The Maxed Journal: Making Determinism Work For Me

COVER PAGE (A.K.A. Overall Conclusions)

List of Mones I’ve tried: Turn Up the Heat, Instant Openness, A314, Ammunition, Instant Gentleman, Instant Shine, Putative 83

Turn Up the Heat

Pros:
[1] I get sexual remarks that come out of nowhere when I’m wearing it.

Cons:
[1] Sexually, I’m under a magnifying glass. If I make even the slightest riske move to an inappropriate person or in an inappropriate situation I get called out for it (when I’d normally just have it accepted under soft flirting)

Instant Openness

Pros:
[1] Softens A314 and TUTH in situations where I don’t want to seem too alpha or too sexual.
[2] Opens people up to talk about personal things. The common wisdom on IO seems to be that it just gets people to start blabbing to you and Instant Honesty is the one responsible for the effect I’m describing. However, when paired with A314 I seem to get very private (and potentially risky information) which I think may be related to the IO.

Cons:
[1] I have no problem talking to people and generally tend to interact with other extroverted people so IO isn’t really necessary (by itself) in my current social network.
[2] Self effects are definitely coming out and it’s not a pleasant sight (at high dosages). The 10% of bullshit that would run through my head and wouldn’t come out of my mouth… is coming out of my mouth. Every time I wore heavy doses of IO, I was left feeling like a dumbass on my drive home.

A314

Pros:
[1] Self effects include feeling centered and confident
[2] Gets respect hits from male friends

Cons:
None Yet

Combos that work:

I. “Bro Time Combo” - A314 (2 drops)+IO (2 sprays)

  • So this combo seems to elicit respect (from the A314) as well as an open conversation (from the IO). In my experience the respect and the desire to talk that this combo creates produces an effect that’s associated with Instant Honesty. Well…from men at least, hence the name. It has lead to a guy’s night out with a deep talk and surprising confessions almost every time.

Day 1
Pheromone (& Dosage):
2 drops A314 on neck, IO (1 spray)
Venue: Cafe, out with a female friend (let’s call her Female Subject KS)
Self-effects: Felt more calm and collected
Hits:
[1] My female friend and I poke fun at each other regularly. When I did it today she made a jokingly sad face and stood there as though waiting for a hug. Though we have a history of being very touchy, our current life circumstances/ personalities have brought us to the point where the only physical contact we have normally is when we hug goodbye. So I was caught off guard when this happened but I did hug her after a delayed reaction.
Overall:
I’m still unsure about how much my day was effected by the mones. The hit does stand out to me though but coincidence can’t be ruled out. Female Subject KS overall may turn out to be the most amazing or most terrible person to test mones on. She and I have had on again off again crushes and are currently dating other people. The last crush wave was a big one and our friendship almost got compromised over it. I think she’s super self conscious about giving me any “questionable” vibe as long as it remains inappropriate. Therefore getting reactions from her is somewhat even more indicative of a hit, but at the same time a lack of visible hits wouldn’t necessarily mean anything at all.

Day 2
Pheromone (& Dosage):
3 drops A314 on neck, TUTH (2 sprays), IO (2 spray)
Venue: Store & later her apartment, hanging out with my girlfriend (Female Subject MFG)
Self-effects: Felt more calm and collected until Female Subject MFG asked me what cologne I was wearing and why I stopped wearing my old one. She said she likes the way my old one smells better.
Hits:
[1] Despite not enjoying the scent of my mones, Female Subject MFG seemed to be much more wet than usual during sex.
[2] Earlier at the store, the woman at the cash register engaged Female Subject MFG and me in a lengthy conversation. The woman who was white/early 20s started by talking to me but by the end it was her and my girlfriend going back and forth. Maybe it was my mones or maybe cash register lady just likes to talk.
Overall:
A314 is a completely useless product to test around my girlfriend. The only two men she really seems to respect or look up to are me and her father…so nothing she ever says or does would ever register to me as an A314 hit. In the same vain she’s a talker, so I can’t say anything about IO in this combination. I am feeling that TUTH is working however. She didn’t act any differently but physiological signs suggested that something was going on.

