I’ve got p86 , thought I would test it when I’m stressed at school, but yesterday, I was really stressed with this paper engineering thing for my portfolio piece. I was so stressed, after so many times of cutting/snipping/folding/gluing paper, it didn’t turn out as what I wanted. I felt so pessimistic and upset, was almost close to giving up, ugh…believe me working with paper is sooooo frustrating! until I remembered that I had p86 . So I thought I would give it a try
2 sprays of p86 in 37.5mcg (neck/shoulder blades) I was in my tank top and shorts so it probably got diffused really well
Environment: in my room, but the heaters are on fire, so it’s pretty warm
Self effects: after 15 mins, I was starting to feel calm! (and I was hyperventilating before! LOL!!! It was a really different feeling, it’s hard to describe in words lol) I kept telling to myself I’ll be okay and there’s hope! I thought this was pretty funny, p86 turned a panicky maniac into a hopeful soul lol
So I went back to work with some hope, I felt calm as I was starting to work, this time as I was concentrating, I was working more than I usually do!
then I used 2 sprays of taa in 25mcg
I usually hate diecuts and this time I was smiling to myself at I was cutting! I gotta say… p86 is kinda creepy since it’s got amazing self effects.
Reactions from others:
The USPS guy came to drop my contacts today! So I was really hyper, went to open the door, I was all smiley and he was sooooo smiley! He was chattin with me about how his day went good but everytime he comes to deliver packages at my place he feels all “glowy” LOL!!! It was funny and cute actually, but dad had to come up and scare him away lol
Mom/Dad were really nice to me, I know it’s christmas, but today, I was shopping online and spent a grand, usually they both freak out. But today, they were in a good mood
Sister, was whining about her exams and when I was around he she seemed more quiet and calm.
So there ya go, I usually go for stuff that I get reactions from others. But this one, I love it for it’s self effects! I need to stock up some to-gos for next semester!!!
Anyways, if anyone wanted to see what I was working on, it was on this sucker! (took me 8 hrs of hope to do it!) It was a b*tch to work with only paper and glue but hey, I think the end result is ok
See that’s how it looks like when it’s flat.
http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/1082/img8263xz4.jpg
This is how it looks like when it’s openned
http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/5405/img8264gx4.jpg