I would call myself a veteran at this point, I don’t think there is any benefit for me to be posting here, other than I simply enjoy discussing my experiences. And that’s what this thread is for, just because I feel like it.
The toughest part is wanting to tell other people about it, because it’s like this could help so many people. But at the same time, upon the mention of “pheromones” most people look at you like you’re some psycho black magic pervert. So I feel this is the only place I can talk about it, really.
9/27/07
Today, after a very long time of staying away from pheromones, I shot the center of my chest with 1 spray of to-go Ammo (I have the full-size, but I also have the to-go).
I was staying away from them for a few reasons. For one, I see pheromones as a very powerful last resort…last resort to exerting my influence over people, and to outcomes. Perhaps I have some moral issues, internally, with the use. I sort of feel like if I am always using pheromones to exude some aura, then I am not practicing actually developing such an aura naturally. I feel that it could become a crutch.
A crutch, because in my past experiences with pheromones, it seems people really respect me and I succeed in interactions with people/women despite shortcomings and mistakes. I feel like I’m cheating at life.
The other reason for avoiding them is that I found it hard to target a certain person without negatively targetting someone else. But I soon realized this was part of my over-analysis mind state that manifested whenever I used pheromones. I need to be more conscious of this.
So anyway, today I used 1 spray of to-go Ammo to my center chest.
I felt a lot more in control and confident in group settings today. It may have been the fact that others were edgy, nervous, and thus, I felt like I was much more relaxed than them. I also was able to connect better with a girl in my class. And at the coffee shop that I frequent, the guy who works there just randomly asked if I would do some freelance webdesign for him. This is typical. Typical in that last year when I used pheromones more daily, I got tons of work offers, and perhaps made money more easily than any other year that I can remember. And I also think pheromones put myself into a mind state where I am a lot more focused…or rather they extend that mind state which I had before applying.
Tomorrow I’ll go with 1 full-size spray of Ammo…
