The Content of a Malcontent

Figures it would be useful for me to start a journal to keep track of dosages and the reactions for my own future references and for s and giggles. :stuck_out_tongue:

Today: 7:00am to 7:15am 1 spray of MX397 to the chest
1 Spray of Instant Shine to rub between both wrists
1 Spray of Instant Honesty to the back of the neck.

Self Effects: Calm and Cheerful. It’s a good thing the IS and Mx397 were sprayed to different spots so they don’t mix. I sprayed them on the same spot on previous occasion and it smelled quite sour after a while. I could smell the Shine more strongly than the MX397 and that the cigarette ash smell stood out for about 4 hours after application and subsided after that. I like the smell of shine from the bottle but the ash smell really gets to me.

Effects on Others: Not much at work is GOOD. From the way the guy sitting 5-6 feet away from was acting a few days before, I thought he was going to have a meltdown (LOL) or jump out and start accusing me of being a witch. He seems a little afraid to be near me these days. He did get a little jumpy everytime I walk by in the morning but things were fine in the afternoon. I was focused and got a lot done today despite of feeling foggy from lack of caffeine this morning.

I had to go out to Target to pick up something during lunch. I hurried by two chaps to get to the granola bars and protein bar aisle. When they passed by my aisle, the older one said “Not bad” and the younger one said “huh, I thought it was going to be a really hot girl” which cracked me up for most of the day. I guess there’s no phermo goggles like beer goggles. Lol. At least I didn’t turn around and they find themselves being faced by a man.

After work, I met up with my mother for our weekly Friday night dinner. She has a very sensitive nose that could smell a flu coming and she’s usually quite candid when she smells something on me. Not a word about how I smell. Whew! Didn’t get any obvious hits during dinner though. Some people looked at me but no lingering looks. When we were pulling out of the parking spot in a crowded parking lot, a young Asian guy that parked two spot away from us just got out of his car and stood there and helped us by motioning us when he could have walked away which was nice of him. The windows were shut but I don’t know if he smelled me from minutes before I got to the car. My mom thought he was cute if a bit short (he was smiling) but I thought he was alright.

Duration: 13 hours.

Yesterday:

2 Spray of Instant Openness to the Hair after Shower and 2 Spray of 78 (one to the wrists and one to the neck) in the car.

Self effects: Not much. The cookie smell of the 78 spray seemed a little odd to me but not a major bother.

Effects on others: I had good reactions to p78 spray before but nothing eventful this time around (maybe it’s the openness in the mix?) I went shopping and one lady who walked in within a foot of me comment on “a strange smell”. But she wasn’t wrinkling her nose or did anything that indicate that it was unpleasant. I also notice a guy who walked passed me started wheezing a couple of seconds later. He didn’t look back at me though.

Today: 1 spray of MX452 that I got for free (thanks, Androtics!) and 1 spray of Mx397. Both to the wrists.

Self effects: I felt better and cheerful after I got a good sniff of MX452. I don’t care for the smell but it’s not strong. I notice that I’m more tired and I get hungry easily these days. I’m not sure if I’m back on the caffeine hook as I cut it all out couple of months ago.

Effects on others: Guy next to me at work seemed a bit bothered and quiet these days. I felt bad because he’s getting the most exposure to it and he’s not the target guy (there is no target guy). Another woman who he’s close to in our department is getting increasingly catty at me (she was pretty passive aggressive at me before) which is sort of surprising considering that she seems fairly happily married. Not sure if she has something for him (heard her flirted with him once) or if it’s a looking out for a little brother thing. Normally I would let the catty comments eat at me but I don’t care these days. I’m wondering if I should stop using MX397 at work but it gives me confidence (not just toward the opposite sex but generally as a whole) that Instant Shine never does.

Been testing TAL, P74 and Beta Androstenol these days after my phero shopping spree…I’ve been going pheromone free on the weekends too and I can see why it would be a good idea since I suspect there’s still leftover pheromone on me on days when I’m mone free since I’m getting hits when I know for a fact there’s no way it’s just me when men are looking over their better dressed and gorgeous date/girlfriend/acquaintance at me.

Been wanting to try TAL for a more alpha female feel with less sex vibe but I was wrong about the sex vibe part.

Today: I had a meeting with the CFO today so I wore:

1 Spray of Instant Shine
2 Spray of TAL
1 Spray of Beta Androstenol

Self Effects: Love the coconut vanilla scent from TAL and Beta Androstenol. I think I’m getting used to IS now that I don’t smell it as strongly anymore. I feel much more confident and articulate with this mix and was able to help other people more at work. I also feel much friendlier but the effect wears off late in the afternoon.

Effects on others: The meeting went well. But then it could be that I know that this is our second monthly meeting and I’m getting comfortable with it now.

Later on in the evening when I’m at dinner: Lots of looks from the men of a mixed group (of friends?) from the table next to me that one of the girls started looking at me curiously. Eventually, one of the guys tried to run his hand down his own body inconspicuously to emphasize a curvaceous female body to his male companion. I’m also getting attention from a 70-80 year old woman sitting next to me which I found awfully odd. :confused: She was looking at me far more than her husband did.

June 14:

1 spray of Instant Shine between the wrist
1 spray of Tal between my arms
1 spray of Instant Sexiness B to the chest

Self Effects: Feeling spacey within the first 2 to 3 hours of applications.

Effects on others: All the males I came across did not meet my eyes or avoided me. I didn’t get the red carpet treatment normally get from the TAL mix from strangers. It seems like that I’m projecting a haughty/offstandish vibe from this mix and this is the sort of thing I wanted to get away from. I think I’ll watch myself with TAL & Instant Sexiness at work now because the woman I previously talked about in my department acted like she was about to draw blood for no particular reasons. But I’m starting to suspect that she has histrionic personality disorder or some other (attention/insecurity) issues and the vibe she’s getting from me and my general lack of interest in her might be aggravating it.

It has been a while. I’m almost done with my first bottle of 397. It kind of worked a little too well that I decided to lay off that for sometimes now since I didn’t want to lead anyone on when I’m not looking into getting into a relationship right now and I’m not entirely comfortable with overly sexual feel I get from men even when I’m using very little amount (maybe I produce lots of copulin naturally? I suspect I have high amount of estrogen naturally because I’m still fairly young and of my bad and now renewed caffeine habit ). I still have soooo much mones left and my spiffy $25 gift certificate to use. Don’t worry, I’ll find time to experiment on them eventually. :smiley:

Most reactions that I get are usually from men. For men who aren’t attracted to Asian females, no changes from them (which is fine). For women, usually not much changes. If I shift things up a little like changing mones if I had been wearing something for days, I would get a mild reaction from some women but overall, not much.

Anyhow, not much is happening on my end of the street these days but today stood out a bit despite I was wearing my usual single spray of Shine because given the time of month and other signs I suspect I’m ovulating (sorry if it’s tmi :stuck_out_tongue:). So I hurried into work as usual and passed by the IT department where the IT guy was chatting with either a new person or a visitor. My cube wasn’t that far from the room so I could hear the fellow inquired about me only to have resident IT dude informed him that his friend is chasing after me already (Sorry, I’m trying to shake him off!). Men’s eyes tend to linger on me throughout the day and some pretty much try to go out of their way to walk around me when not much changed about my appearance maybe except my skin gotten better. This never happened before the mones so I guess this what is even 1 spray of the “socials” could do.