It was very pure rock cocaine. My brother at that time had a connection in Columbia. Thankfully, he got out of the nasty business of dealing drugs before he got hurt. But I do know this was straight from Columbia and not cut with anything. I used about 1/2 of a tack-head’s worth… not sure what that would be in grams… I think I had a meningeal hemorrhage from it. I was about 24 years old at the time, and I consider myself lucky to be alive.
Please keep in mind for the following that my being female may have some bearing on the effects I’ve been getting. It has been shown very well that some pheromones have a completely different effect on women than they do on men.
After reading what is below, if you would like me to PM you the exact mixes I used when testing these molecules for a parallel run, let me know. I’d be very interested in finding out if any of these effects are across the board or if they are sex-linked differences. I tested all of these mixes for self effect and then in actual sexual encounters with my husband. Some of the effects were not apparent until the actual encounters. I feel I have a pretty good handle on what is going on with all those mixes… at least with myself. I haven’t discussed at all my husband’s responses to my mixes, but his responses have been pretty much in-line with my own. The ones I like the best for self effect have him pretty much howling at the moon… 
(Okay, his mixes come next!
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All my best sensuality mixes contain P83, TAC, Meo-Est, Est, Beta Androstenol, P102 or P103, a trace of Copulins, and TAF. I also have mixes with P74, P80, P86, P87, P93, TAA, and Androstenone in addition to the above in various combination and ratios. I’m still testing a good portion of these. The items reported on below are consistent with me with the repeat testing that I have done.
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THE CEREBRAL MOLECULES:
** P74
P74 is a very nice molecule worn alone, or with TAA. It does promote good feelings all around, and promotes harmony. My husband smiles more, is less intimidating, more willing to listen, and is more likely to see the funny side of things when he’s around me and I’m wearing P74.
However, I find in my mixes containing P74, but without P83, I get a distancing, mental effect that is very distracting from what I’m trying to achieve. When I replace P74 with Est, I still get the wonderful harmonizing effect. P74 promotes happiness and harmony. Est promotes closeness and contentment, without the cerebral distancing of P74. Est also provides an emotional sweetness you don’t get with P74. I find Est enhances relaxation, feelings of warmth for my husband and positive emotional feelings. It enhances the feeling of being in the right place at the right time with the right person. Est also has the added benefit of making my husband’s natural pheromone signature extremely apparent to me. He smells so attractive, I can hardly stay away from him. (He still thinks I am a little weird when I keep trying to sniff his breath..)
Although P74 is truly harmonizing in social situations, and it is one of my favorite molecules, using P74 in my sensuality mixes consistently causes a distancing from the perception of sensations of physical pleasure, like a medium-to-hard edged observer effect. I consider it somewhat cerebral and physically and emotionally dissociating.
This emotional and physical sensation dissociating effect is not at all apparent in social situations, that I’ve seen. P74 and MX274 usually give happy, harmonious vibes. But P74 interferes so badly in what I’m trying to achieve, mainly, to ramp up the experience of physical pleasure and emotional closeness, and Est gives those elements and more, I took it out of my mixes.
I have also been using P74 to counter the negative effects of Androstenone in my husband. My husband is sensitive to the negative effects of Androstenone, but he responds very well to the positive effects of P74. One or two sprays is often sufficient to snap him out of Androstenone OD. But I have to be careful because I find that P74 causes extreme agitation in me if I am wearing a sensuality mix that contains P83 and/or TAC. I’m currently looking for a replacement for P74 that counters the negative effects of Androstenone. I think it has been mentioned that P93 is a buffer for Androstenone, and I’m testing that in my mixes now. So far it adds an odd element of wanting to do chores right now in the middle of all the rest of the yummy goodness.
***P87
*** Added to my mixes, P87 ramped up the perception of minute physical cues considerably. It also had a harsh-edged, physical and emotional dissociating effect, much harsher and more pronounced than P74. It caused the complete cessation of feelings of warmth and concern for others. This was total disconnect, and was the coldest molecule I’ve come across.
When I used this molecule my sensuality mixes, it turned from a sensual experience into what felt like predator and potential prey, totally negating any physical sensations of pleasure, and negating feelings of love and warmth. If this is a pheromone, it is designed for analysis of other in a very cold and heartless way. At least that was my impression of it.
It totally hijacked my mix. (I used the ratios ratios recommended by Warren.) This was the weirdest experience I’ve ever had – to see my husband, who is the center of my universe, in such a cold, harsh, unfeeling light. It isn’t something I ever want to experience again. To be cut off from my emotional and caring connection to my husband, and not even caring that I had lost all that, felt very alien and lizard-like to me… very cold.
***TAA
*** In my limited experience, TAA plays well with P74. TAA is a very interesting molecule. It lowers the perceptual detail filters that normally are in play. With TAA, details are all richer and each element has equal weight as far as perceptual importance. Visually, edges are crisper, colors are all equally bright and give equal significance.
TAA does the same for my hearing, but to a lesser degree.
TAA also does the same with physical sensation to my skin from outside stimulation, like the feel of my clothes, or hair on my skin. The changes to the perceptions of sensation to the skin are neither pleasant or unpleasant, just interesting, and a little distracting.
TAA also seems to enhance rapid fine motor coordination.
It also seems to have a visual cortex stimulatory effect. After using 5 or 6 sprays of Instant Shine sprayed to my chest for self effect, I can get very colorful, very detailed and persistent visuals when I close my eyes in a darkened room. It is as if my eyes were still open in a very brightly lit area containing lots of pretty shiny things. So, there is some effect to the visual cortex, I believe. All these things make me wonder if this molecule isn’t tripping the same systems that are activated in LSD use. I believe LSD also has some stimulant effects akin to amphetamines? Is this right? Has anyone tried to OD on TAA alone?
In my experience, TAA doesn’t play well with a combination of the major players in the physical molecules. Four sprays of instant shine sprayed on before I used any of my sensuality mixes is enough to cause me to experience extreme agitation, and painful neck and shoulder tightness that can persist up to 12 hours. It also completely blocks all the sensual and pleasurable effects that my successful sensuality mixes normally induce.
I haven’t tried to pair TAA with only one of the physical molecules at a time to see if there is anything that works with TAA out of that category. I think there are some. But, since my successful sensuality mixes are giving consistently excellent, mind-blowing results, I really don’t feel the need to do anything except keep TAA far away from them.
Sorry this was so long. And an apology, Warren. I didn’t mean to hijack your thread.
Diane