The not so gentlemanly adventures of TheGentleman

I yearn to see these effects that you have described. Your experience one of many whom have had similar findings with P83.:roll_eyes:

It’s quite possibly something that you may never experience. I don’t get the same effects from IO as some do or IJ. I do get some effects, but not the in your face that people talk about…so who knows.

**IMPORTANT: Solo testing = no mones at all. Dial Magnetic with A1 is dropped from bathing routine. Dial 3d, shampoo and small spray of Axe body spray is only thing applied before test.
I also leave all other mones home so as not to be tempted.:roll_eyes:

Day 3: P83 Solo Test 50mcgs**
5s P83 10mcg 30ml (L, R , B,C neck, hair)
Application Time: 1:45 pm. Refresher 6pm
Changes:
Added 1 more 10mcg spray for total of 50mcgs
Refresher 1 10mcg spray only 4 hours after initial application instead of 5.

Self-Effects: First Application 1:45 pm
I thought I was smooth at 40mcgs, 50 and I couldn’t be fazed. I am almost that cheesy version of the guy in the movies who walks in with a bounce in his step doing the finger point at everyone he passes.
There has not been any signs of aggravation that I experienced in earlier tests.
Talkative, and creative would be good descriptors.
Gay co-worker noted today how I have been coming up with a lot of really good work related ideas.
my mind seems to be alert, focused, working constantly, but more efficiently.

Effects seem to last approximately 4-6 hours, I’m assuming temperature and humidity affecting diffusion is what makes the difference.

Target Effects:
Gay co-worker (19 year old Filipino) duration of exposure was 3.5 hours.
Conversation was lively and non-stop, I noticed a bit of pupil dilation today.
MOST NOTABLE HIT (DIS-INHIBITOR CATEGORY)
He outed another co-worker. He values his own privacy and we’re careful not to out him to his family so this is something he would not normally do, out another person.

MOST NOTABLE ATTRACTION HIT

Co-worker 2 (18 year old female mixed race)
Lots of proximity, hair flipping and giggling. She won’t LEAVE!
Stops by during work multiple times just to talk, even after work hung out even more. I just walk away or I won’t get any work done.
I noticed an increase in this occurring over time, but today it was honestly tiresome.
At 44 years, sure its great to have cute young girls vying for your attention, but this was too much.

Customers:
Nothing real notable with customers tonight with the exception of one female I will describe next.
Customers regulars and newbies alike are enjoying my company. We have to read off this typed up up sell pitch which normally annoys people after a bit, or confuses the hell out of them.
I turned it into something playful, and the women today were playing right back. I did sell 2, one male in his 40’s and one female in his 50’s.

Customer 1:
Major hotness, HB8.5. Curvy, buxom latina ins her late 20’s - early 30’s.
We had a truly fun interaction the 2nd time she came back for another scone.
I hand her the receipt and she pushes it back at me and says “I never want the receipt.” She then proceeds to pull the first one out of her purse and say, “Never!”
The “outburst” was a bit unprovoked, but then again I’m wearing P83.
My response? I grab them up and roll them into balls and tell her she better run or I"m gonna start tossing them at her.
She giggles and starts to walk away and I yell, “I’m gonna give you every receipt you get from now on, ALWAYS!”
She’s laughing pretty good at this time, looking back over her shoulder while sucking on her straw.

Contrasting Effects and Conclusions:
At 50mcgs affected females displayed typical IOI’s. I was expecting to see an increase in intimidation from what I experienced at 40, but did not.

Once again, I think this molecule can be steered by other mones and to add, other locations.
Solo testing at a bar might yield more sexual hits rather than just the random verbal vomiting that people seem to do around me in a work / family type environment.

Due to not working with the Ex this week, I will be able to step it up to 60, 70 and 80 mcgs over Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Amazing report like usual, got one question for you if you dont mind.

