all on separate occasions
2s mx302
SEG doesn’t like to sit near my buddy in class. this becomes a problem because i enjoy sitting with my buddy in class. this problem is solved by SEG never sitting near us in class. a few days ago my buddy felt under the weather and decided to stay at home and rest. luckily he told me this with plenty of time to spare, so i threw on 2s mx302 and headed straight for the seat next to SEG. she seemed surprised at first. usually she keeps her jacket/bag in the chair next to her so that nobody sits there, and she’ll have one friend sit on her other side. rarely do i see her move that blocking object. i got to the chair and watched her reluctantly move her bag away in a “oh wow, class has filled up to the point where somebody actually needs this chair” manner. then she looked up to see who it was and smiled when she recognized me. she knew what was up too – my buddy sits where i sit, and i know she doesn’t like to sit next to my buddy, so if i’m sitting next to her, that means my buddy isn’t there. a whole class period of awkward-free chatting. the friend on her other side is one of the guys in our group too so that made it even better.
we started off class with inside jokes and a lot of laughing. good mood all around. one of SEG’s very few female friends stopped by to visit and we got introduced. i think she caught some fly-by sexual distraction. SEG and i clearly stated who i was and how we know each other, yet this girl kept asking random questions about it. she left, and then class started. it’s a lecture class so we hardly talked.
after class i asked SEG if she wanted a ride home, as i took my car because recently the buses switched to their fall schedule or whatever and they haven’t been entirely consistent. SEG gave me bedroom eyes and then said, in a husky and somewhat sexual voice, “you bet i do.” i didn’t realize just how sexual this was until i got home that night and replayed the situation in my head.
unfortunately, SEG caught on to this much quicker than i did. almost immediately after replying yes, she changed her mind. she said “oh, well, i think i’m gonna take the bus.” i had to think about this one for a while too. she had no reason to take the bus when offered a ride. i passed her bus stop on the way home and she was standing alone, so she didn’t need to talk to anyone there. why did she accept and then immediately refuse my offer?
my conclusion is that mx302 did something to her during the 2 hours we were in class. at the end of class, all it took was one question from me to spark the sexual flow of logic. do you want a ride –> ride goes home –> home is where the bedroom is –> bed. this is roughly stated of course, but something along these lines caused her to respond the way she did. then, she quickly snapped out of her sexual state to recover before slipping further. maybe it was to prevent herself from getting worked up over somebody “taking her home.” probably the first time i’ve seen something like this.
4s meo-est @ 100 mcg
again with SEG, different class, my buddy doesn’t take this class so there’s no worry about that. good rapport again at the start of class. immediate jump into ih -based conversation. she went with a few other students to an interview recently. during their time off they explored a mall and found one of those photobooth things. they snapped some group shots and some funny shots and brought them back. she was looking through some of hers trying to find a good one to show people or use as her profile/avatar picture. to the person on her other side, she asked if one was goofier than the other, or which smile was cheesier, etc. then she turned to me and asked if her hair was ok in a few of them, if a billow in her dress made her look fat in some, basically questions that deserve straight answers and should be asked to people who will give straight answers. i’ve not been in this situation often but surprisingly i had no problem telling her the truth. yes, you look fat in this one; your hair looks fine; your head is turned at the wrong angle here. she had no problems accepting what i said. if i said one looked bad, it went into the bad pile. at the end of our photo critique session she said “thanks for telling me these things” and smiled.
silence for most of class because it was a smaller lecture and we can’t really get away with talking in class like we can with bigger lectures. however, we still had chat programs available on our laptops. that was dormant as well until near the end of class. she patted my thigh to get my attention. this action alone deserves another look. normally she would hit my arm or tap my hand with her pencil. going into a lower region such as the thigh is somewhat of a drastic change. not only that, but she didn’t hit the side of my thigh, more along the top. like patting a small child or dog on the head, but it was my thigh. this was new too. she got my attention to show me a funny picture she found online. we moved our conversation to the chat program and then left it at that.
i would say the takeaway here is comfort. comfort with asking me straight questions and expecting straight answers, comfort in patting my thigh and knowing that it won’t be perceived the wrong way, i.e. she’s not doing it sexually.
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1s p81 @ 25 mcg
i applied this about 10 minutes before class. class is 80 minutes long. i spent about 70 minutes with an erection. seriously.
this is like a female version of tuth. my text messages to sarah were extremely explicit, so explicit that i had to keep my phone low to the chair between my legs so nobody could read the screen whereas normally i text holding the phone near the desk. sarah noticed this too and said something to the extent of “wow, you’re feeling really good tonight huh?”
it didn’t stop there. well, sort of. i “relaxed” a bit because i went to the gym after class and having a bulge in your pants seriously hinders your performance. as soon as i got home, maybe in the car a few minutes away, it came back, along with all those dirty thoughts. i tried to stow it away for bed and woke up with some pent-up sexual frustration.
this one deserves another test, this time with sarah around in case i get the same results.
