@ 8:40am : Showered; washed hair and application points with cleansing shampoo (suave).
My reasoning behind washing with cleansing shampoo is because it would strip oily residue from my skin without destroying my natural bacteria flora. I want the pheromones to interact with my natural chemistry in a way as close to “normal” as possible.
@ 9:00am : Applied 1 spray of x2 IO to wrists and neck at pulse points. Covered with VS Pink body spray.
Mood/condition prior: Sleepy
Self effects: None noticeable. (lol, I keep craving pizza rolls and/or a power breakfast sandwich from Panera)
@ 9:15am : Coffee from food hall.
Mood: less sleepy?
@ 9:30am: Tai Chi class…
IOI/hits: None
Mood: awakeish.
@ 10:30am: Applied 1 spray of x2 Shine to face. Figured it would help create more self effects.
Mood prior: Apathetic, don’t want to deal with the week ahead. Bleh.
Self effects: feel mildly better… subtle if any.
@ 11:45 : Japanese Class
IOI /hits: None. Class was watching a movie so people weren’t really socializing / there wasn’t much chance to observe reactions if there were.
Mood: apathetic
@ 1:00 : Work
IOI /hits: None. Boss was stressed today.
Mood: apathetic
@ 3:00 : Statistics
IOI / hits: friendly smiles, chatty stats friend… but she’s always pretty chatty…
Mood: finally started feeling happier/ upbeat. People seemed to be reacting well to me… but it was a full six hours after I applied IO and four and a half hours after I applied shine…?
@ 4:00 : Applied approx half a spray of x2 IO to the behind of ears/sides of neck at hairline. Covered with VS Pink.
IOI / hits: none
Mood: Content
@ 4:45 : Work
IOI / hits : coworker seemed stressed and unwilling to chat. She’s normally rather chatty.
Mood: Content
@ 6:30 : Habitat for Humanity meeting.
IOI / hits : Everyone wanted to know how my day was, listened intently, seemed to focus on me more…
Mood: Happy. I became VERY chatty. Unusually so.
@ 7:30 : Talked a guy I just met into having dinner with me…
IOI / hits : was interrogated… There were a few awkward lulls.
Mood: Rather alpha. I directed the entire convo and he seemed fine with it.
It’s half boys, half girls. Generally we warm up, take some notes on new moves, and go through what we know. It takes muscle control and balance, but isn’t really a workout perse.
I forwent putting mones on immediately this morning… I was in a rush to get to class. Felt fairly confident and cheery walking around this morning. One of my classes was cancelled, so that put me in an even better mood. Went to Panera to have my Power Breakfast Sandwich (I wish they sold them all day every day). Had a nice little chat with the cashier.
@ 1:00 : Applied 2 drops EoW to wrists and sides of neck + 1 spray x2 Shine to front of neck.
Mood Prior : Happy, relaxed. Finally have the bulk of publicity for Habitat for Humanity’s fundraising event done.
Self Effects : None noticed.
@ 6:00 : Conclusion
Coworker was chatty; Still feeling bleh. Going to shower and wash with cleansing shampoo and then nap. Pheromone detox/testing break tomorrow.
@ 9:30 : Applied a spray of x2 IO on wrists, and one spray of Shine to front of neck. Covered with VS Pink Live.
Mood Prior: Happy, well rested for once.
Self effects: was already in a good mood?
I had to walk around in business casual all day, and I don’t have much business clothes. I looked a little ridiculous. Left the dorm and ran into a guy friend who may have a thing for me. We chatted, and he parted with a “you look great.” A little bit out of the norm… we’re not really that close.
@ 10:00 : Adult abnormal behavior
Mood: Happy
Hits: Random girl sits next to me and immediately starts asking about what the professor is going on with.
@ 11: 00 : Japanese Class
Mood: Happy
Hits: People in my Japanese class seemed friendlier than normal. In particular, a girl who was in my class last year who doesn’t speak.
@ 2:00 : Re-applied a spray of x2 IO on wrists, and one spray of Shine to front of neck. Covered with VS Pink
@ 2:30 : Cognition
Mood: Content
Hits: Arrived to class late. Had to sit in the back of cognition. Guy to my right kept wanting to talk to me… immediately struck up conversation after class about turning in the assignment.
@ 4:00 : Waiting to go to work.