Why are you using too many sprays? is it because your age range, or that you tried with less sprays without results.I couldn’t find any report on u using 1-3 sprays in ur journal. I have a p83 10mcg 30ml bottle coming soon for testing purposes.

thanks in advance

god bless you

Too many sprays would be an opinion and not fact, especially when you consider all the variables with body chemistry, targets receptivity, atmosphere, age etc.. It has nothing to do with my age , I am testing the product to find my sweet spot. I have seen others post that the optimal range has been in the 25 - 50 mcgs, I am just following protocol to see what’s optimal for me and the upper ranges seem to do well, 40-60mcgs.

I started out with 10mcgs and worked my way up. I posted those reports on the main forum and need to move them into my journal. That’s why I made the comment about no longer doing that and only posting in my journal, so there would be just one location for me to find them when I needed them.

Good luck on your testing, I look forward to hearing your results. :slight_smile:
And thanks for following my posts and always being there with some provocative questions.

Moving these from men’s forum post titled MY Work Mix + P83 to Journal:
My current work mix is:
2d A314, 1s Ammo x2, 1s IS 4x, 1s IH 4x + 25 mcg A1 when my ex is around.
Added 10mcg P83 sprayed on front of neck

Application points in same order:*
1 drop behind each ear smeared down jawline, chest, back of head, 1/2 spray each side of neck, drop smeared across back of neck.
*At work because of constant hand and dish washing, I don’t apply anything to my wrists or forearms.

Temp / Weather:
104+ Dry heat outside, inside Starbucks Kiosk low 80’s humid.

Application Time:
1 pm, I started the layering process 1 hour before my shift started, allowing a few mins between each application for mones to dry.

Self Effects:
Whether or not it was the P83 I don’t know. Normally with this mix I feel confident, the IS gives me a sort of euphoric feeling, I had this but there was something in the mix today that gave me an extra bounce in my step. As I was wandering around the house in nothing but my boxers letting all the app points dry, I actually stopped myself at one point to note how upbeat I was. It was as if I was in a Disney musical.

EDITED TO ADD: At one point, about 2 hours into the application time I did notice increased aggravation which when wearing A314 silly bullshit just doesn’t affect me anymore. I don’t know if it was the unorganized nature of work, being that we had a new roll out and no job aids were posted etc. Or if this was a self effect.

Subjects:
Cougar
Ex
Female Customer 1
Female Customer 2

Cougar:
Amount of time expired since application: approx 45 mins
Distance: 1ft
Duration: 1-2 mins

Early 30’s, Latina who is always cock teasing the young guys around the store, bossing them around playfully and always talking in an overtly sexual way.

I have noticed over the past couple of weeks her flirting and overtly sexual behavior that she normally displays only to the younger guys (18-21) is steadily increasing with me so as soon as I walked into work I made an excuse to approach her to get her reaction.

She was in a check stand working cashier, I walked up behind her and began to speak to her over her right shoulder.
She immediately perked up, and then at first leaned back into me with her head almost laying back on my left shoulder, and then fully backed up into me putting her ass right into my crotch.

EX:
Amount of time expired since application: approx 4 hours
Distance: 1ft
Duration: 3-5 mins

I had a meeting earlier in the day with the lady I am doing some online marketing for her upcoming book she is publishing and scored my ex some work editing this lady’s old articles and approached her with the good news.

I had noticed when she walked into work, she flashed me one of those looks to let me know that her day was going terribly, quite honestly she looked as if someone killed her cat.

I approached her inside an enclosed storage area, when I told her I had something to tell her, she was at first kind of annoyed, and then as I got within a couple of feet of her her demeanor changed almost immediately.
You could see her body relax, and she no longer sounded defensive.

After speaking to her, we bumped into each other a few minutes later in another part of the store and continued to talk as we headed off in the same direction.

When we bumped into each other, her face softened and she began to smile. As I left her, she had a dreamy look on her face and spoke almost as if she were drunk, so much so, I had to have her repeat what she said because I didn’t quite understand it.
Normally she could get irritated at such minor details, and run off while spouting, “never mind it’s not important.” Instead, she stopped, turned to me, smiled and told me she was glad I was thinking of her when the editing job came up.
There are moments we have had over the last two years where they were ice breaking moments, where her guard was let down and I could tell she was falling in love with me, the look in her eyes, the vocal tonality, everything would put this in the top 5.

