The thing about MX391 is that the venue IME has to be a place that it is less frowned upon to have more than casual kino. The more alcohol involved, the better the results. I’ve tested this in several venues with and without, and I’ve noticed that once inhibitions are lowered, it’s like a lubricant for a very sexual/high flirting scenario. Even with some TUTH combos, I haven’t that to be even outright blatant.
I think that for TUTH it really has to be in a more intimate setting. With IJ/AMMO and any other higher -none/sexual mixes, ICM 1.0, and even AV is like “Level 1” in terms of the work/game you have to put in. But it’s also best suited/safe for general use. MX391 is more of a Level 2 in terms of a packed club, busy bars, highly sexually charged environments. This is a good medium between Level 1 and Level 3. Level 3 is TUTH, can combine it with some comfort mones and is perfect on a date, one on one situations. Things I’ve used akin to Level 3, TUTH/PS/Mixes with P96 in them/ICM2.0.
I swear sometimes I don’t get how shit happens. I know things will always get better and better, and I’m glad I have this Journal because I can vent here and partly knowing you guys are always there to emotionally support. Which I appreciate a lot.
I’ve gotten so much landing on my lap, it seems like all the work I’ve put in, just comes crumbling down. That’s what happens when you work for corporate america folks, human resources are easily replaced. They don’t care about the things you’ve done for the company, just what you haven’t. I swear some of these managers are borderline heartless. I don’t know how some of them can look at themselves in the mirror.
This damn recession is kicking everyone’s ass too. I’ve never had so much financial shit fall on my lap, it’s getting to be a bit ridiculous at this point. I got to the point today of just saying, wow, what the fuck have I done.
But you know, through all the storms, through all the struggles, there is always something good and a lesson learned to come from it.
I feel your pain. I ask that question every time I get a job that the details aren’t disclosed and I get the ugliest surprise - because they’re asking the damn near impossible - for me! And I’m always upfront about my experience. Recovery from this recession is gonna take years - for all of us who were touched by it.
The main problems with human resources, is that most of them have no experience with the job that they are hiring for. Companies believe that people with work experience are less than people with a college degree, when in most time the opposite is true. They will hire the best friends boss over a more qualified individual it is aggravating. There is a simple way to fix this let manager do the hiring.
I also feel your pain my friend. I was just trying to get a transfer to the DC area and that fell through since we were haggling over pay, among other things. My transfer was also started without my approval so shrugs go figure.
So to confirm one of my theories that I had regarding the MX412/413 series for the Androstadienone replacement. I decided to test P130 today and see if I can get a grasp of it.
I sprayed on 37.5 mcg of this and immediately noticed the alcohol smell to it, didn’t notice the usual smell I get from P130. The bottle was 3/4 when I got it when taped, could be evaporation or spillage, not sure though, but it didn’t smell like the other versions of P130 I’ve tested before so I’m noting this now.
I felt more relaxed and calm on the drive in today, basic impulses I typically have in my driving routine didn’t come up. I would usually smoke a cigarette as soon as I leave the house and one as soon as I’m getting near work. I didn’t have that urge today. I can sense the similarities with 412/413 with the relaxed buddy comfort I get from the males in the office. The calming effect is both evident with P130 and similarly to 412/413. I also think from my testing of P130 and 412/413 that it is gender neutral in terms of effects.
Not to rekindle a past thought, but I’m going to anyway. It’s not just corporate jobs my friend. Believe me you, you can BUST your ass, put in 70 even 80 hours a week and all of a sudden someone you never even heard of before takes the credit for everything you have ever done. I know so many people this has happened to. These companies want you to be loyal but could give a damn what happens to you. Be loyal right up until they fire you or threaten you thinking they hold something over your life. In many cases they do, but it all comes back in the end. Treat people as you want to be treated means so much more than many people understand. If you treat someone poorly you yourself, will be treated poorly. Keep plowing forward and keep your eyes open. Do it for yourself.
I tested out 37.5mcg of P96 today on the neck. Its been a while since I tested this solo, and since I’ve been testing different molecules out I knew I can get a fresh and clean slate with the self effects.
I felt the calming, but sensual effects of it. Things weren’t visually appealing but more of a cross between happiness and “butterfly” feelings. The best analogy is the feeling you get when you tell someone you love them, but not during the honeymoon phase, but more of in the terms of a solid relationship and you just say “hey I love you” all the warmth of those emotions are what I felt when I wore P96 today. My imagination was running great throughout the drive, I usually get like that when I’m in a really relaxed state. The comfort that it brings was not apparent to me in previous tests but I think it had to do with an unchangeable state of mind that I was in during that time. I had no expectations this time.
I feel that P96 overall helps with a relaxed comfort. I also believe that the reason that I’ve succeeded in using this with IJ, TUTH, A314 is like how I theorized before, that it eliminates parts of the “negative” aspects for that specific person. It is like the wildcard for eliminating whatever the “turn off” is for women. The comfort is that strong for P96 that only the feel good parts for the specific person are encompassed in the interaction. Hence why this can be a catalyst for mixes to maximize the positive and to nearly eliminate the negative.
I gotta say I love the comfort and ease that this gives me for self effects. Definitely knocked me in the head with one of the few things this molecule can do.
nothing major changed in the report from yesterday. I’ll probably come back to this later on after I forgot about the report I wrote on it.
Lo and behold, I overslept for work. I swear it’s always at the bad time, with the 50+ hours I’ve been putting in, it’s so hard and it’s taking a toll on my body. I’m physically and mentally drained at this point, this has gone on for about two months already and will go on for another two months. My luck, my boss pops in for a surprise visit.
I knew I was gonna hear it, it’s like every time he decides to come, I’m here late. I have no leg to stand on at this point. We put a plan together for goals I have for the next quarter, and my attendance issue didn’t really come up. He kept telling me my potential and kept urging me to keep doing better. I would normally believe it, but I’m at this business a while and I can spot corporate BSers a mile away, but he coulda easily just berated me but he didn’t. I guess I gotta chalk it up to A314 on this one because it went a lot smoother than I thought it would.
You’re an INCREDIBLE guy and I am shocked that you have not won anything at the webcasts! So on that I am taking it upon myself to thank you with the utmost gratitude and respect for everything you do for the community. I know you have taken some heat and had some bad people attack your name and reputation.
Please check your inbox, I have sent you a GC . Enjoy and pick up what you need.
