Went out with my boyfriend and his guy friends last night.
one ammo shot two instant openness two instant honesty and one back spray instant shine 2x ![]()
Bloody cold in Hollywood.
Rode in the car with the boyfriend one back of neck application of IO on him. He’s getting curious.
I was chatty cocky and feeling just smurfy yesterday. Reminded me of being a balzy teen again. I dig.
We picked up one of our guy friends on the way.He’s generally pretty chatty and rough housey with me not to mention grabby. Which honestly pisses me off sometimes.
He got in the car like a meek little mousey and behaved himself.
I initiated conversation and kept it going between me him and the boyfriend.Chill vibe everyone was happy and doing well. guy friend went from obnoxiously chatty( normal personality display) to speaks when spoken to for me anyhow.
Got to the spot the rest of the guys are there. boyfriend and friend walk over everyone is raucous and chatty I walk over and sit down it gets quieter.Pretty sure the ammo threw them for a loop lol.
The one more alpha gungho guy in the group was perfectly fine talking to me and actually was treating me with a rather large amount of respect. Which coming from him is a bit odd.
My personal best guy friend in the group young male about 6ft 4 was being fairly quiet as well until I hugged him.Instant honesty and openess in hair very fond of hair application with pheros but prefer to keep it on the social end.The logic being better to have social on high diffusion than anything else.
cough about 30 minutes of skating my buddy came over and pretty much humped me. I was just like wtf?I’m kind of used to the guys roughhousing and humping each other.Oddly enough all are straight males. however my buddy just randomly humping me was like eh?
So I’m not sure if he was feeling frisky or if I was putting out a one of the guys vibe.
Anyway it got cold I hid in the car texting my girlfriend. We’re kinda borderline on the friend/romantic thing.She’s reportedly straight though. I’m bi.Apparently work got out early and shes got to walk home and shes pretty much going to walk right past me anyway. So I’m like hey lets go eat.Normally I’m not the type to initiate hangouts I used to be VERY social but over the years i’ve gone the other way on things and now i’m more reclusive.
So out of character for me.
Shes like i dunnoo. i’m like come on its colddd I’m hungry I know you’re hungry..it’s just around the corner too. pushy? me? with girls?
Doesn’t happen lol
She showed up gave me a hug and immediately was all snuffle. She is aware I’m using pheros but thought I had a new perfume.Major skishy hugs and kisses.She tries to scamper off with me immediately but I’m like hold up need to say see ya to the boy maybe give him a hug while you’re here so he doesn’t get all put out.hugs around more girl on girl PDA. :o And we’re off to thai.
I sat next to her at the thai place and chattered away happily. Knew exactly what I wanted to eat.. Another first. ![]()
Shes super huggy and cuddly while we’re there. She pretty much tells me that shes not sure if its what I’m wearing or what but she just wants to skish me and kiss me all over.She’s like call the boy tell him you’re sleeping over. giggle One of the chefs at the place is standing on the other side of a window to the kitchen with his mouth literally hanging open.
i was just like omg girl you’re so bad!
I had my pheros on her and told her what I was wearing at the time and had her sniff each bottle.
Results she liked the Ammo a LOT said it smelled almost floral. Sniffed the other scents Instant shine got the nose crinkle of eww from her I asked what that was about she said it smells like a man.instant openess was the next sniff less of the nose crinkle but the same man smell to her but she said she didn’t mind that one so much on a second sniff. Instant honesty she liked on the first sniff and then declared to have that “man scent on the second”. She had to sniff the ammo again..
— Side note —
Shes in sales I kind of want to get her something for work to help her with sales and stress. I’ll see if I cant get her to try IS on the weekend.
Went to go home found out o.O bus is right there barely walked out talked for a minute got a hug and then hopped on the bus.The bus ride was great no one messed with me.Last seat on the bus open guy gave me the typical dont sit next to me look so i grinned and sat next to him.
Normally i hate riding the bus weirdos hit on me or try to talk to me way more than I like I always feel on edge like someone is going to mess with me.This ride flew by I actually missed my stop because I was so relaxed.Some older fellow ran over my foot right before I got off the bus and I just yawned and told him it was ok.
Got home oh no’s! I’m locked out! I didn’t CARE. lol I was like ah whatever I’ll walk around and nom on this deserty thing I have.
Summation self results:
increased confidence, lessened emotional sensitivity on the negative spectrum,increased energy and dominance.
Other results:
Males: ages 20-29
Varied,inconclusive.
Respect from a male in our group everyone identifies as alpha. Playfulness from the youngest male in the group.Boyfriend was very respectful last night hostility before seems to have been from the larger application of ammo solo on my last ammo run. Two beta males were quiet talked when spoken to but seemed more uncertain of themselves than usual.Our in between seemed only to react when I bugged him I dropped off his radar somewhat.
Two gay guy friends I ran into on the way home. More standoffish than usual generally they’re cuddle bugs with me. ![]()
Females: happy cheerful.
I only directly interacted with 3 last night our hostess at the thai place who seemed to be within normal radius for my usual interactions but was happy to special the desert for me after they were closed.
Girlfriend. We’re generally fairly affectionate but were way over the friend line last night.We would have come across as completely gay to someone who didn’t know better. ![]()
The bus driver was interesting she was having a rough night and just seemed like she wanted to go home.When i chatted with her briefly she seemed to perk up a bit. The same guy that ran over my foot was being obnoxious to her before i got off the bus so I was like Thanks for the ride have a good night hun. She went from looking pretty grim to smiling.
I like that I can be social if I want to or left alone on this mix. I like that my girlfriend liked it. I like that I’m perkier and feel a little invulnerable on it emotionally.
I don’t like that it has differing reactions on my guys friends.
I think I’d like to try IS/a ,TAL, MX134.