Customers 1 & 2:

Amount of time expired since application: approx 4-5 hours
Distance: 3 ft
Duration: 3-5 mins

Two sisters, high school age, so off limits!
Regardless, I flirt with any and every female that comes through my Starbucks to keep in practice, and to work on just being that attractive, charismatic guy.

In this instance, I did not have to do much.

Customer 1, the older sister immediately began to display IOI’s. Hair flipping, 3 times in the first minute of exposure, and before the interaction was over pupil dilation had set in.

Customer 2, the younger sister just laughed at every stupid little joke I made, and believe me, sometimes I make them as stupid as possible in order to see if the woman is truly finding me funny, or is just laughing because she is indicating her interest in me. It didn’t matter what I said, this girl was going to smile and laugh far too hard.

After they both left the counter and proceeded to the hand off window, the looks on their faces, the smiles as they both just stared at me as they wandered off were once again in that “dreamy” category.

Conclusion:
The flirtatious vibe I have read about this mone, along with other reports saying it was a “dis-inhibitor,” leads me to believe that it had a strong effect on the cougar. In the past she has playfully pinched me, slapped my arm and hip checked me, but never has she ever just leaned back into me pushing her ass into my crotch.

The Ex, I don’t know what effect the P83 had on her, I do believe tho’ the A1 and IH is starting to have an overall effect on her, a snowball effect if you will. The immediate change in her demeanor when I entered her vicinity, the relaxing of the face and body were all very apparent.

I will be using 10mcgs again today, and then upping to 20 and 30 over the next couple of weeks, and will continue to report back here.

Adjust the mix today:
3d A314, 1s Ammo x2, 1s IS 4x, 1s IH 4x + 25 mcg A1 when my ex is around.
Added 20 mcg P83 1 spray each side of neck.

Forgot to mention part of daily mix: Showered with Dial Magnetic with A1 Blue Version

Application points in same order:*
1 drop behind each ear = 2, 1 drop across jaw line, chest, back of head, 1/2 spray each side of neck, drop smeared across back of neck.
*At work because of constant hand and dish washing, I don’t apply anything to my wrists or forearms.

Temp / Weather:
104+ Dry heat outside, inside Starbucks Kiosk low 80’s humid.

Application Time:
1 pm, I started the layering process 1 hour before my shift started, allowing a few mins between each application for mones to dry

Self Effects:
While they are not immediate, I feel them within the first half hour and I love the “walking on sunshine” vibe I get. I’m upbeat, nothing’s gonna get me down, and along with A314 and Ammo I’m ready to take on the world.:cool:

Irritation did set in about 2-3 hours in, approximately the same amount of time had passed in day 1, however I made a concerted effort to CHOOSE to focus on other things and stay positive.

Subjects:
Manager, female very alpha 40’s Native American
Hispanic female 40’s

Manager:
Amount of time expired since application: approx 30 mins
Distance: 1= 10 feet at all times.
Duration: 1.5 hours

The IH combined with the P83 I think is having a definite effect in that she can’t shut up and in the 1.5 hours we worked side by side today, her convo was sprinkled with caveats like, “I’ve been keeping this a secret..” “No one else is supposed to know this…” etc.

I have noticed over the last month as my phero signal has changed and as she has adjusted she has become a lot more sexual when she speaks, saying some shocking things along the lines of “You just want her to suck your cock.” In the past she would have buffered something like that so this is definitely out of character and I have worked with her for 2 years now.

REAPPLY:
4 hours into the shift - 1 s IH togo 1/2 spray to each side of neck

Hispanic Female:
Amount of time expired since application: 1.5 hours
Distance: 1 ft
Duration: 3-4 minutes

I stopped in our store’s gas station to fill up and grab a powerade. Subject 2 had the same idea and we stood side by side as I let her take her powerade first.
As she walked away she got about 2-3 feet away when she stopped looked back and did a good old fashioned comedy double take and had the weirdest look of bewilderment on her face.

