The flight log

Well, I have so many experiences that I’ve had that should’ve been put in this journal so long ago, and they’ve been stopping me from making the journal because I kept telling myself I’d have to start from the beginning, but that’s ridiculous at this point, therefore I’m just starting from where I’m at, before any more gets lost because of that poor line of thought. :o I’m never going to have enough time to put down all the things I want to, but if I allow myself at least to put down what I DO have time for even if I can’t put down everything, a lot more will get typed up.

So here it is! Flight’s log of phero findings:

Ok so I haven’t posted in a long while as I’ve been extremely busy, but this is the combo I’ve been using practically daily as of August twenty something, the start of school for me:

2 drops A314 (occaisionally 3, if no AMMO used then 4)
2 sprays IG
1 spray ISx4
1 spray IHx4
1 spray IOx2
50 mcgs p83 (2 sprays)
10mcgs p79 (1 spray)
25 mcgs p74 (1 spray)
50 mcgs A1 (homemade, 1 spray)
0-2 sprays AMMO (depends somewhat on how fast the A314 came out, and how I feel that day)

Lately I’ve been covering that with 2 sprays Fierce. All of this has been sprayed on my wrists and neck and spread from wherever I sprayed it to the other 2 application points of those 3.

Now at the very beginning, I didn’t use quite as much (no p79 or p74 , sometimes less p83 , or less A1 , never less of both), and the girls were all over me… but still fairly… overwhelmed I suppose, in that they acted towards me as though I wasn’t in their league… but it didn’t matter as much on the first couple days, that hadn’t been enforced in their brains as much yet I was just the new hottie. Therefore they didn’t seem to flirt in the same normal sense… of course some did, but overall they were too busy adjusting things on them (hair, clothes, lots of hair flipping of course), staring at me, avoiding me seeing them staring at me, and trying to listen to me to do much else. As time goes by, they act more and more like they would towards someone who is out of their league, if they have a chance they are all over me, but they seem to think I am above them, to a great extent… although the p83 has kept the distance down and the kino up, which often goes way down when you are out of someone’s league. I get very shy “hellos” where they see me in the hall, then look down as they are passing and sheepishly say it just above a whisper, hoping I’ll hear. I can think of the faces of AT LEAST 20 girls whom I have NO IDEA what their name are, but they all know mine, and say hi to me in the halls. The same goes for lunch, just the other day I sat down where I usually do with my friends (almost entirely guys, its a pretty funny group), but they didn’t show up for a bit, so I started eating. Then a new friend of mine (female) came up and started talking to me, and sat down at my table. In the next 3 minutes or so, about 6 other girls sat around the circular table, and all started talking to me and themselves, along with one guy who is moreso a wingwoman than anything, and only really hangs out with girls. Still though, they sat on the other side, until I joked that I was all alone over here, and they came rushing. It seems that if I give girls opportunity or hope that I could be theirs, they practically claw at it, but only for a while, because they seem to lose hope quickly if I don’t keep letting them know either by complimenting them or otherwise. The effects have definitely been building, and I’m pretty much the king of my school as far as attraction seems to go, although none of the girls in my school seem to be confident enough to seduce the king into being their boyfriend or otherwise. They very definitely want to, but just can’t hold it together, and thus stop trying. I don’t see girls looking my way that much unless I break my normal pattern of looking around, as they are getting better at avoiding my eyes because they don’t have the confidence to let me know they were checking me out. Example: I didn’t ever start looking at the clock in the back of the room until the last couple days, when I do all the girls behind me look up to see if I was looking at them, then quickly back down. Then in the next 30 seconds about half to 3/4 of them will look back at the clock. I also catch a lot of them looking in their peripherals at me, when they are looking just past me. If there is nothing AT ALL interesting there, and they are constantly looking there or blushing or flipping their hair while they do it, I can sometimes safely assume they were looking at me. Being the king is fun, but only if you know how to handle it, it really is lonely at the top. UNLESS of course you bring someone up with you, which is what I’m trying to do by letting a girl who I’ve been friends with for a while and always thought was extremely attractive (though for whatever reason I appear to be the only one :frowning:) what I think of her. It has been a little bit awkward of course though with her, as I think and have always thought she was way out of my league, and she in all honesty probably thought she was below me without using mones , and its proving hard to get myself out of that set of thinking despite the signs everywhere that I’m wrong, partly from old habitual thinking, and partly because even though I can consciously realize that the reason girls aren’t looking me over anymore is because they don’t think they have a chance, my subconscious mind is still on the fence when it comes down to it. I REALLY wouldn’t try anything this glorious for more than a day unless you are good at finding the signs, as you’ll get one SPECTACULAR day and it will SEEM to wane when really it isn’t doing that at all. Its good if you have confidence in yourself such that you don’t need the blatant signs anymore, because they aren’t going to think you’ll need them either, and if you show or say you need compliments and whatnot to be ok, they’ll be really confused.

Edit: As time has gone by, I think my lack of congruence combined with repeated use has worn people down to this mix. I will test again today, as it has been 4 days since using it. If it does not work well today, OR EVEN IF IT DOES, I want to start testing other molecules and finding my sweet spots and whatnot. If anyone reads this, PLEASE HOLD ME TO THIS, as I am terrible with such things.

Well, I’m glad to see that you are posting you’re experiences. Have you thought at all about toning down the erone or are you enjoying your current status? You are using A314, IG, and AMMO. All have erone. BTW are you in highschool?

Yes I am, in fact that reminds me, I ought to post a link to my intro at the beginning of the log: Young newbie...sort of

Also, I am now VERY MUCHSO enjoying it, as I just got the girlfriend of my dreams recently, we’ll be going on some dates soon, and I plan on wearing the same basic mix to school with minor variations for the most part, and adding in a small amount of TUTH, a little more each date. We’ll see how it goes…

But yes, rone is EASILY my favorite, even in such seemingly ridiculously high amounts. Looks like it did the trick as the base of my IGF (Instant Girlfriend) mix, as she’s pretty all over me, and all her friends are going way out of their way to get me to try and ask her out and whatnot. They had to inform me today that even though she’s in a relationship (which was why I didn’t ask her out earlier) she would break up with him if she knew she would have someone else to date (me).