This was unexpected as TAA and TAC together are overly distinct from one another and sometimes generate a “split affect” state… however, when the three were combined I found women to become comfortble and accepting around me, even when outnumbered 5 to 1 (5 of them and 1 of me) especially considering these were sort of distant media types who have been concerned by my workin’ guy persona… I didn’t have to do much of anything except be my usual competent self, no extra social efforts were neded…:o
go figure this P84… what an other love planet it is…
Took the old social TAA/TAC/P74 added in a shot of TAH, about 60 mu worth, and about 60 mu of P74, of which I had noted an ineffable “talk show host” almost… what… kind of smoothly flowing glibness… Conan or Leno on teflon wheels… anyway… spritxzed some around last night… seemed to hang out in the room until today… just outlandish… people we’re kind of kicking back and going into the most slick verbal social grooves… so in tune with each other.... picking up on this and that, switching it up and tossing it back… izzit the mix ? I got a “sure thing” hit off of this with a pure P84… added in to the bigger mone salad it held its own as a playa… people wanted to hang out, do lunch, talk about sex… kinda interesting angle on hottitude… def’ not a -androstenol smoochy buzz, or the horny rasp of a -none, or even the jazz of P79… this is a whole nother color on the sexuous spectrum…
Do I detect a possible new Oust diffuser mix here?
P84 eh… well I may have to just try that one too!!!![]()
So what up with this one?
Visionary
TAA/TAC/P74/Bnol/P84… and dykeism
this evolving oddity… I’ve caught myself tweaking into some pretty esoteric meditative states, thanks to the Bnol component I’d wager… has sprayed my pants with this mix… one guy wanted to do lunch and shoot the breeze all afternoon… a couple of days later my dyke friend was supersocial around me… as if I was now an honorary dyke and she could be as freely dykey as she wanted to… which is truly very dear and cute… wonder if the TAC isn’t signaling some frame of intimacy/security and the Bnol opens things up further… something about that darn beta toggle…the P84 looks like a “mouth accelerant” too, so it may be another beta-whatever… and the P74 is like a nice down comforter… while I was in full waft after the primary application a georgous Irish girl was just mowing me down with her eyes and body language… this was passing strange, while she was talking and giving me the Orgone Eye he face began changing like she was assuming another identity, it went deeper than a mere expressive shift, it was like watching the deep layer of muscles rearrange themselves into another person… clearly a Voodoo moment… and this wasn’t a dyke moment…![]()