As we both approached the counter to pay, the POS debit card machines are just a few feet apart, but there is plenty of space for both of us to fit comfortably, however, she stood in such a way where I was almost on top of her as I paid for my drink.
I purposefully invaded her space to see if I could get her to move and she would not budge, she just stood there without ever looking back at me again.

I don’t know what to make of this hit. Proximity? Intimidation? Confusion? Embarrassment? All of the above?

Tomorrow I work a full day with my ex. I am not trying to get her back, I decided that last week, but I am interested to see if the mones would help me if I chose that option. So far so good, and I will be reporting back tmrw evening.

Day 3: Did not adjust mix today.
3d A314, 1s Ammo x2, 1s IS 4x, 1s IH 4x + 25 mcg A1 when my ex is around.
Added 20 mcg P83 1 spray each side of neck.

Application points in same order:*
1 drop behind each ear = 2, 1 drop across jaw line, chest, back of head, 1/2 spray each side of neck, drop smeared across back of neck.
*At work because of constant hand and dish washing, I don’t apply anything to my wrists or forearms.

Temp / Weather:
90 - 100 + Dry heat outside, inside Starbucks Kiosk low 80’s humid.

Application Time:
8:30 am, I started the layering process 1 hour before my shift started, allowing a few mins between each application for mones to dry

Self Effects:
Good news, no aggravation setting in a couple of hours after application as in previous days.

Still feeling bouncy and ready to dance. The effect isn’t subtle, its just not immediate, it creeps up on you in that all of a sudden you stop dancing and singing and say to yourself…“wtf? again?” LOL

Subjects:
Manager, female very alpha 40’s Native American
Co-worker Caucasian Female early 20’s
Co-worker 2 Filipino Male, 18 and gay.
The Ex caucasian female early 20’s
Customer 1 Caucasian female, mi 30’
Customer 2 Caucasian female, 18-21
Customer 3 Caucasian female 13-15

Manager:
Amount of time expired since application: approx 30 mins
Distance: 1= 10 feet at all times.
Duration: 5 hours

As I stated in previous p83 test posts, I do believe that between A1, IH and now P83 this woman is prone to say just about anything.
It finally caught her by surprise today when while telling a story she blurted out really loudly, “I told him FUCK YOU!”
She stopped and put her hand over her mouth and apologized.

Co-Worker:
Amount of time expired since application: approx 30 mins
Distance: 1= 10 feet at all times.
Duration: 4 hours

It is hard to explain how much this girl lies. It is at a point where the company is working hard at making her very uncomfortable so she’ll quit, or get fired if she doesn’t cross every T or dot every I.
To this day, I will not believe she is a female until I see Vadge.
As the old joke goes, how do you know she’s lying? Her mouth is moving.

When she was pregnant and HUGE in her 8th and 9th month she still denied she was pregnant and her claims went from being swollen and wrapped for her broken rib, to a tumor.

Today she was almost a normal human being. I can recall only one possible lie that she told about her mother going through chemo, when most days 4 out of the 5 things she says are lies.
We had pretty normal conversations.

The Ex:
Amount of time expired since application: 1 hour
Distance: 1-4 feet in passing, always make sure to get her in close enough to be affected.
Duration: 4 hours

Things seem to be mending between the two of us. Nothing real noticeable today, except that she’s more receptive to conversations. Very little convo outside of work, but our convo at work is not 100% work related.
I have made my decision to not get back into a relationship with her, but want to test the mones to see what kind of reactions I will get from her.
I gave the caveat above so it would not look like these are my hopes talking, but from my perspective, I’m seeing something building up in her.

