I woke up early this morning, so I decided to retest P103 alone and with TAF.
Note: I’m taking Sudafed, so it may affect the outcome.
5:33AM - Sprayed 12.5 mcg P103 to chest. It has a pleasant, but non-distinct smell, a little sweet. No immediate effects. I seem to be getting slightly uncoordinated physically as time moves on. It is relaxing and I especially feel that mid body. At four minutes the relaxation intensifies and I get a bit of physical body rushes, not as intense as with P80, and the quality is different also, more pure pleasure, less excitement. At this dose I don’t feel like I’m getting stupid, but my thoughts are slowing down. I’ll give it a full 5 minutes and then add 20.0 mcg TAF.
Layering 20.0 TAF on top. One minute after adding the TAF I feel a switch and attention. I get a little fidgety. I want something, not sure what, but there is some desire here for something or to do something. That was unexpected. Physical coodination continues to be off and I’m having difficulty typing, like my fingers no longer automatically know where the keys are.
5:45 I’m starting to get that yummy feeling of slow sensuality, but it is very muted without the meo-est. I’m getting zero sedation with this molecule at this dosage at this time. It does make me want to lower my eyelids half way and say, “Mmmmm….!” This molecule plays well with meo-est. It feels feminine, and makes me want to cuddle.
5:50 The signal is still pretty vague so I’m going to add another shot at 12.5 mcg P103. I feel a little speedy and that might be this molecule combined with the sudafed. This is very unexpected as I’ve found this molecule very sedating in the past.
5:55 – mid body pleasurable sensation are intensifying, and I feel my nerves firing off in bursts throughout my body, sort of like the rush after an orgasm. Having a slight right temple headache as well, then a midline top of head headache. All this gives way to a feeling of being in the center of the universe, calm and expansive.
Mentally, I feel totally in the alpha wave groove, at peace. Mid body rushes of pleasure and relaxation continue.
7:16 nothing much more to report. Expansive head space and lack of thinking continues. Not all that sedating but definitely inebriating in an odd expansive way. I wouldn’t want to drive wearing this much.
7:55 – Just feeling a mildly stoned at this point with a slight headache and forehead pressure that may or may not have anything to do with this putative.
It is kind of boring using this molecule alone. It is kind of hard to do an indepth report on this molecule because one of its strong points is a “who cares?” attitude. I’ve noticed this before. It kind of mutes down the need to strive, I guess. Nothing seems all that important. That might be part of its expansiveness, maybe. Everything seems unimportant in relation to that. Since attention to detail is important to me, if it weren’t for it’s yummy physical characteristics when paired with meo-est and TAF, I’d probably not use this one.
Edit: I’m not sure now if this is a feminine molecule or not. It feels awfully heavy for that, so it may be masculine. Whatever, it is burdensome at 25.0 mcg.
Diane
Thanks for letting us know your have a cold to, it makes a difference in the data collected. 