Okay, it’s been a while, so here’s a new report on p95.
50mu p95
12:50pm
The weather changed a lot over the course of my day, at this point, it’s partly overcast, with very sporadic sprinkling rain.
I sprayed on the p95, left my apt and stopped by the leasing office to inquire about my options when someone parks in my parking space again (they are very strict and I’ll get my own car towed if I park somewhere else). I found out my options and started walking to class again.
On the way, I realized I needed to eat, but didn’t have any time to get food, nor would I have any time until 5 pm. I stopped by the campus store and bought some protein shakes to hold me over. The cashier had a hard time scanning the barcodes and I just commented ‘It’s giving you a hard time, huh?’ The cashier wasn’t very friendly, but there was also a rush of students. She seemed to soften up once I started talking to her. After paying, she asked me if I needed a bag, I told her no. For some reason, she seemed kinda relieved. I guess she’s been having a long day.
So now I’m at class (1:10pm), I realize I left my only working pen at home…so I have to ask the guy next to me to borrow a pencil. Nothing special there. Class is pretty boring, and nothing special happens. I had to talk to my professor about some assignment that never made it back to me and she seemed a little..disorganized? confused? about which assignment I was talking about. But she’s also old and has to organize a few classes so whatever.
Okay, it’s now 2pm and I need something to write with so I walk over to the History dept’s office and ask if I use their pencil sharpener real quick. They have no problem with that and I sharpen and go to class.
There’s only two students waiting in the room when I walk in. The desks are arranged in a weird manner, so I just grab one I like and straighten it out, while just off handely wondering out loud why they’re that way. It’s quiet, so I start talking about how unusual the weather is. At this point, it’s definitely overcast, but not yet raining. It just looks like it will. One of the girls joins in the conversation and talks about how this weather is usual where she’s from. She asks me where I’m from, and we exchange a couple questions about who we might know from each other’s high schools (we were from roughly the same area). At this point, people are starting to file in and class begins.
We’re doing some group exercises and the girl I was talking to calls my name out and asks me if I’ve got a good handle on the material. I say yes, and she asks me ‘Why don’t you come back here?’ I smile and ask back, Why don’t you come up here if you need help? and turn back around. I hear her say ‘I guess not.’ and she gets to work with her partner.
As everyone’s finishing up, I turn around and ask them ‘So you guys got it figured out?’ They say yes, and I reply ‘See? I knew you guys didn’t need my help.’ Eventually class ends and we all walk out. The two girls left quickly.
I walk out of my class and I see my friend standing under a tree. At this point, it’s overcast and starting to sprinkle steady rain. I walk over and say hi, we chit chat for a couple minutes, he had stuff to do, as did I. But the interaction was very friendly and chill.
3pm, next class. On my way, I get a text from P (from my Male Pattern Blindness thread, she got my number from me a couple days later), saying ‘Where are you?! Quiz today!’ I’m practically there, so I don’t respond. I discuss some lost homework stuff with my professor (she got her apt broken into) and sit down next to P, who is grinning pretty hard when I say hi.
I just start some random conversation about the class. It was pretty trivial, but she responds well. Class starts and it’s really…really quiet. We just whisper back and forth and giggle/chuckle like some high school class. We’re going over the homework and I tell her ‘Hey, why don’t you volunteer?’ She’s like ‘Noo, I don’t wanna..I’m not sure..’ while smiling. Lo and behold she eventually volunteers. I say, ‘See? Not that bad, eh?’
She was kinda dressed up, so I ask her what that’s all for. Chinese New Years. She tells me how she needs to get to a nearby city, but can’t drive. So she might have to do this and that..we talk about her options and how the public transportation sucks around here.
Eventually there’s a quiz at the end of class that she didn’t have to take. As she’s walking out she says, ‘Maybe I’ll wait for you.’ I reply ‘Oh, I’ll be praying.’ ![]()
Sure enough, she waited outside for me to finish. At this point, it had rained kinda hard during class and the ground is wet, but it’s not raining anymore. It’s just cloudy. We’re just walking together towards my next class, she mentions she has a volleyball game coming up and tells me that I should come to her next home game. We talk about volleyball for a little while, she brings up the topic of the weekend again in the context of parties. The conversation turns to frats and sororities and our opinions of them. Eventually we get to my class and we part ways.
It’s now 4pm. I step into class, see a friend of mine and sit down next to her. We talk about how we’re both not trying to skip class and give each other ribbings over skipping class. Class starts, but neither of us pay attention. The prof is a really chill dude, and loves talking about random stuff. At one point, we’re talking about GPAs, and he asks the class if we think 3.8 is a good GPA. There’s some silence, and I just mutter ‘Seriously? Is that really a question?’ I mean, obviously it’s a good GPA. The people around me who hear it laugh.
I was bored so I started drafting up ideas for my next tattoo. Class ends and I start walking home. It’s now sprinkling rain at a steady rate and much colder. I throw on a hoodie and walk home. On my way home, I see another friend and we stop and talk about our plans for the night. I then start walking home again.
Annnd..now I’m here.
Okay, initial impressions? It’s not obvious to me, but there is definitely a social vibe to it. I’d say it makes me more outspoken, even opinionated. It’s not at all chatty like a-nol, and it’s not ‘rigid’ either. I’m going to need more tests with this putative to nail it down. I didn’t feel any aggressive qualities to it. It was perhaps calming? Centering? Hmm..well, I’ll just say it wasn’t all over the place, it was a pretty stable vibe.
As for eye contact, I can’t say anything conclusive. It wasn’t super strong or anything, but those girls behind me definitely gave me good eye contact. P, was very smiley and giggly, but she’s been like that so far with IS2x, no pheromones, and p95. I’d say it’s just her, or just me..or you know, some combination of those two..