Customer 1:
Amount of time expired since application: 2 1/2 hours.
Distance: 3 feet.
Duration: 7-10 mins

Cute blonde, blue eyed mother of 2 in her early to mid 30’s. She is a regular and we have talked before but nothing like this.
I tempted her with a sample of a new drink in order to get her within my phero cloud and it worked. :wink:
Although I would fantasize about breaking this marriage up, I would never do it.

IOI’s within a minute of contact. Hair flipping and over the convo her pupils went from pin drops to the size of small buttons.
As I tried to get back to work, she followed me back and forth from register to hand off window and did not want to leave. Just smiling, and following in that cute little dream state that these mones seem to put the women in. Not DIHL, but almost trance.
Male customer behind her watched and just shook his head in disbelief as she walked away.

REAPPLY:
5 hours into the shift - 1 s IS 4x (back of head), 1d A314 (total 4 for the day) 1s Ammo ToGo World edition (chest). 1s IO togo (L neck), 1s IH togo (R neck)

I reapplied the A314 in preparation of intesne interaction between Store’s Manager, and our Starbucks management team.

Co-Worker 2:
Amount of time expired since application and reapply: 6 1/2 hours for app, 5-10 mins for reapply
Distance: 1= 10 feet at all times.
Duration: 2 1/2 hours

18 year old gay filipino male. Very nice kid, and very outgoing. This mix all together seemed to leave him flustered. He was giddy, giggling like a kid in love. At one point he even made the comment, “I’m just out of my mind today and I don’t know why.”

IH did cause him to blurt out that another male co-worker was “gorgeous.”

Customer 2:
Amount of time expired since application: 6+ hours, 1+ hours since reapply.
Distance: 3 feet.
Duration: 10 mins.

Cute little regular comes in with her friend, friend is customer 2 that I experienced hits with.
I was standing next to the Blockbuster rental box when they entered and I struck up a convo about how I had not seen the regular in awhile.

Customer 2 rents dvd while regular orders a drink and we get into a convo at hand off window.
Customer 2 enters midway through the conversation and cannot take her eyes off of me, smiling from ear to ear the whole time.


Just to summarize my feelings about the day.
There was a lot of drama, but still not affected. I’m overall in a great mood, confident, cool and positive.

Very nice and very detailed reports.

Between work mix testing and solo testing I got up to 60 and 70 mcgs, the following entries will detail those results.

Day 4 of Work Mix + P83:
3d A314, 1s Ammo x2, 1s IS 4x, 1s IH 4x + 25 mcg A1
Added 60 mcg P83 1 spray (L,R,C,B of Neck inside of each elbow)

Application points in same order:*
1 drop behind each ear = 2, 1 drop across jaw line, chest, back of head, 1/2 spray each side of neck, drop smeared across back of neck.
*At work because of constant hand and dish washing, I don’t apply anything to my wrists or forearms.

Changes:
Previous entry when combined with work mix was at 20mcgs, solo 50mcgs.
Increased work mix P83 dosage from 20 mcgs to 60 mcgs.

Self Effects: Application 1:30 pm
Nothing has changed, I am still Mr. Charisma, I am all about the fun. I am now a “smooth operator.” And apparently stuck on cheesy songs from the 70’s and 80’s.

I am not quite certain whether it is the P83, or the weeks of combined A314 use along with subliminals and other inner game tweaks I am doing, but my whole demeanor is toned down quite a bit.

I am still playful, but in a much different sense. In the past my playfulness could decrease my status and make me look a bit immature I"m sure in the eyes of others. Now my playfulness is more like a really cool older brother teasing his little sister. This is where I want to be.

Customers do not affect me like they had in the past. I am getting over a lot of small trivial stuff that just used to irk me.

P83 may not have settled me down, but it sure has lightened me up.

Target Effects:

Customer 1 from previous entry is back
Major hotness, HB8.5. Curvy, buxom latina ins her late 20’s - early 30’s.
Things are really playful between us. She admitted today that she comes to the store just to “give me shit.”
My response, “I’m a big boy, I can handle it.”
She then tells me “You know what I drink.”
I laugh and respond, “haha, haven’t really paid attention.”