Day 3
Pheromone (& Dosage):
3 drops A314 on neck, TUTH (2 sprays), IO (2 spray)
Venue: Hanging out with my best female buddy, Subject KS
Self-effects: Felt confident, collected, and sexually empowered…and unlike my girlfriend Subject KS loves my mones more than anything I’ve worn before. (At this point Androtics Direct begins to officially root for me to dump Subject MGF and start dating Subject KS)
Hits (AKA HOLY SHIT):
[1] Subject KS makes a joke about us starting a family
[2] Subject KS makes a joke about my girlfriend “not being in the picture” in a little while
[3] Subject KS starts sucking on a fudge bar and pretending it’s a penis. And by pretending it’s a penis I mean she at one point took the dessert and carved a penis head and a tip into the fudge bar so it literally looked like a penis and not just a phallic object. All the while she’ doesn’t really seem like she’s trying to be sexual…it’s like she’s just innocently playing around (we can chalk it up to the nature of my relationship with Subject KS). I say BIG HIT. Not every hit I call will be a hit in actuality but in this case I put my money on it.
[4] I completely by accident ran my hand over her bare arm while we were sitting against each other. I got a very sharp “OK, what are you doing” as though I was trying to make a move on her or something. People on this forum have said that one’s actions can seem more sexualized because of TUTH. This seems to be an example of it. With Subject KS it seems as though I can get a good number of positive hits with TUTH but I have to let her lead with the sexuality because if I poke in just a bit I’ll be in trouble.
Overall:
I don’t know what IO or A314 are doing to my mix but TUTH is proving itself time and again.

Day 4
Pheromone (& Dosage):
6 drops A314 on neck, Instant Openness (3 spray)
Venue: Graduate School Interview
Self-effects: I didn’t feel like shit or nervous at all. Just my normal self. Which is actually amazing because this was an instance where I’d be scared shitless.
Hits:
[1] Everyone at my Graduate School Interview treated me with respect and was very interested in what I had to say, but I didn’t exactly expect anything less. It’s really hard to tell. Everything went as great as it should have and hopefully the mones gave me some sort of edge. There’s really no way to know.
Overall:
I have no idea. I’m thankful for A314 for calming my nerves on that very stressful day but I’m not sure if anything happened beyond that.

Day 5
Pheromone (& Dosage):
Instant Openness (4 sprays), reapplication four hours later with (3 sprays)
Venue: Boxing match, with my good male friend Subject DM and his friend that I just met that day Subject RIF
Self-effects: I felt very social…but I am usually very social especially around Subject DM. I also was incapable of occasionally saying very stupid things that I’d normally be able to hold back.
Hits:
[1] Everyone was very talkative the entire time from the long car ride there, to the match, to the way back. Was any of that because of IO? I have no idea.
[2] I said a lot of stupid things. I’m normally a joker and I tend to tell good ones. Sometimes I have a bad joke upstairs but in a normal situation I phase it out…that day every dumb ass comment I could make, I did make. The self effects were a definite and I can’t say I liked it.
Overall:
Not a fan of large doses of IO. It reminded me of that over energetic twelve year old kid that I used to be.

Day 6
Pheromone (& Dosage):
2 drops of A314
Venue: Bar and Movie Theater with my friend Subject LT (FUN FACT: Subject LT is dating Subject KS, small world I got)
Self-effects: Felt more confident
Hits:
[1] Male Subject LT can sometimes be awkward to engage in conversation (there are times when I feel like the only reason why I stay in touch with him is because of Subject KS), tonight however our interaction was awesome and I actually had a blast.
Overall:
I think the problem with Subject LT is that normally he’s a very lazy conversationalist but this time he was very much engaged (maybe trying to impress me even). This might be the first serious hit that I attribute to A314. I would like to see this a few more times before I pass full judgment.

Day 7
Pheromone (& Dosage):
2 drops of A314, 2 sprays of IO, used my regular cologne as a cover
Venue: Girlfriend’s work party (Female Subject MFG)
Was with: Female Subject MFG
Self-effects: Felt more confident.

