Back in December and January I did some experimenting with MEO-EST. I have trouble coming to any conclusion about what MEO-EST does, but I took minute by minute notes about what I was experiencing. It definitely does something! I apologize for not reporting my results sooner, but stuff was happening in my life. These experiments were inspired by Jasmin’s hypothesis that MEO-EST invokes a nest cleaning instinct. Here’s the raw data -
MEO-EST
Sunday Dec 16, 2007
up about 1:00 pm
coffee, eggs, pancakes
1:27 pm two sprays in the face of TOGO MEO-EST (2.5 mcg/ spray)
No other pheromones.
Intent: Wrap Xmas presents, clean room, write letters.
2:40 pm I’m getting things done, but I’ve got a headache.
2:52 pm Somewhat obsessed with thought of a female friend & unhappy, discouraged.
3:02 pm Heartache. Double Espresso. Another spray MEO-EST.
3:08 pm lying down, hurting. sobbing.
3:12 wrapping presents, again
3:18 sense of calm
3:32 pm I’m composing letters in my head. Adding two sprays IH.
And one more spray MEO-EST.
3:53 pm I still don’t know what to write. I’m thinking more and
getting less done with the addition of IH.
I am disinclined right now to see MEO-EST as nest cleaning,
though perhaps it enhances nest cleaning if already invoked.
Perhaps now I am brain
cleaning.
4:12 lying down again. gift wrapping done.
4:45 Nausious, head ache. God, I hate that IH smell [normally I like it].
Lying down, awake, mind racing.
5:45 Feeling relatively, normal. Going to dinner.
MEO-EST
Monday Dec 24, 2007
Intention - determine 2007 tax liability, clean room
1:26 pm two sprays MEO-EST togo on chest under light shirt,
strong coffee
1:29 a little light headed
1:32 I think it does seem to be focusing me somewhat. Less
distractable from what I’m doing which is cleaning off
my desk.
2:19 Focus really stalling out. Mind wandering all over.
2:20 Another spray MEO-EST, 10 mg pregnenolone [for alertness]
2:23 50 mg dilantin [for focus]
2:29 feeling sad.
2:30 Very mild sense of disorientation.
2:50 Clumsy.
2:56 - 3:15 Thinking about relationships. Writing.
3:34 Coffee, I&C
3:35 Another spray MEO-EST w/ one spray Fem Magic.
3:58 I like this, focused, less distracted (by the bitch in my head?).
It seems that
4:18 Calm, maybe a little tired.
4:31 A little spacy.
4:35 Spacy to the point of being sleepy. (I got at least 10 hours
sleep last night and I’ mon my second cup of strong coffee
since 1:26). Way too calm for so much caffeine.
4:54 Well, I have gotten my desk cleaned off. Lots of stuff filed
away or shredded, the flickering light over my desk fixed.
Maybe MEO-EST is nest cleaning. My desk has been
stacking up for more than ten weeks. But it is more complex
than nest cleaning, for sure. The Fem Magic made a big
difference.
MEO-EST
Monday Januray 14
intention: clean up office, do filing
11:30 am 3 sprays MEO-EST
11:57 Focused and energized. No way I’m gonna just lie around and
do nothing this morning.
I seem to need to be active. It would be difficult to just read
for any length of time even if it was
material which was important to what I was trying to get done.
12:11 This is a wary uncomfortable feeling. I don’t like MEO-EST by itself.
12:15 A314, two drops, old formula
12:20 - 12:30 lying down, feeling bad
12:45 Took old stereo that I’ve been falling over out to the dumpster.
12:58 Feeling miserable.
1:00 Two sprays IFM. One more spray MEO-EST.
1:39 Feelimg much better after IFM. Making progress filing papersand cleaning desk.
1:49 Feeling a little sick at my stomach.
2:45 Still making progress with the work I intended to do, but there are interruptions
which are un usually annoying.