I honestly haven’t, either way I did not want to give her the satisfaction if I did.

2 Hours later she’s back. Getting a drink for “her friend.” :roll_eyes: We do it all over again, “the dance.” The verbal jabs, she’s just getting too much fun out of this. I’m seeing some IOI’s, but nothing real eye-opening.

The story gets better at 70mcgs in next post. :smiley:

The EX!
A combination of mones plus my extremely laid back attitude and shit test deflector shields up at the ready is having its way with her.
She walks in today and as she passes she gives me one of those longing smiles, I’ve seen this smile before, its the one where she was madly in love with me and would watch me from afar waiting for me to see her and respond with a smile in return.
I smiled back.
The evening ended with us sitting next to each other writing a b-day card for a friend of ours in the military. Good thing I had refreshed the Ammo and IH, I had her right next to me for a good 15-20 minutes.
I don’t know what was up, but as soon as she was done writing she got the hell outta dodge. I really believe at times she’s just fighting the urge to wrap her arms around my neck. I mentioned in other posts that’s she’s very stubborn and proud.

CONCLUSIONS:
As I approach 70mcgs I am beginning to think I’m seeing a plateau. Not much of an increase in benefits, I think my time would be wiser spent on trying P83 with some sexual steering mones to see where that heads. I may just wear NPA and P83 to work for shits and giggles.

Day 5 of Work Mix + P83:
3d A314, 1s Ammo x2, 1s IS 4x, 1s IH 4x + 25 mcg A1
Added 70 mcg P83 1 spray (L,R,C,B of Neck inside of each elbow, top of head as I am running out of places)

Application points in same order:*
1 drop behind each ear = 2, 1 drop across jaw line, chest, back of head, 1/2 spray each side of neck, drop smeared across back of neck.
*At work because of constant hand and dish washing, I don’t apply anything to my wrists or forearms.

Changes:
Increased P83 from 60mcgs to 70mcgs.

Self Effects: First Application 7:00 am, Planned IH, Ammo and IS Refresher at 12
Nothing has changed in the way of self-effects, for me P83 is a mood enhancer, and cuts out all the extra noise my brain goes through with OCD and obsessive negative thoughts.
When I’m wearing P83 I notice an increase in obsessive thoughts as the day gets later, and basically the mones wear off.
Target Effects:

Customer 1 from previous entry is back
Major hotness, HB8.5. Curvy, buxom latina ins her late 20’s - early 30’s.
Every day when this cutie comes in she wears her sunglasses and gives me some playful shit while texting on her phone. Today she walks in sans glasses and her phone put away in her purse.
I “recall” a bit of her drink and get it started and use on of the oldest negs in the book, “are your nails real?” “Nope.” “Well they still look nice.” She smiles happy her fake nails look good.
Also, as stated above this girl is very buxom. Not heavy, just solid, short but athletic with a nice set of breasts in the upper C’s lower D ranges. Every day she wears a tank top and some tight fitting spandex type pants. She’s always showing lots of cleavage. Well today as I’m ringing up her order she starts turning side to side and stretching pushing her breasts way up in the air, running her fingers along the back of her neck, lifting her hair up and letting it fall down all gracefully, giving me a really good show for a good couple of minutes. :o

Probably the most blatant IOI I’ve seen from her. I act nonchalant and hand her the change and say, “Ok, see you tomorrow.”
She smirks and walks off.
I’m waiting to see her again, I think its time to number close little miss hotness.

The EX!
Its pretty much a done deal at this point, she’s lost the battle its quite clear.
We’ve had a real nice heart to heart and at one point after work when I’m in the break room putting some stuff away in my locker she just happened to be there talking to a male co-worker from the meat department.
I walk by and right in the middle of their discussion she just stops talking to him mid-sentence and follows me on the way out.
As we walk out we’re talking and I bring up a silly little memory (trying to evoke happy memories for anchoring) we laugh about it and just have a real nice moment.

