The Queer Sniper

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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This journal did record my attempts to woo an ex, but the goal has changed and I’ve suprisingly moved on (amazing what success will do,) so now I chronicle my thoughts on mones.

Stats Male, 21, Gay, South Michigan, Caucasian

Overall thoughts:

Instant Openness: Time-slowing, chatter inducing, conversation is enjoyable and speedy. People talk over one another, and only notice after a while. Fun for parties. Smells fantastic.

Instant Honesty: This is still sort of a mystery to me. I’ve not had the chance to do much intimate testing, but it has a sobering effect for me. Things are ‘normalized’ by it, and I find its more difficult to err, become inebriated while under the effect of IH .

Instant Gentleman: This needs some more playing with too. So far I find myself charismatic, almost similar to IS, but with more a314 leanings. I feel compassionate, in a father-to-their-child sort of way. Like everyones behavior is the result of their lack of experience, and I want to excuse them for it. Strong contrast to IJ .

Instant Jerk: ‘I am awesome and I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks because I am awesome.’ IJ is potent. It should be, given the high -enone content. I think this stuff smells great though, and can stomach a few sprays in high social proof/leadership settings at clubs or parties with little negative feedback. Others comment that I seem like someone who doesn’t take shit from anyone, and I don’t fear negative outcomes. Makes me live in the moment and take risks. Always fun. I definitely think people shouldn’t drive on it.

TAC: Interesting one. Calm mind. Clear thoughts. Meditative. I feel like there is a slight hum in my brain. Havn’t tested the orgasm factor, but I feel like the touch aspect for me, makes touch more biased to seeming sensual. Little painkilling for me. Speech is less fluent than on IO but still natural and confident. It doesn’t feel the ‘urge’ to flow though. I’m perfectly content remaining silent until I require to speak. Smells clean. Combined with P74 , my pulse is much slower- I average 46-57 beats per minute, using TAC .

A314/a (Rev 1.29a) I love a314 . Some seem to feel it can be too assertive and intimidating, and less James Bond. I love it for the self-effects, and feel more serious and confident in my ability to handle tasks as a leader. I see why this is so useful in corporate settings, and I’ve noticed that gay males love this and IS too. Smell is woodsy, and manly. Will be aqquiring some oil soon, as my togo of /a just ran out. Since many comment that a constantly varying pherosignature can result in seeming ‘mercurial’ or unreliable, I try to use A314 to create a good base and then alter everything else around that.

Turn Up The Heat I don’t like this so much by itself yet- I’d rather use IJ when I’m in a scenario where I can handle the higher -enone dose. Probably needs more testing by itself for me- also the scent is much easier to accept in IJ than TUTH which yields to the boar-urine smell more easily. I’ve noticed that the subjective smell of -enone varies according to my mood. If I’m aroused or used to it, it leans more to a cool, almost ozone like, metallic-ness. The mental image I get from the scent is a very large, cold, metal circular plate, zinc or something weird.*I think that homosexuals are perhaps more sensitive to this- both because it can resemble a lack of cleanliness, and because of the ‘straight male’ intimidating style it carries. Androsterone is much preferred in this sense, (a chemical that homosexual males are noted to possess less of.)

Androstadienone I love this stuff. Theres so little data on how these chemicals act on gay males, and we’re at a particular advantage in their use compared to straight males, who might respond neutrally or negatively. The feeling of A1 is exactly coziness and satisfaction with other potential mates- Like I would be fine dating them, am okay with their looks, even if they aren’t particularly attractive. . It makes me feel a little warm and like I am sitting next to a fire on a couch. It’s also difficult to motivate me away from whatever resting activity I’m doing, and I seem to not want social contacts to leave me. Ladyfriends seem to agree. Haven’t run the PMS gauntlet with it yet. I was thinking about how to use A1 in interesting scenarios, and because some straight men respond with social withdrawn-ness, a gay male hoping to remove the social power of some straight males/lesbian females? and contain power for themselves towards other gay males and straight females might use A1.

Ammo 1.1 1x Like the smell of this. General good cologne, a great balance of social/sexuals. I use this if I don’t have time or have no particular goals or testing wants. Will probably pick it up in 2x soon and gift my 1x to a friend. I get compliments on my ‘cologne’ on ammo often.

Instant Shine Love testing it on the unexposed. I compare IS to seriously being on a small amount of MDMA (ecstasy) 4-6 hour duration and then the crash, which I abhor. I just want to lay around and do nothing. Very useful on gays. I experience color and sound sensitivity on it. For me, the crash is strong enough that I don’t use this in most scenarios.

MX Series

MX412 Was hopeful that it would compare to A1 , and so far I don’t agree that it does. I feel that I don’t want to talk on it- and while I feel confident about my thoughts, I was insecure and concerned about what others thought of me. There is definitely a calmness in other aspects of my life to it though. Needs more testing.

