well, another test. Same spray locations, 20mcg this time around. Location was my mom’s place, her car, the chinese take out joint and back again.
Self effects:
calmer thought process, words came more naturally, again that dis inhibiting effect on what to say. Not shutting off the internal monologue, just made thoughts and words come more easily. I also had another self realization moment today that only occurred after spraying p97. this one was a bit more profound than the “wtf just happened” moment I had last time. It was more of a final realization of how my actions have contributed to the current situation with my ex. Still, I’m liking these self effects.
Effects on others: Well, it’s my mother and I don’t generally test around her. I didn’t notice much from her as she was somewhat quiet.
On to the next test. I’ll have to OD on this at some point but I’m wondering if 25-30mcg is my optimal range.