CONCLUSIONS:
I think I’ve learned enough about this molecule and its time to move onto new testing.
P83 will remain a part of my arsenal for quite some time to come.
My next round of testing will be of course with the sexual mones to see how this can be steered in that direction.

Thx man, this really is a fun hobby. :slight_smile:

It’s an awesome hobby.

I like reading the reactions of your ex.

Its interesting to see what seems to be a conflict of emotion on her end.

I just wanna say I really enjoy reading your journal. Especially the amount of in-depth reporting is awesome. If there was a pheromone reporting Pullitzer, you would be nominated !

Time for you to move on to mx297, isn’t it?

Yay! Glad you’ve got something that nice on your.. cough That didn’t quite sound right. Um, happy to hear you’ve got such a pretty little thing giving you some attention. :smiley: Anyway, its good you hear you’ve been keeping busy. If she comes in every day dressed like that, it’s probably because she needs some sort of excuse to show you her attributes. :wink:

Haha thanks man, what an awesome compliment.:smiley:
And yes, its a toss up between 297, 301 and the UTF pack that should be here any day.

Thank you for sharing your experiances with us Gentleman, Awesome stuff like always

take care and god bless you

Work / THE EX Mix - Pre-Mix thoughts:
Tomorrow morning I will be adjusting my work mix a bit.

My current work mix is:
2-3d A314, 1s IHx4, 25 mcgs A1, 1s Ammox2. (Variables include 1s ISx4, P83 40-60mcgs)

Adjustments / Changes:
50 mcgs A1
2s IHx4
40 mcgs P83

My mix at work has been designed primarily to regain and rebuild trust and comfort with my EX. Her mood around me has noticeably changed, we are talking again and at times things seem to be pretty normal.
I layered in different products in over time for a reason.

The Steps:
A314 -so she once again sees me as the strong caring man that she admired.
IO - To reopen communication
AMMO - To rekindle her attraction
IS - To lighten the mood and be the charmer she knows me as.
A1 - To associate me with comfort and calm.
IH - To rekindle the deep bond and intimacy we once shared.
P83 - To drop her guard, to let her act out on the things she was feeling.

Reasons for Changes:
A1 - (+25mcgs total 50mcgs) It seems from my research up to 50 mcgs is is where you see optimal results. I have seen marked results at 25mcgs, but want to test at 50 to see if the results are even better.

IH - (+1s total 2s Strength 4x) She is right on the edge, but still afraid to reach out in fear that she might get hurt. This is just a nudge to push her into a deeper bond.

40mcgs P83 - P83 will now become a standard part of my work / THE EX mix. This molecule has shown me great benefits from less obsessive thinking, to just being more charming all together. It also seems to increase the blatancy of the hits from strangers, and the effects on her I’m not 100% sure of. It can’t hurt me to be even more charming around her.
P83 will be used in place of IS for now.

Possible Additions:
At a later date I may add these to the mix when the occasion is right.
IJ - She is much younger than myself and she does like a certain type of guy. I do not fall into that type. I don’t want to be someone I am not, but I do want her to see me as someone who can be bad when need be, but is still very reliable.

TUTH / NPA - This will be brought out when I think its time to reseal the deal. In the past I have “snuck” up to work to meet her in a clandestine sort of way. If this begins to occur again soon, I think I will start with really small doses to “work her up” just a bit, and leave her wanting more, increasing the dosage each time I see her until, well you know. :smiley:

Summary:
I am not playing games with this girl here. It is not my intention to lead her on and then pull the rug out from under her feet. Over the last couple of months I have been on a roller coaster of emotions as has she.
There are days I want to walk over, grab her around the waist, pull her in close, look her deep in the eyes and tell her I love her. Other days I’m thinking to myself, “What the hell have I gotten myself into?” And I don’t want to see her again.

I think there needs to be commitments made on both our parts before things go that far, otherwise we will be in the same situation whether it’s next week, next year, or 10 years from now with kids to worry about.

