Latest journal entry, posted here to show how alcohol can intensify pheromones.
So went out to the bar for St. Patty’s Day last night. Not what I was hoping for…wore my shocker mix with adjusted doses.
3 drops A314 - front and sides of neck, spread across jaw
10mcg TUTH - 5mcg front of neck/upper chest, 5mcg across both forearms
50mcg p83 - all around neck
1/2 spray EoW - front of neck
75mcg A1 - 50mcg sides of neck, 25mcg forearms
Self Effects:
I didn’t feel any different whatsoever. It was actually a bit weird. I know I’m building up a bit of a tolerance to the mones , but I usually get at least a little more pumped after the TUTH. This mix used to make me feel like Superman on steroids. I had used half a spray of EoW instead of a full, but the cheesiness was still overpowering. I think this may have had something to do with my self effects. I just felt nasty.
Effects on Others:
Everyone was a COMPLETE mess. I saw a lot of people from my class that had been drinking since 3pm (I got there at 10:30pm). Some of them, who I’m good friends with, wanted to tag along with me the entire night. A few that I never really talk to all of a sudden took extreme interest in me. What I think is the most entertaining is that were a couple there that I just flat out don’t get along with and have had arguments with before. I don’t know if it was the alcohol or the mones , but they were acting like we were best friends.
I talked to a bunch of different girls, but they were all so sloppy it was a huge turnoff. Normally when I’m drunk I don’t care about that, but I was totally sober and I couldn’t bring myself to pursue it. There were 2 girls that were kinda stalking me at the bar. One of them I had talked to for like 10 minutes then left her to get a drink, and never ended up going back (ran into friends and kinda forgot about her lol). She found me and got angry because “I left her stranded and alone”. I quickly ditched her. The other girl I talked to for only like 5 minutes. She seemed ok at first, but she like broke down and started crying about her ex out of nowhere. She said “I can tell you aren’t like my ex, you’re so awesome and you’re like the sweetest guy ever”. Again, I had only talked to her for 5 minutes, if not less. I was not in the mood for drama, so I ditched her. 15 minutes later someone wraps their arms around me from behind. I turn and see it’s her. “Did you miss me silly?” is what she said. I try to walk way and this girl WON’T LET GO. She was like a lost puppy or something. I manage to get away and she finds me again like a half hour later and says “you can’t get rid of me that easily”. I took her number just to get her to leave me alone, but deleted it right after.
After this, I decided to just hang with my friends. While talking with them, this girl grinds her ass on my crotch while moving past me. Talked to her until her “boyfriend” showed up. Funny thing is even when he showed up, she kept talking to me. He was standing there saying things like “She’s my girlfriend bro, back off” and I just laughed and kept talking to her. He literally had to pull her away to get her to go.
Conclusions:
Shocker did it’s job, as expected. I think the combo of massive amounts of alcohol + mones made things as crazy as they were. I don’t know what caused the psycho level of the two girls, maybe A314 + A1? I did have ~75mcg A1 on with 3 drops A314 . I don’t know how much longer I can do this whole drunk bar scene. It’s getting old very quickly. As much fun as they are, drunk undergrad girls just annoy me now. I might start spending more time at the graduate bars, where people have a little more self control.
