PRODUCTS:
TEST DAY #1: P95 (12.5 mcg/spray) X 1.5 sprays to neck (8h00 AM)
TEST DAY #2: P95 (12.5 mcg/spray) X 2 sprays to neck (8h00 AM)
TEST DAY #3: P95 (12.5 mcg/spray) X 3 sprays, 2 to neck and 1 to adam’s apple (8h00 AM)
Cross-referenced posts for solo testings of the same putative in my journal: #313 (19.75 mcg / 25.0 mcg / 37.5 mcg, three tests combined in a same report) (There is only this report for now)
These three separate days of testing were my first solo tries of this particular putative. I don’t usually regroup test days as I find it gets confusing. But this time, I felt there was a reason. You’ll understand as you read on.
Location:
TEST DAY #1: Internet Cafe, Walm*rt
TEST DAY #2: Internet Cafe
TEST DAY #3: Internet Cafe, Child Daycare
First Impressions:
DAY #1 ONLY: A light pain in the tip of nose was observed. No other immediate physiological effects have been observed during DAY #1.
APPLIES TO DAY #1, #2 and #3: I applied the product in the morning after a shower using a SLS-free bodywash. That putative is said to smell neroli. And that’s what it is. However, I pick up the mones scent as well and it’s quite strong.. It gets stronger with the number of sprays. No immediate physiological effects have been observed during DAY #2 and DAY #3.
Usage & Application Points: Dosage:
TEST DAY #1: 12.5 mcg per spray. Applied 1.5 X to neck, for a total of 19.75 mcg. I was aiming for 12.5 mcg, but a mispiss occured with the first spray. I used no cover scent this time around.
TEST DAY #2: 12.5 mcg per spray. Applied 2 X to neck, for a total of 25.0 mcg. I used no cover scent this time around.
TEST DAY #3: 12.5 mcg per spray. Applied 3 X to neck and adam’s apple, for a total of 37.5 mcg. I used no cover scent this time around.
Most Appropriate Environment: For now, I’ll proceed with caution with where I use this product. This does not look like a flirting molecule. It can be socially akward based on those three tries, same for the workplace. I’ll avoid it at home during weekends also. I’ll have to figure this one out better before I give better answers on this aspect. I see some potential in cases where projecting a sinister / ominous vibe would be required, but that’s a longshot and it will require further testing to find the best dose to achieve just that if that’s all confirmed eventually.
Types of Effects observed this time:
TEST DAY #1 Sinister / Evil feeling(self), inner aggressivity (self), road rage behavior (self)
TEST DAY #2: No effects on others or self-effects noticed.
TEST DAY #3: Sinister / Evil feeling (self), Feeling of emptiness (self), Sadness (self), Procrastination (self), Antisocial vibe (self)
TEST DAY #1 EVENT SUMMARY (1.5 sprays = 19.75 mcg approx.)
This was my first try ever. I was trying to get 12.5 mcg, but a failed first spray led to testing at 19.75 mcg approximately because I added a full spray. I opted not to use a cover scent because as always, I wanted to assess the fragrance because there is often more to a putative than the labeled scent.
I felt a light pain at the tip of my nose which lasted an hour at the most. It was probably not mone-related. I detected no other immediate self-effects. This putative is neroli-fragranced, but it smells much stronger than a regular neroli product. The scent of the mone can clearly be picked up. It’s not funky, but it’s strong.
All I got from this day, was a self-effect I would describe a sinister dark feeling accompanied with inner aggressivity that came over me; I felt like hanging people. At the internet cafe, a lady was speaking very loud to some friends she met there. Everyone in the group she was adressing was speaking on a normal tone, but she had to speak loud. And it was fricking chitchat, for Chrysler sake. She was obnoxious, When she left she said to her friends ‘‘Oh, I’ll go and let you all work a bit’’, I was like ‘‘Fuck yeah, it sure will help them work, if you leave, f****** hag!’’ and it came out spoken loud, not loud enough for her to hear, but loud enough to get me a few giggles and nods of approval from people sitting near me. I was not social, repeat, not social, so I cared not about the giggles or who made them. At the Mart, I was very impatient with people, no chivalry today. On the road, back from the Mart, I was horrible, borderline road rage. It definitely doesn’t bring out the human aspect of my persona at all. However, this raw vibe could be helpful in some controlled circumstances, if it turns out not to be coincidential, that is.
Only self-effects were noticed in this day. No effects seen on others for now.
It’s a weird product after this first try. I’ll have to retry the product at different doses. I am not sure I want to try this at home on a weekend, it’s too sinister so far for home use. The mones odor was still present in the evening as well as the neroli.
TEST DAY #2 EVENT SUMMARY (2.0 sprays = 25 mcg)
Nothing in particular was noticed on that day. No clear suspected self-effects. No effects on others. I mean: nothing. I must mention I had very little sleep the previous night.
I might just have to retry this dosage eventually.