Will report on changes. I think for now I won’t be trying out any new mixes on her. All other products like the UTF / 297 / 301 etc will be tested when she is not around as I do want to shake up the phero sig a bit by ramping things up without fear of tossing something in that would turn her off, or have her see me in a negative light.

THE EX Mix!!! - Hook, Line and Sinker I reeled that 115 pound trophy bass in.
Sorry, I don’t wanna sound like a pig, but yeah me and my little cutie made amends today and here’s the story…

MIX:
3d A314 + 2s IHx4 + 40mcgs P83 + 40-50mcgs A1

App Points: In same order.
L,R Neck and chest + L,R Neck + F,B Neck L,R Elbows + Smeared on back of neck.

App Times:
First App Between 5:45 and 6:00 A.M, 45 mins max before her work time arrival.
1st Refresher 10:30 am A1 50mcgs (inside forearms) P83 30mcgs (L,R,C Neck)
2nd Refresher 1s IHx4 TOGO (smeared across neck)

Here goes…
I arrived at work at 4:50 a.m., I knew we would be working together today but did not know exactly what time she came in. I had planned on testing 297 until she arrived, but when I noticed that she came in at 6:30 I started applying.

As she passed by to go clock in she smiled warmly, I had a hunch this day was going to be good. I wanted her to get a good whiff of the mones, so I walked her coffee over to her, leaned in real close and whispered in her ear, “you gotta quit looking so beautiful.”
She laughed and said, “I look like shit.”
As I was walking away I turned and looked over my shoulder and said, “you know all I ever see is your beauty.”

As the morning progressed she was non-stop playful stopping by every few minutes to do something silly, man was she in a great mood.
While on my break I figured I’d take a shot and texted her a message that said, “Would you grace me with your presence at lunch today? I have something I would love to tell you.”
She’s back to her cuties text replies back at me, real girly type stuff that took me weeks to figure out when we first met, there is a huge age difference between us.
She agreed to lunch, which would be my refresher time for mones.

While we waited for our food to arrive I ran into the bathroom to reapply my mones when dammit! I realized I left the IH back at the store.
Lunch went great. I won’t go into our private discussion, but it really touched her.

I made sure to give her good strong whiffs of my mones, but boy did she get a huge nose full when I took her into my arms out in the parking lot and she buried her face into the side of my neck. I held he for a good while, it would have been longer but we had to get back to work.

This is where it gets good. I see IOI’s all throughout the day and in the past few months as I have steadily worked hard to regain her trust. I always kind of know where she’s at, she’s not real good at hiding the IOI’s. She reaks of body language and is honestly one of the easiest people to read that I’ve ever come across.

Around noon, I noticed her heading out for her last break so I popped some IH on and walked up and asked her to take a whiff of my new cologne. At first she didn’t get a good smell and said she couldn’t smell anything. So I pushed my neck right up into her face and said “Ok take a whiff now.” LOL she got a huge whiff and even kind of choked on it because it was diffusing fast.

About an hour later its time for me to go home and as I’m walking out she does something she has never done before. We try to keep the PDA’s down at the store, work environment and all. She starts to walk up to me and I thought she was about to jump into my arms and she all of a sudden does this funny little shimmy and runs her hands down my chest. To be honest I was kind of shocked, I’m really thinking it was the P83 having its effect on her because…

I go into the break room to get my gear and as I walk out to leave she’s walking by and she reaches out and runs her hand again across my chest and almost tweaks my nipple as she closed her fingers when they crossed my right breast.:smiley:

She’s a very free spirit, but we don’t make waves at the store, this is totally out of character for her to do that. She’ll say and do pretty much anything else, except for big PDA stuff which could get us sent to different stores.

In the end we’ve agreed to just take it one day at a time. We’ve made some commitments to each other and have also agreed to move on and just let things be, no need for continuously apologizing.
I succeeded in what I set out to do, I will introduce some TUTH and NPA at a later time to ramp up the tension but for now I will not be posting anymore reports on this issue. Sorry, consider it case closed. :smiley:

glad things worked out for you.