Mood: Just had more coffee… so… happy.
Hits: This is probably the most obvious hit of the day… I was sitting on a bench checking my email. The whole checking my email would usually make me a tad unapproachable since I’m kind of hunched over and concentrating on reading from a small dimly lit screen. A guy from my Japanese class last year (cute asian) stops in front of me, and is like, “Hey.” and proceeds to carry on a random conversation.
Was at an off campus ATO party tonight. I’m not going to lie, I might just be a little bit drunk as I type this. Wore pink sugar + EoW… Walked into the hallway after spraying it on, and heard a group of guys I just walked through literally say, “That smells great…” “Yeah…” “What is that…?” So… I smelt pretty delish. Despite this, didn’t get approached by A SINGLE FUCKING GUY ALL NIGHT. Was dancing. Was trying to distance myself from friends so I looked approachable. TRIED TALKING TO GUYS. No one was fucking interested. Seriously? I’ve given up on the male sex.
You were probably too good for them (In their eyes). You were sooo delish, it couldn’t happen with them… typical beta males not wanting to get shot down…
Through your reports..I’ve been guessing that it’s just the guys in your location.. I mean, I don’t know any other reason why they won’t be attracted to you. Or..have no idea what affects EoW, but I think it makes you too attractive that other guys won’t approach you. Just like alpha said. I’m guessing that they feel like you’re “out of their league” and won’t try kind of thing. Did these guys look at you? However, coming from a semi-alpha/beta person, I’d pick up on cues that would confirm that the other girl is interested and then approach. Although I would be a bit reluctant because of being afraid to get turned down. Just a bit of a tip: Initiate eye contact to a target, and not exactly cue him to come, but give him some hints. As a guy, it feels really good when a smokin hot girl gives you eye contact. Although a guy doesn’t talk, just know that he has A LOT to say in his head, but won’t really go for it (just like all shy people).
And don’t worry if the guy doesn’t go to you, he might be too scared…or just stupid which may be both of the kinds you probably wouldn’t want. Becareful of the guys who have too much confidence though..that can be a problem!
Also, did you play that lonely girl on the side act to draw their attention? (I’ve seen some female friends of mine do this and other guys can’t resist not talking to them) .
When I go out and it’s a more dancing party vibe, and I want guys to come over I usually draw myself away from my group of friends, smile and make sure I look like I’m enjoying myself, dance provocatively, flip hair, lick lips, make eye contact etc…
When it’s a more low key event (more chatting, less dancing) like last night I, again, try to separate myself from my friends, smile, and make eye contact. I’ll join in conversations with people I know and make sure to lightly touch the guys’ arms or initiate contact. When I’m talking to a specific guy I try to lean in slightly.
What I’ll never do, and never be like, is the noisy obnoxious pay-attention-to-me type. I can’t deal with girls like that.
Some nights I’ll have guys all over me. Others… nada. At the frat I was at last night, I’ve been out to their parties before with similar results. I really, honestly, just think I won’t be going back to their parties. Also, just in general, I feel like the guys at my school just have 0 game. None at all.
Haha, I see now. It’s location. And you’ve been testing mostly at school right? No wonder. But now it’s apparent that it isn’t you who needs to step it up.. It’s the guys around you :o.
I am getting a feeling you may be a bit intimidating to some guys. Your attractive, smart and strong and that can scare the crap out of some guys. I wish IS/B or TAH was in stock. I really think it will help guys approach you more with confidence.
You may need to up the dose on things like IO and Ishine to. I use 3 to 5 sprays myself.
I really want to try TAH and TAA out because I feel like I’m an in the mddle kind of girl…
On one hand I think I give off some intimidating vibes (based on what my friends have said about their first impressions of me) even though I’m actually really nice and even though I try to appear open and friendly. On the otherhand sometimes I get really shy about approaching new people (ehh… dependent on my level of sobriety when I go out and how many close friends I’m around).
I’m not sure whether TAH or is/b will make me approachable or flat out meek. Also, what I’m finding with IO is I’m rather sensitive to negative side effects with it. The few times I’ve worn more than one spray of x2 (i’ve tried wearing it on my wrists hair and back of neck to lessen the self effects with no success) it’s made me feel dopey, lightheaded, figity, and distracted. So while it might make people more open to talking to me… I feel too drugged to notice.
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