spamz journal

[spamz]

first let me say thank u to Adrotics Direct.
the mones that i initially wanted were a314 and ammo but were both out of stock. so i decided to pick up a few “to go” bottles so that i can experiment with mones, and get accustomed to the subtle reactions.
i ended up purchasing ih-ig-tuth, all “2 go” sizes, and Adriotics threw in an instant shine 2 go, so big thanx for that. i wasnt expecting anything because i bought all 2 go sizes.

yesterday, when i got the package i decided to try them for self effects. i got no reactions from them. i tried one at a time on my wrist for at least an hour each. washing my hands and wrist each time before applying a new mone.

i have to say though, i love the smell of instant shine. turn up the heat is nice also. i wasnt sure what to expect as far as scents, and im very very pleased. i dont feel self conscious at all wearing it anywhere.

ok, so now its today and i really want to try these out. after i took a shower i decided to go shopping for a fathers day gift, and also run some errands. before i went into the store i put on 1 pump from tuth, and proceeded to walk into the store.
i usually tend to get noticed so that wasnt anything new. since i had tuth and from what i read its mostly the hardcore mone, i decided to ask a male employee if they had an item in stock. i wanted to see if he would get aggressive or agitated, but instead he seemed comfortable and pretty chatty. i made sure to say as least as possible, just what was necessary and also tried to keep my body language neutral. even after getting my answer he paced around and kept chatting, in an almost to nice a way. i kept saying ok thank you for your help just to get him to leave. i might have said that 3 times.
some people are genuinely nice, so i dont know if it was the mones, im just observing and reporting.

i ended up finding something that i wanted to buy, so i then went to the register. this is a small store and there was only one register open at the time. cute girl in her teens, i noticed her and then acted very nonchalant and as neutral as possible. i didnt want my body language or personality effect her in any way. well i noticed that she noticed me as i went to her line, again i get noticed so nothing out of the ordinary. i did notice that she was taking her time with the lady in front of me, she was very deliberate and slow in ringing her out. as it became my turn i tried very hard to be as coy and aloof as possible considering she was kinda cute. usually i would smile and ask how her day was going, but for test purposes i had to be neutral.
here is where i could just be imagining things. but i noticed an enormous amount of tension in the air. just this vibe that enveloped all around me. now the weird thing is that i was feeling this so i could only think that the mones were effecting me. i paid for my item and took my change and went off to my next destination.
now ive had sexual tension before with x girlfriends and on dates etc. but usually we are making out or starting foreplay. this was a similar kind of tension. not as sexual, but that could be because i tried to keep our interaction as unbiased as i could. again i was having this feeling, so maybe i was picking up on her natural mones that tuth invoked from her? who knows. i dont know why it happen, i just know that it DID happen.

an hour later and im at my second destination. still have the same 1 pump from before. as i walk in, again i get noticed by 2 older women at the service desk. i spot a really nice chair and a half so i test it out. im trying to pull it back thinking its a recliner, but its not. the whole time im doing this the same 2 older ladies are eyeballing me. not in a bad way but in a way of intrigue and interest. just constant attention. i go a bit further to check out some tools for fathers day, not to far from the service desk, and again they are eye balling me. everytime i would look over they would be looking at me.
i walk around the store looking for girls to test the mones on, but there werent any really. i did notice one little kid sittin in his carriage just staring at me. i look at him and give him a goofy smile but he is just staring in awe. i laugh to myself and decided to check out and go get some lunch. so nothing really interesting happend here per say. but it was an hour after the 1st initial spray, and i ony used 1 pump from a 2go bottle.

so i head into subway, to get a samwich. i notice that they have the fans blowing like crazy in there, i guess cause they had just baked a batch of bread. there were 3 teenage guys working the counter and it was all women customers. as im deciding what i want to get i notice the women start chatting up the guys, asking questions, making them check the balance on their subway cards etc. this one korean? girl walks past me 3 times while talking to one of the guys that work there. i assumed they knew each other from thier conversation and ages. soooooo… nothing particularly in reference to just me, just a bunch of flirty ladies.

