P77
I was supposed to go shooting photos today but the guy flaked yet again. Looks like his magazine feature isn’t gonna happen. But it meant I was restless and wanted to get out of the house. Where was the question? I felt like testing a mone too so I did what any user on her might have - went to the grocery store (trader joes). But what to use? I thought TUTH because I’ve effectively only used it twice to date. Na, lets try one of the putatives. P114? Unless I want to hyper focus while driving, no. P77…I haven’t touched that yet. hmm. Okay.
1 spray of P77 (across my neck at 7.5mcg)
I stuck around the house for 30 minutes to gauge the effects. After a few minutes, my throat feels tense and my chest feels like someone is mildly resting on it. My heart feels like it’s working a little harder, but when I feel my pulse, it feels just normal. It’s definitely elicited a physiological response. I get impulsive and ran out of the house, took the p77 with me. 
I drove to the store but had an urge to throw the top down on my car (it’s a red and black 80s vw cabriolet, great for summer evenings!). I didn’t. I feel a tad impatient as I wait for the light and the drivers. That’s not normally me. Motorcyclist/hipster getting on my nerves as he weaves stupidly around traffic. I notice I’m driving with an elbow resting on my window, a bit ‘cool’ like. I had to stop myself from trying to cut in front of that motorcyclist.
I get to Trader Joes. The crowd at this one is mid 20s-late 30s. Very young relative to the West Hollywood one I went to where everyone was 50+. I notice it’s cold and I know mones (synthetic or natural) don’t tend to carry well in cold. I go to the bathroom and give myself another spray. I’m purposefully walking within a couple feet of people, going in circles, doing double takes to see responses. I don’t feel particularly hungry while shopping.
I’ve noticed people are keeping their distance. They aren’t smiling, laughing, anything around me. There is a cone of silence around me. People are actually treading lightly around me. A couple guys walk past me, and double take for a second, as if something didn’t make sense. No women looked back. A woman moved her cart in my way and when she realized it, gave me a very sincere apology, as if I was going to do something. I wandered around the store a good 40 minutes, but I was done shopping the first 20.
I figure what the hell, before I go, let’s test another spray. Thats 22.5 mcg in total. That’s when things get interesting. A guy at the meat section hovered to the right of me and tried to keep out of my peripherals while trying to get meat. He wanted beef but settled for chicken. 1 tall girl looked at me while with her man and did a double take. Another girl hovered around me for 15 seconds, I moved to the next isle and she followed me to that isle…at least the mouth..and when I was out of range she walked off. A super tall guy (6’5"+) turned to me (5’4") and backed off, trying to make sense of what made him turn around. More guys did double takes and looked confused. All of them much taller and more masculine in their features than me. Went to get TJ food sample and someone put down part of some weird sandwich. I looked, and waited for the guy next to me. He didn’t go for it and put his arm out and said I could go for it.
Off to checkout. I chose a girl I’ve had hits with before. This time she was downright silent. She didn’t even ask the mandatory “hey how are you” question they make all their employees say. I believe she asked the next customers it. She avoided eye contact and half assed said have a good night.
P114
Hours later 4-5 hours later, I wanted to work on some photos. Time to test out p114 for photo editing. Applied light 10mcg spray above lip for self effect. That wasn’t a good thing as when I ate cereal later I tasted neroili. mmm. lol. Well that perked me up. It seems to be similar to TAF’s initial wake me up effect.
I got straight into editing. Mind you, I was watching a documentary on Peak oil and editing. I couldn’t focus myself on both. Usually I can listen and edit but not this time. I was purely focused on editing. I hammered out a fair amount of the photo in an hour. I would say I worked fairly feverishly for that hour. At some point I couldn’t do it anymore and laid down. I had to tune out both the photo and the documentary. After 15+ minutes I went back to editing, but it wasn’t particularly focused in the same way. It seems like the P114 has a very short half life. I’ve noticed this in my other tests where after an hour or two, the effects aren’t discernible.