Product and dosage:
p98 - 40 mcg, coconut vanilla scented
Environment:
At work in small hospital
Self effects:
My usual morning dread/disgust of my current work environment (which ranges from slight to extreme, but is generally always present unfortunately) faded and I became in a good mood (excuse the awful grammar, I think).
I was not worried, angry or irritated. It was easy to put annoyances out of my mind, emotional sensitivity was markedly decreased.
Effects on others:
I experienced a very obvious increase in mild playfulness and physical contact (mostly) initiated by others.
First, the fellow who couriers things to a larger hospital thats about an hour away stopped by to get my things that needed to go. He asked me what the date was, and instead of telling him, I stuck a date sticker (for today’s date) on his hand. He responded by removing it and trying to stick it on me, and a brief playful “stick the sticker on the other person” game ensued.
A patient about to leave suddenly decided to shake my hand.
A co-worker (maintenance) who came by to perform some regular weekly tasks, gave me a playful slap on the shoulder, which he’s never done before. This wasn’t flirty in any way, he is very happily married. I do tend to joke lightly with him, but then I am generally that way with many people.
A friend stopped by my house when I went home for lunch, and as he was leaving, he suddenly decided to give me a hug at the last minute.
Another co-worker (female) stopped by my office to talk to me a little about her reporting-things-to-the-union experiences, and as I was sitting at my desk and she was standing by me, to read an email I wanted to share with her, she was leaning on my leg for a pretty long couple of minutes. which was kind of wierd, and she is definitely not gay.
