Hi everyone. I received my first set of mones in the mail yesterday! I ordered IH, TAL, and TAH. The fact that I could smell it through the envelope really surprised me, but actually I realized that 1/3 of my bottle of TAH leaked ![]()
The TAH got all over my hands and a few minutes after the exposure I felt a bit drunk and a bit dizzy. I walked out of my room for “fresh” air, and I walked in a bit of a catty strut. I felt really alert too. But though I was alert, I felt lazy as well. It’s really hard to explain. I was really relaxed and for some reason a bit giggly too. The self-effects wore off fairly quickly, and I was alone in my apartment so I can’t say how the people around me felt.
Anyway, today was my first day actually spraying the mones and being around people.
2x IH (one on each wrist)
1x TAL (on chest)
To be honest, I have a lot of familial issues going on and about in the background, and I have kind of an unrequited love for my target that is currently in a relationship with someone. I am normally very cheerful and able to not think about it, but today I felt very down and not smiley. I was applying makeup to my face after I applied the IH, so perhaps it wore off on me too, lowering my inhibitions that usually hides my dissatisfaction.
Though I am very short and young looking, I’m a hard worker, and that hard work paid off as my manager made me a lead. Today, I felt very serious and focused, more so than usual. I usually run around the office; I’m very hyper, but today I took my time, walking normally. I normally answer a lot of questions, but today, whenever questions were asked or whenever someone did something wrong, they would apologize PROFUSELY. I felt a kind of respect I’ve never felt before. People really cared about my opinion today. That was interesting.
When I walked into work today, my cube neighbor asked what I had done to myself because I “looked” different. He’s not usually one to ask such personal questions, so I was very surprised, haha. And to further my amazement, he continued to be very chatty. He’s normally a very quiet person that keeps to himself.
I had two “deer in the headlight” moments. One of those was from my target. I walked up behind him, and he turned around to look at me and gave me this look of bewilderment. He looked awfully confused. We are pretty close; we have had intimate moments in the past. I just had this gut feeling that whatever was on me turned him off completely. He seemed a mix of uninterested and intimidated.
People that normally talk to me didn’t engage me in conversations, but people that don’t normally approach me … approached me today. Needless to say, the fact that my target acted in that manner upset me quite a bit. He knows me very well and today he just seemed really, really confused. Or maybe he honestly has no interest in me at all. It’s all just speculation at this point.
I would say that the mones lasted about 6 hours. An hour after lunch time, I felt to be my hyper and giggly self again.
All and all, it was very interesting. I’m looking forward to trying something new tomorrow.
Thanks for reading!