So today I wore 2 drops of A314 to work with Gorgio Armani Attitude as a cover, and everyone was certainly giving me more space and I felt it. I was in a very downward emotional state today for some reason and maybe people could sense it on me, but in the meeting everyone deferred attention towards me at various times. I think the A314 got me brooding a lot today, and the mood I was in certainly didn’t help. People definitely gave me more space, I noticed and felt it.
This evening was a very interesting experiment again. I met up with a female friend of mine who is originally from Queensland, but now living here in sydney. I met her there when I was on holidays a few years ago, and we’ve stayed in touch since, and she moved to sydney for work a few months ago. I rarely get to see her, and we’re just friends.
Now i’ve been reading and replying to a thread on Mx203 over the last few days, and my mind was so fixated on that, and i hadn’t used it in such a while, that I decided to spritz 4 togo size sprays on me before I left home this evening. I put on two my wrists, shared between both, one to the back of my neck and one on the right side of my neck. We just met up a a local bar for a drink and catch-up.
My female friend happens to have pale white skin, so thought the Mx203 would be appropriate to test again on the occassion. I did notice we got into topics that were far more “different” to what we talked about in the past, and she was definitely more open and talkative than usual (could be due to the TAA in the MX203). I was willing to open up to her a little more and share my stories about my life in general and why I was not enjoying my job at the moment, nothing new, but I def. felt the urge to converse more and be way more open with her than I usually am.
we talked about foods we both like and dislike and animals being cooked as food. Then the topic went onto how some animals are so simialr to humans and should never be eaten, like domesticated pets. She brought up the topic of cannibalism, to which i was briefly repulsed. She’s dead against cruelty to animals, and thinks zoos should be banned. She used to ride show-horses for a living, and has a deep affection to horses, and everytime she brought up the horse topic and smiled, I touched her trying to anchor those warm feeling to my touch 
Somewhere in there I dropped the invite line to the Melbourne Cup day, which falls on my birthday this year, and she should join me for a day out at the races, as I have this day off work. She didn’t bite the bait though.
Then after about an hour long conversation about life hardships, animals and food, the conversation, for the first time with her, turned towards subjects more sexual. I’ve never spoken openly about sex with her before, so this was quite incredible how the conversation moved towards sex just out of the blue. but i steered the conversation that way, attempting to link sexual thoughts towards me ( I am interested in her as more than just a friend and very attracted to her, as my long term casual girlfriend and I parted ways 2 weeks ago). She seemed very responsive to it and opened up to me. She massaged my neck right around the application points of my Mx203, and then we started to talk about how our knees hurt in “doggy-style” poistion and how she got carpet burn from doing it “doggy-style” once with a guy on the floor. We both agreed that we dislike the girl being on top, and then we talked about comfy positions in bed - we both like to face the same direction and take the same side of the bed, so i teased her that we could never be compatible in the bedroom because of this and we’d always fight for our favourite positions if we shared the bed together. Then she talked about how her girlfriends who sleep over and share her bed like to spoon with her (she’s not lesbian or bi, but she accomodates and cares for her female friends, nonetheless), but she hates being in bed with a man who throws himself over her while she’s sleeping, she gets all claustrophobic from this. but she wouldn’t mind if she fell asleep in a mans hands. Then we both talked about past relationships, and what we’d consider to be our perfect partners, once again teasing her that we could never be together because we were soooo diferrent.
Throughout our conversations, we had extremely heavy and powerful eye contact, we were almost at one stage fixated and gazing into each others eyes. I remeber reading in the book “The Game” this triangular gazing technique and how it can create loads of sexual tension which can lead to kissing if repeatedly done. I used triangular gazing on her, but alas, no kiss on the lips at the end, just a soft touch of her palm up and down my forearm and a kiss on the cheek, as we went our own ways for the night and said we’d catch up again sometime soon.
All in all a good experience again on a pale-skinned caucasian australian female friend, she told me she felt very comfortable and open in my presence. My guess is that the Mx203 casued the higher than normal comfort and sexual tension with via the P93 in the mix. Also a lot open, carefree conversation about many and varied topics (she was far more talkative than she normally was), put that down possibly to the TAA in the mix.
HAHAHA!!! just noticed it’s post 69. MUY appropriate!!!
