this post is in my journal as well, I thought it was important for people doing searches on the topic to find this post. if you want to see my journal its in my signature!
today, i decided to revisit my Asian -none experiment. People have always told me that I am the nice guy, I was once even told by a guy who was beyond good with girls that i just seemed “too safe”. While I must agree that at that time as I look back that I certainly was, and i did take some steps to remedy the situation. I worked on my game and it did get better. I got rid of a lot of my bad habits, neediness, etc. but after i broke up with that gf, I noticed, that while none of those habits really came back, I didn’t really feel like i had gotten over that “safe” hump.
moving along(not chronologically), Back in the states, I started trying phero’s, etc etc, things were fun, I bought instant jerk , and although i was more irritable, mischievous, and generally just more of a dick(because it was fun), I really liked the effects. I just did what I wanted, when I wanted, and enjoyed the outcome, regardless of reactions.
so tonight, i decided, fuck it. I’m putting on 2 sprays and going out into China.
2x Instant jerk
15mcg p83
2x mx200
you know what? I was greeted with nothing but smiles and interest wherever I went.
Dinner
I was the leader, people deferred to me on what food to order, i would ask people questions, and then(it was funny not asshole-ish) tell them to shut up(and they would). i would say “here have some sake” to someone who wasn’t drinking, and they would sheepishly say “ok…”
Foot massage
all the girls at the foot massage place were eyeing me. I had had plenty to drink, and i wasn’t tired or anything. I felt edgy and ‘on’. after the first hour was finished I ended up just deciding to get another one, because i love people rubbing my feet. so for 2 hours, i just spoke with the girls there non-stop. they would tell me about their home towns(not shanghai) and i would say, “you take me ok?” and they would be “you know how to ride a motorbike?”. and i would say, “oh I already know how…” (stupid i know, but i was drinking, so get off my case) but she would follow up with “oh i wanted to teach you…” and i said oh i meant the electric kind, idk how to do the gears on a motor one. (saved, but not really as i don’t want to go to her home)
another girl there was just eyeing me the whole time. and i would look at her, and she would giggle. the subject of age came up and they asked me what mine was. after making them guess, i then tried to guess their ages. in order they were 18,21, 27, 29. the 29 year old was the hottest, and also the one who eyed me the entire time. I’m thinking her age might factor into her reaction but i don’t care, i’m making a move next time. by the time I was done, she had finished massaging her last customer and gone somewhere else(who knows).
lesson learned: with a mx200 buffer Instant jerk works in china on asian girls at 2x level. and you know what? i think it fits me rather well. I’m going to have to work on this one…push the -none envelope if you will.
i’ve started to wonder if my natural -none production is on the low side. I don’t feel like what i’m doing should work so well considering my age and race, but to each there own!