I was feeling a little like going to bed, but I have a little work I need to get done and was having trouble focusing on it. I decided to try out the P95 again since I have since had a shower and washed off what pheros I could. I decided to change it up a bit this time, since I was looking more for focus than testing. However, I still wanted to find out a little more about this molecule. So, from my 5mcg/spray bottle, I applied 1 spray between my wrists, one to each side of my neck, and one around my bangs. I then applied 1 spray from my 25mcg to my wrist and used my finger to spread it directly below my nose.
After a few minutes, I got the focus I was expecting, but I also got another surge of energy like the one I described earlier. I wasn’t really expecting that at this time of night. I’m wide awake again. About ten minutes later, I applied three sprays (15mcg/spray) of TAF around my face. My focus improved even more, but I also noticed something else. Since I was already in a high energy mood from the pheromones, I decided to listen to high energy music, and started playing Venetian Snares on my iPod. I seem to be processing auditory information at a faster rate. I feel as if I’m able to hear deeper into each sound, and in this sort of music, very short individual sounds are passing by very quickly. I am able to pay attention to each separately, even if only for the brief period of time that it exists. More subtle nuances of the music normally hidden in the background also seem to be more apparent.
I finally read a couple of other reports on P95 just now, and am bewildered. Phya’s mentions social effects, while Musky’s talks about peacefulness and cuddliness. It seems we are all finding different effects. I am worried that maybe my first experience has primed me to look for mind-enhancing effects, and thus I am unconciously exaggerating some effects or coincidences and neglecting others. If I’m on the wrong track, or if it’s unlikely that this molecule should be causing these effects, I would like someone with greater knowledge of it to offer some input.
I’ll be testing P95 by itself a few more times, then I think I’ll try it with others. Still, I’d like to get the effects of the molecule straight before I go anywhere complicated with it.