TEST DAY #3 EVENT SUMMARY (3.0 sprays = 37.5 mcg)
I got a feeling of emptiness, I just couldn’t figure out why. I was not depressed, but I felt forlorn, desolate, even derelict… With light omnipresent unexplainable sadness, the feeling Charles Beaudelaire described as The Spleen (i.e. nothing to do with the internal organ…). I felt like in that third Harry Potter movie, the one with those Dementors vacuuming out their victims’ soul and happiness, that’s how I felt today. This product is so fricking dark at this dose for me. I felt foreboding, antisocial. I think ladies might have found me creepy at close range wearing this should I have attempted contact. I was even feeling that way at home and my girlfriend asked me a few times if I was ok.
I got none of the aggressivity of DAY#1, but something sinister is definitely there.
I can’t help but wondering if there is any A1 in p95? I’m trying to explain the horrible feelings I got. Maybe it was just OD. If so, not cool OD symptoms, I tell you.
I emphasize on the feelings rather than on the events for this day, because the feelings were so strong, they were a bit incapacitating, I did not feel like doing anything much, I’ll call that procrastination. I was overthinking a lot about the feelings I was getting, feelings which had no object or reason to exist in the first place.
I took a shower. The evening arrived, and the feelings were less present. I was more grounded by that time. After I went on an evening out with my younger kid. I took him to the McRestaurant and went to see that Jungle Book new movie at the movie theater. The movie felt so fricking dark to me, maybe it was due to traces of the p95 being in effect. It’s hard to say, that was like 12 hours into the test and after a shower, so i doubt it. The movie MAY have just been fricking dark at times for real. It wasn’t all about singing and being happy-go-lucky like the cartoon I saw as a kid, that’s for sure. My kid had a good time and me too. Better than the first part of the day.
I observed no ladies reaction at the internet cafe during the first part of the day, but I was in no mood for flirtiness at all.
COMBINED DAY #1, #2 and #3 COMMENTS:
Next try, I might go for 12.5 mcg (one spray) or even 7.25 mcg (half spray). Maybe 37.5 mcg is a horse’s dose for this product, but one thing sure, it does not look like the best dose for me. I even think that dose is just dangerous in my case. I’m the happy type and I don’t like feeling that way. The feelings of emptiness and sadness were not observed with previous doses however (19.75 and 25 mcg), but they were very vivid at 37.5 mcg. Even for science’s sake, I’m not sure I’ll retry this latter dose, I’m sure you’ll understand. I would advise people with depression symptoms (and believe me, it’s not my case) to steer well clear of this product at higher doses, just in case. But then again, such persons should not use mones - period - and seek medical help.
This putative is not a social/flirting putative in my book. But if I could cast a dark status spell with this putative without that emptyness / sadness or violent thoughts, it might be useful in some circumstances. However, a tad of this product paired with P75 and Encre Noire as cover scent is definitely something I would dare try eventually to scare the heck out of enemies or to bed a gothic lady (lol).
The results of those three days of testing are quite inconclusive. I’m not done with this product. It just kinda baffles me up to now.
A cover scent might be advisable eventually, because the scent of the mones under the neroli disguise is very strong.
Strength:
TEST DAY #1 Sinister / Evil feeling 4/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Inner aggressivity 7/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Road rage behavior 7/10 (self) (to be confirmed)
TEST DAY #2: Sinister / Evil feeling 0/10 (none observed this time) (self) (to be confirmed), Inner aggressivity 0/10 (none observed this time) (to be confirmed), Road rage behavior 0/10 (none observed this time) (to be confirmed).
TEST DAY #3: Sinister / Evil feeling 2/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Inner aggressivity 0/10 (none observed this time) (to be confirmed), Road rage behavior 0/10 (none observed this time) (to be confirmed), Feeling of emptiness 8/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Sadness 5/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Procrastination 6/10 (self) (to be confirmed), Antisocial vibe 8/10 (self) (to be confirmed)
Length of Effects:
TEST DAY #1: Sinister / Evil feeling and Inner aggressivity lasted for 8 hours. Road rage behavior was observed 6 hours into the test.
TEST DAY #2: No comments.
TEST DAY #3: Sinister / Evil feeling, Feeling of emptiness, Sadness, Procrastination, Antisocial vibe all lasted 8 hours into the test until I took a shower.
Effectiveness & Consistency: Who knows if that solo putative will eventually be useful for me. The effects are not very consistant as of now but the doses were quite different too.
Diffusion/Sillage: No sillage observed by me or commented upon by anyone. Most potential effects are on the self-effects side as of now, so sillage would be not so relevant at this point.
If it had a texture, what would it feel like? Polished granite
If it were edible or drinkable, what would it taste like? Host (as in Corpus Christi - Amen!)
What celebrity or public figure is it most like (DAY #1)? Benito Mussolini
What celebrity or public figure is it most like (DAY #3)? Harry Potter attacked by a Dementor
If it were music, what would it sound like (DAY#1)? Pink Floyd - In the flesh (The Wall The Movie’s version) youtube.com/watch?v=6tKvRqzeXnE
If it were music, what would it sound like (DAY#3)? REM - Everybody hurts youtube.com/watch?v=ijZRCIrTgQc
Two very different experiences, uh?