as i walk up to the register to pay for my food i noticed just how hard the fans are blowing. then it hits me that the mones were being spread around and the ladies were just feeling sexy or something. im talking older moms and such, except for the 1 younger korean girl. and we are talking teenage boys, like highschool, probably thier first job getting chatted up by older ladies. i found myself laughing a little to myself as i walked out.

again this was just an observe and report situation. i know how the mind likes to find scenarios and make them fit into whatever story u want it to. in this case it was the mones. but i tried to be as subjective as possible.

all in all it was interesting. i will either try instant gentalman or instant honesty to work tomorrow. again just 1 pump from a 2go bottle. because i will be around people that already have a preconceived notion of me, i will be looking for variances in their behavior towards me that might not be consistent with how they normally perceive me.

edit: forgot to mention that the tuth is the double strength, and so is the instant honest..

[spamz]

i went with instant gentleman today for work…

and i gotta say it worked. at least i believe it did, and thats what matters.
1 pump and the guys wanna be ur friend, the older ladies find u enduring and just want to be around u and talk to u. i got a lot of “sorries” for just being in my way(from the ladies). but i think its cause they wanted to get in my way.

2 hours later and i decided to add another pump. figured i could test the tolerance in one day since i had a pretty good idea what 1 pump did. well 2 pumps was 2 much for me. the older ladies were swarming, and the men were starting to feel a bit threatened, but never really initiated any machismo.

ok so now i know what 2 pumps do, i decided fux it, im going for 3 even though i wasnt pleased with 2 pumps. well some of the older ladies got flirty. some would bend over right in front of me, some would be extremely sarcastic in a flirty way. some even challenged my confidence with sarcasm to see if i would bend. the men got more aggressive towards me, i guess in a way that they were a bit threatened. probably from the old ladies swarming.

no young girls to test it on, so that will be for another day.

all in all i like it for what it does. 1 pump and im the center of the universe without anyone being aware of it but me. its like that saying “its my world and ur just living in it”.
2 pumps and u have some people mostly men banging on the walls trying to get out of your world, testing the boundaries.
3 pumps and people kinda start to catch on. not about the mones, but the fact that its my world, they are just visiting. so they subconsciously(maybe even consciously) try to challenge that and get back to their world.

hope that makes sense.

[spamz]

today i tried instant honesty (double strenght)at work…1 spray, 3 hours later second spray.

one girl did slip and tell me something pretty private. i asked her if anybody else knows and she said no. but that she knows she can tell me. i guess to say that im trust worthy and im not going to tell her business to anyone else.
this girl is not very shy, so that could be why she just blurted that out.

this other younger girl is more reserved, and i always had a feeling that she liked me, but she is too young. she would get mad at me for flirting with another girl and it took me a while to figure it out. well with the IH she was less abrasive, and just seemed to kinda be “honest” with herself. i could see her pupils dilate real big when we would talk. and she seemed to let her guard down and just relax a bit. she did avoid to much contact i guess because she didnt want to slip or something.

one guy was chattier than usual, and there didnt seem to be any competition, or over talking the other person. its like people knew their role and didnt challenge it. people seemed more honest with themselves and when it was quiet it wasnt awkward. people didnt feel the need to talk just to fill the void.

with 2 sprays though poeple just kinda wanna be near me, and they wanna hear what i have to say. they will stand near me as long as possible, i guess in hopes that i will talk to them. when i do, their face lights up and they just wanna talk about anything. it could get kinda annoying, and i found myself avoiding some people.

its like instant trust. i will definitely have to try this when im on a 1 on 1 situation. i would imaging i could get to the heart of what someone really is feeling, or wants, etc. also depending on what kind of job your applying for, i think this would be great. i would use this to persuade laides more than men(if your a guy). and im finding out that on me less is more. also this is double strength. but on one pump everyting was natural feeling, with a second pump about 3 hours later, and people started to get too clingy and hover. i would definitely do 2 pumps again if im on a date, and i want to take it to a serious relationship and want to really really get to know this girl. but in public settings ill keep it down to just 1 pump.