MX297 I don’t like this so far. Insincere, clear thoughts, charismatic, sense enhancing, thirst inducing, good for getting work done, energetic- it does a lot, but the combination makes me suspicious of myself and very self-conscious. --Still fantastic for focus.

Putatives:

P74: It took a while to see the effects of this one, but repeated use reveals a social togetherness- for me, it seemed to clear the awkwardness of an empty dance floor. Removes social judgement from peers and assuages self-consciousness in the favor of group-consciousness.

P75: Masculine, motivating, youthful signature. Don’t fully understand it yet, but gays seem to like it.

P90: Fatherly. Parental compassion and watchfulness. Socially interested, but unique perspective.

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I’ve really enjoyed reading Oasis’ journal and the organization style he uses, and will adopt it!

Phero-Baptism

Pheromones Used

1x IS, 2x IO, 2x, IH

Purpose of Application
Playtime / Baptism / Exploring more toward Max Eff. Dose

Personal state before application
Lack of sleep, alert regardless.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Rush of blood to neck, face and head, mild head rush (Buzziness?) Flatmate concurs.

Personal state after application (~One hour in):
Calmness of mind, serenity, willingness to address emotional problems with others with less apprehension. (Exactly what I’m seeking in others)

Self Effects after 3 hours
Emotional stability, calmness, found time moved slower- noticeably so, same remark from a friend who passed time with me over two hours or so. Unsure if this is due to any of the pheromones, lack of sleep, or other causes. Will be testing each individually over the next few days to determine which, if any caused that effect.

Location
Large campus computer lab, classrooms, outdoor park area.

Environment
Casual, discussion oriented, close contact in class rooms.

People’s Reaction
Interesting. I am not someone who people feel comfortable approaching, and tend to have a ‘mad face’ on, so physical contact is rare too. A female I never met put her legs on my chair (underneath the seat) unprompted, and spoke to me about homework. I don’t know if this would be an IOI (Nor am I interested,) but it was certainly a personal space shift from my usual.

After a class a few males and females strayed to hear what my opinions on a professor, and one male placed his hand on my shoulder to ask me why I was dissatisfied in my major- Ultra rare. No one ever makes body contact with me- (I feel like any alpha male products might even overdo it for me, maybe.) In the talk circle, I attempted to make room for equality in the space between the students bodies, a more even circle formation, but no one moved in attempt, and I remained the focus, in terms of their positioning their faces towards me.

Ran into a few friends throughout the day who talked my ear off, and made sure they got a hug before departing. I heard some really dumb jokes, not sure if IO is an effect that I want for most social situations. I prefer quality over quantity anyway, hah. But for the target, this would be an interesting effect, I suspect that IO caused the time perception shift too, and it would help explain an eagerness for increased amount of communication.

Smells:
IO: On me, this scent is amazing. Natural, warm, masculine, clean, it is my favorite cologne, god damn.
IS: Slightly fruitier, still clean, still natural, brighter with a zing. Less masculinity.
IH: Will need to revisit, as it got lost in the other two.

Summary

I’m satisfied with the first day. Some of the events could have been coincidental, or placebo, of course, but I’m hopeful. Regardless, I smell fucking fantastic, so I consider my first purchase a success, and would use these for any social situation. Need to test each individually, and the MX249 TAA too.

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Episode 2: Social Wanderings in an Unlikely Group

Pheromones Used

3s IS 1x, 3s IO 1x , 3s IH 1x

Purpose of Application
Pushing limits of Instant Shine and testing interactions with other substances (Alcohol, tobacco, etc)

Personal state before application
Rested, well-fed.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Mild headache, subsided after 15 minutes. Upbeat mood, mild excitement.

Personal state after application (~One hour in):
Pleased, silly, focused on facial features of others. Time moved slow (Really interesting effect.) Energized.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Same as one hour in. I’ve been using IS a lot lately, and I’ve met with what people call the IS crash, so I crashed and others didn’t, and we’re comfortable with most any activity. Found the time-slowing to still be present, not sure if it was more or less prominent than previous episode due to personal tolerance or interactions with other substances- attribute this to either IS or IO- IS may instead coat the experience of IO with a shimmer, I find myself watching trees in what feels like slow motion in the wind or far off architecture as I walk by it.

Location
Cozier sized house-apartment, Gelato store, Hookah bar, walking around town.

Environment
Casual, group of varied friends who don’t normally gather (Weird group, really, two bros, two queer-identified, and a heterosexual couple.)

