I can tell that he left in a more upbeat attitude than we he came in. The mones helped in that one, I’m so glad I used this today.
There was another client that came in, he’s always gloom and you know how older people can get. I got the same results, I took care of business then I made sure they were ok, and we talked for a bit, and by the time he left he was smiling and joking around.
I don’t know what it is about today but even with the agitation I get for having to deal with subjects other than my job, it was worth it to know the enjoyable interactions that I had today so far.