What what what! Almost forgot about my latest P95 test!
5 Sprays @ 12.5 MCG (65 mcg) + 3 sprays Hugo XY for cover
Going out to play Ultimate - No rush after application this time (so I can probably discount that as test excitement).
Right after I applied I went to the bedroom and my LTR was on the bed and for some reason I had a strong urge to cuddle, during the cuddle I felt fairly affectionate and I was unusually playful. Not terribly sexual, but no asexual either.
LTR commented on my smelling good - She doesn’t normally make comments on Hugo XY.
We had to leave for Ultimate in 15 minutes and I got distracted/totally missed that my LTR essentially said she wanted a quickie - LTR mood changed from happy and playful to very upset/depressed almost instantly (I don’t think I can place that on the phero’s… I think it is more relationship issues). Not sure about the distraction though… it is typical behaviour for me so I don’t know if P95 disturbs focus.
When she got depressed I think I internalized my mistake more than I would normally do, I didn’t get as anxious as I normally would about potentially being late for Ulti.
At the game - I remember the game being REALLY fun. The russians I was playing cup with seemed to react more positively to my coaching than typical - seemed to be coming to me for advice unexpectedly.
Physically I don’t think I noticed much of a change - My throwing definetly wasn’t up to the level it is when I’ve applied P124… but it wasn’t bad like when I have Alpha Nols on either.
Impressions - P95 seemed to create a bonding/harmonizing effect @ 65 mcg - I think it had a self-effect of making me more playful and affectionate.
I will try P95 @ 7 sprays (77.5 mcg) before bowling tonight with a possible reapplication before a house party later in the night.
Cheers! (I’m happy because I’m pretty sure that I’m starting to get this one down… I think I needed the higher dose… could this be MEO-EST? That guess is based on the limited stuff that I’ve read on MEO-EST)