Jedi_Nights was good enough to share his P82 with me. Thanks, Jedi. I think I am beginning to see what this stuff does! I started out with a togo of 100mcg P82. Next I am going to dilute it down. I hope to get good results with lower concentrations.
First Experience
I have started off searching for self effects. When I first sprayed 100mcg, I noticed within a couple of minutes a subtle stimulating energy. Could have been my imagination or simply a reaction to the Akuto scent. Beyond the Akuto, which I experience as pretty overwhelming, I was not able to detect any P82 specific smell. Nothing was happening and I impatiently added 20mcg MEO-EST about three minutes later. Some people think the MEO-EST enhances the effects of other pheromones. Personally, I have never gotten any predictable results from MEO-EST alone, though I do notice it definitely adds something to mixes.
It took quite awhile before I noticed anything. I think the effects were there; I just didn’t know what to look for. This P82 is pretty subtle unless you are in a situation where its powers are relevant. Over the next maybe three hours I felt calm and detached. It was hard to really throw myself into anything. At first I thought of this as a submissive feeling – though there was absolutely nothing masochistic about it. I was very intent on taking care of myself, physically, emotionally, spiritually. “Calm and detached” I believe is the correct description. I also experienced a warm empathy, which I think is very paradoxical concurrent with feeling detached. It reminded me of the dissociated state I attribute to TAK, only warmer – caring from a safe distance.
I would describe this as kind of a Saintly quality. You know the saying, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” So often compassionate people just become enablers to folks with addictions and other bad habits. OTOH those who profess “tough love” are too often just hiding their sadistic motivations. P82 would seem to be the answer: detached enough to avoid getting hooked into becoming part of the problem; warm, empathic, caring enough to refuse to take unfair advantage. Maybe we can spray psychoanalysts with this stuff. Too often they cop a real arrogant, contemptful attitude toward people they think they can see through.
Second Experience
I could feel it building up all day. I kept asking the woman, “What do you want?” And, of course, got no actionable responses. Finally, that evening, when she didn’t get what she wanted, she blew up. We yelled at each other… blah, blah, blah…
Finally I just went and lay down, too infuriated to do anything productive, too angry to actually sleep. I planned to lie there for an hour and calm myself. I had things to get done that night. As I lay there, my mind racing, I wondered what P82 might do for this state. I would have preferred to just get drunk (or do some heavy downers if I had any), but I had stuff to do and I was too mad to think straight.
I sprayed myself with 100mcg P82, no other pheromones. Within five minutes, I was up sitting at my desk, functioning at a high level. Cured. What a magnificent drug – I mean pheromone!
It has occured to me that this might be a good replacement for IFM. I have used TAK to good effect along with, or in lieu of, IFM when confronted with raging hormonal bitchiness. I will be testing P82 in this and other situations with other people in the future. I recall the “Instant Back Door Magic” post. IFM can apparently allow a woman to feel safe and get into things she otherwise wouldn’t. I do not think P82 will have this advantage. It has that detached quality that makes it hard to get emotionally involved in things (including rage attacks). It’ll probably be good for that time of the month, but not so good as a seduction pheromone.
A final note for now: I usually like the Akuto scent alright – in A314, for example. In the P82 it is, for some reason, just awfully annoying!