Hits:
[1] We met up with her supervisor (white/25 years old) who brought her younger sister (white/20 or 21 years old). My girlfriend and her supervisor branched off to chat a lot which left me with the younger sister who was chatting me up good.
[2] Supervisor’s Younger Sister on several occasions broke into my space bubble. Our faces touched a few times when she was trying to talk over the loudness of the party
[3] It was casino night type thing and Supervisor’s Younger Sister chose to play black jack next to me. There seemed to be a good amount of bumping despite their being plenty of room.
[4] There is a woman (white, 40s) who told my girlfriend right in front of me “You have a very attractive man there.” I heard that this woman is kind of effusive and that line wasn’t out of character for her, so possible hit but not for sure.

Overall:
The hits to focus on came from Supervisor’s Younger Sister. They felt mildly sexual but given that she’s a decent human being and given that it’s a work party and given that my girlfriend WAS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE it couldn’t have been any more sexual even if the girl really wanted it to. I wonder if Instant Openness helped my conversation along. I really can’t be sure because yet again I know I talk all the time and I don’t know much about this girl but she wants to be a trial lawyer…so I can assume. A314 probably did something tonight. If I had to put my chips on this product tonight I would…but I’m still not one hundred percent sure. This is going to be a game of probability.
That is, there was some probability that my hits could have come without mones. However I’m aware of my baseline, so as I keep testing I should expect to see hits happen with greater frequency (which could still be true even if they don’t happen every time).

Day 8
Pheromone (& Dosage):
CoolKat’s Chick Magnet Mix 1: 3xAMMO + 3x IS + 3xIH
Venue: Grocery Store (don’t judge me)
Self-effects: Felt like a confident hot piece of ass. Also had a really weird ass moment after I got back from the grocery store and went home. This was the time by the way that I began posting all my old tests into this journal. I was just laying around by myself with pheromonetalk open…and all of a sudden I was overwhelmed by this warm crushy feeling. It was really bizarre because it was strong and it had no target. It was unmistakable, if a man was in the room I’d have begun questioning my sexuality. Also three hours later I got a headache (of course possibly unrelated).

Hits:
[1] I looked over at a MILF and she was giving me an interesting look that’s too vague for me to determine. Her eyes were squinted. Her mouth was clearly in a smile. She seemed really “focused.” I don’t know what it means, I just know no one looked at me like that before. Only possibly a hit.

Overall:
I think taking the mones to the grocery store at like 2PM when it’s all stay at home moms and senior citizens was pretty stupid. There was no reason for me to do that, it’s just that my first shipment of these products came in today and I needed to see it NOW. I have hope for this mix, it’s going to come back out but I’ll exercise patience and wait for the right moment next time.

Day 8
Pheromone (& Dosage):
CoolKat’s Chick Magnet Mix 2: 2xIG + 2xIO + 1x p83 (12.5mcg)
Venue: Subject KS’s house
With: Subject KS

Self-effects: Felt really laid back and smooth. Also more affectionate, like I wanted to hug and hold Subject KS in a nearly (but not quite) platonic way.

Hits:
[1] When I was taking a shot of alcohol she joked about me getting drunk and trying to have sex. I said “yeah not going to happen.” She says “Oh maybe just touch my boobs then.” I say jokingly “yeah why not.” She laughs. Hit? It’s all obviously joking but her comfort even doing that recently is something new.
[2] We were both drinking a good amount when suddenly I realize we have had no physical contact and I REALLY wanted to see if there was anything to the touchiness that I’ve heard that comes with p83. I try to hug her but she JERKS AWAY and says “I don’t want to lead you on.” I tell her “yeah that’s fine,” but less than a minute later she realizes how ridiculous it probably was to avoid a hug and says “fine let’s hug.” I hug her, she hugs me back…and then it just keeps going beyond what I’m even comfortable with. I tell her “ok I got my hug now” and she says “I see how it is.”
[3] Our overall hangout was (compared to usually) more laid back and calm and a bit more warm. This can be attributed to IG and IO.

