Today my replacements for leaked-out MX397 and MX412 arrived (thank you John and Mickaelia and everyone!) so of course I had to immediately put on a few sprays of MX397, as I had a day planned involving public transportation, a doctor’s appointment, and who knows what else.
As I waited for my younger female friend who was to accompany me today, I applied maybe 3 sprays of MX397 to the usual chest/neck, forearms and hair regions. No real noticeable self-effects, except perhaps a slight lift in energy level.
It was a beautiful sunny day as we walked to the subway station and took a couple different trains to my doctor appointment. There were no noticeable reactions that I could discern on public rail. Even at the Dr. appointment, despite the kind respect that was given to me, I did not feel that treatment towards me was out of its norm, it was as I would have been treated anyway, I felt. Tho I couldve been wrong, I sensed i wasnt.
Afterwards, we took public rail to kenmore square where we went to pizzeria uno for a late lunch, again, nothing really popped out in the way of hits to me, despite my vigilance.
We had a good afternoon all in all, spent much-needed quality time together, awesome and deep conversations, but those are still the norm between us, with or without phero help…sorry MX397, for at least today anyway…
So anyway, got back to my “bf” house (okay, bf since like 10 yrs ago, but much as I love him its getting to be like shit or get off the pot dude if that makes sense, I’m so ready to move on, but I don’t really don’t want to because its just not right either, plus I just don’t have the energy or patience of getting to know someone new and letting them get to know and understand me to the same depth…sigh…tho maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, can’t knock it til you try it right?). Am I just lazy? Or scared maybe?
Anyway, at “bf” house, somehow MX412 became unwrapped with moderate difficulty (thanks again AD for the super sealing job, love love it!!!). Once open, I of course had to spray myself one spray, and my wishy-washy sweetheart had the first 1/2 spray on his hand.
The smell was Akuto, which of course I love, and amazingly to my pseudo-“bf” who cares not overly for cologne, etc, he actually liked the smell too!
After this initial and unplanned MX412 exposure, things started getting interesting. Personally, i had started to feel a little tired and blah (getting late in the day), but once I had sprayed that little bit of MX412, I felt a noticable increase in confidence/status levels (a la A314 one might say, just a little). I went from someone who didnt much care what we were going to do this evening to someone who took control more (like I used to be, yay!) in a good way of course, lol.
Younger gf left, and wanna-be bf (yes, wanna-be, if you can’t do it in 10 years I really don’t know what to say) became interestingly subservient and extremely selfconscious and kept asking about my opinions and reactions to him, his behaviours, the music he played, every little thing really. He became turned on and aroused by just about anything I said or did, even (or even especially) by my music (which he verbally professes to not like (mostly metal) yet I consistently discover him attempting to hide a luscious boner, lol. Poor darling, so sweet and thoughtful and caring of every little thing during my visit, ah well…
MX412 - caused in me: increase in feelings of confidence, coolness, respect, control, sexiness
MX412 - helped to (he likely might have done it anyway, lol but I wasnt letting him, lol) caused him to grovel and really need my approval. It cause him to become extremely aroused by hearing the kind of music he knows I love to be f***ed by that really turns me on (even though he doesn’t even like it, or pretend he doesn’t (though that erection surely proved otherwise
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