Overall:
I can see why this mix is a chick magnet. It’s a very safe crushy mix. One that I can wear out without feeling like I’m out for sex like when I wear TUTH. As one can probably tell there is a lot of baggage with Subject KS so it’s extremely hard to tell how effective it really was. Despite the elongated hug she seemed to want her distance from me physically throughout the night. Not in a negative hit sort of way but rather it’s that I kept just slightly crossing into her space to see what she’d do and she’d always readjust herself to get more distance from me. I know that if the mix helped her get any feelings she’d be uncomfortable with her own attraction towards me (but probably less so with this mix than if I went blatantly sexual with it). I want to test it with her specifically a few more times just to see what happens. At the end of the day when it comes to other women, I’m not looking for a steamy affair, but I wouldn’t mind warm attention and something like this could be the ticket. Also, I absolutely LOVE the smell of this mix. It’s very “me”

Day 9
Pheromone (& Dosage):
A314 (2 drops on neck), IO (2 sprays-one on each wrist)
Venue: Movie Theater
With: Subject LT

Self-effects: Felt social and confident but not necessarily more so than usual.

Hits:
[1] Subject LT appeared to be more nervous around me when I first got in the car but the nervousness went away within five minutes
[2] Subject LT seemed to be interested and fascinated by everything I had to say (no matter how boring I thought it was)
[3] Subject LT made a very personal reveal that I did not expect at all

Overall:
I think A314+IO is a good combo when hanging out with some guy friends. For the future, I would like to develop some comparison between IG and the A314+IO combo in terms of respect and social hits I get.

Day 9
Pheromone (& Dosage):
A314 (2 drops on neck), IO (2 sprays-one on each wrist)
Venue: Lunch (fast food)
With: Subject LT

Self-effects: None really

Hits:
[1] Subject LT appeared to take all my life concerns really seriously
[2] Subject LT was extremely open with me about his own life situations
[3] Subject LT commented on how our girlfriends’ were hanging out at the same time as us because “they’re just trying to be as tight as we are”

Overall:
Subject LT is not very outgoing or warm…so I don’t know who this “bro” is that seems to come out when I’m wearing A314+IO. The very fact that our last hang out was two nights ago is significant as we normally hang out only once or twice a month. I was wearing the same combo two nights ago as well. This combo = a bro-tastic time (with this guy at least).

Day 10
Pheromone (& Dosage):
IG (3 Sprays neck) + p83 (2 sprays neck) + Ammo (1 spray on neck) + IH (2 sprays on wrist) + IS (2 sprays on wrist)
Venue: Apartment
With: Subject KS

Self-effects: I felt on top of things but the self effects were minimal. That is until the hits became astronomical.

Hits:
NOTE: It doesn’t make a whole lot of sense to make a list of specific hits it was more of an atomic bomb of radiated seduction.
[1] We were just doing individual work and the amount of times she’d look over at me (“just to see if I can distract you”) were ridiculous.
[2] She looked down and blushed a lot the whole night
[3] She buried her head into my chest at one point
[4] We had a whole lot more eye contact than ever. I don’t think I’ve ever seen her eyes that much in one night.
[5] She tried to subtly dig out of me whether I still have a crush on her (I had one some months ago)
[6] Ten minutes after I left, she texts me that she had a really awesome time and she’s sad because she wishes I was still there.
[7] On instant messenger she positively reflected on how we almost “cuddled on the couch.” We weren’t cuddling at all…my right leg was just touching her left leg as we were sitting next to each other. She seemed momentarily upset that I didn’t notice it.
[8] We have a game where we merge her name with her boyfriend’s to create their child’s name…and she completely at random decided to ask “what would our child be called?”

Overall:
Um wow. That was just…wow. This is way more than I expected out of mones…that wasn’t bring in 90% and get an extra 10% from pheros…I don’t even know what that was. I wasn’t even being congruent with anything other than my typical laid back friendly self. I’m not even trying to seduce her, I just wanted to use her as a test subject for learning about mones so if I ever wanted to perform seduction I’d know what I want to wear. This mix is definitely winning out.

My only issue is I put a lot of stuff into this one. More than I usually wear and I really want to figure out what I can cut and what I should add more to. Pretty curious about the p83 since that seems to be the most precious ingredient in this.

Man, you are being prolific!!! I mean that in a good way! :smiley:

Great journal, I just started reading it and I’ll continue to digest it in the next few days…

Congrats!!!