People’s Reaction
Moods were generally uplifted and everyone was fairly comfortable in any activity selected. In retrospect it seemed very odd. Excessive laughter, giggling, silliness, (seemed more prominent than what alcohol normally affords,) The couple were mostly unaffected, I would say the strongest reaction was from the bros, who made sure to give me ‘bro-hugs’ (combo of handshakes that turn into one armed hugs) when we parted ways at the end of the night. Another rarity, and a first for our friendship.

Smells:
IO : See above post.
IS: See above
IH : I think IH has a subtle scent, I should test it by itself soon.

Summary

Another good experience. I’m interested to see how each actor recollects the evening, but it’s clear that the socials mix is aptly named, and that even large doses seem to be effective. A few comments were made throughout the night that our group seemed to be similar to a ‘family’ dynamic. I’m wondering if social pheros contribute to that particular feel.

IS crash is interesting, exhaustingm, and headache inducing. Music is wonderful too, but ear fatigue occurs after a few hours, ear sensitivity to volume is increased too. Still need to clarify time-slowing.

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Episode 3 Round 1: Meeting with the Target

Pheromones Used

3s IS 1x, 3s IO 1x, 3s IH 1x, 2s MX249 (TAA)

Purpose of Application
To meet with the target (Jack) and restore social connection, repair awkward tension, make target laugh, kino escalate, and flirt mildly.

Personal state before application
Nervous, well-rested, sober.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Whoo, so much in the air. Headache kicks in, as well as energized.

Personal state after application (~/< One hour in):
Calm confidence, good mood, and focus on nature. I feel ready, mostly.

Self Effects after 3 hours
IS Crash, after the meeting I go home to rest. But pleased, not overly excited.

Location
Restaurant/Beer bar in downtown area.

Environment:
Casual, medium-noise environment. Seated in small booth in corner, great for dispersing.

People’s Reaction:

The dinner/snack went really well. Target expected us to talk about our past/current feelings, but thanks to PUA roommate’s guidelines, I managed to successfully start the cycle over in the attraction phase, with a few alterations to account for our already having knowledge from a comfort phase. Target was open to sharing ‘gossipy’ type knowledge, and even stepped into a philosophy conversation briefly. Laughed at a few sexually charged jokes, and beyond the tension in the first 10 minutes, things flowed smoothly and naturally. Target laughed at me once when I was eating awkwardly, and when asked ‘What?’ dismissed it playfully as ‘Nothing.’

The table we sat at was wooden, and the location has a history of people carving messages, drawings, into the table. I say I’d like to draw something and target offers a black sharpie, and I say ‘I’ll do it if you do.’ to create conspiracy. Kino through foot bumps and a joke about grabbing his feet when I drop my napkin seems fine.

I used a lot in this round because I learned the night before that odor detection is notably poor in the target, so in an effort to maximize effects, used a lot of everything.

Smells:

All reviewed in previous posts.

Summary

Success, is what I would say. I have the social door open, and now I need to ensure attraction and prevent another friend zoning. I am looking to purchase a sexual mone now, likely Ammo.

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Episode 4: Party at Jack’s House

Pheromones Used

2s IS 1x, 2s IO 1x, 2s IH 1x, 2s MX249 (TAA)

Purpose of Application
Establish group bonding and rapport with a large number of undergrad freshman meeting each other for the first time. Also, to generate strong social proof in Jack’s own home (Jack hosted the party.)

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
I’m getting used to this mix, after almost a week straight of using these socials. No headache, upbeat mood.

Personal state after application (~/< One hour in):
Calm confidence, good mood, and a focus on nature and others behaviors.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Happy and hopeful. Openly chatting with everyone and weaving in and out of sets (and to spread the cloud.) Mildly silly, really really funny. Time slows a little, and alcohol seems to have less strongly of depressive effect and my thoughts stay clearer.

Location
Large student residence: Basement, rooms, outdoor porch.

Environment:
Awkward environment at first due to everyone meeting one another. Once music was turned on, games began, people chatted and things became much more fun.

People’s Reaction:

I am the funniest person the new members have ever met. People remark that just the way I can say things, even lacking an accent or strong tone, something about it is so funny and people follow me throughout the house (Not unexpected for mostly strangers, latching on is logical.) Tensions between strangers dissolved quickly, and there was little stress or pressure to remain in any one setting, a feeling of social freedom, if I had to guess. My confidence is through the roof, and I start telling absurdist story answers to any question until my conversation partner/group is on the floor laughing so hard. I brought back some pizza for everyone, and no one hesitated to eat it, unlike some situations in which strangers bring food. Trust, bro-like respect, and a general vibe from everyone that I am fun, humorous, and the social tie between everyone in the house.

Smells:

All reviewed in previous posts.

Summary

As for Jack, I manage to kino escalate with a backwards hand tap on the chest and ask ‘Hey, you know this track right?’ (We share musical taste, and our student organization is musically oriented.) Later he plays a track I gave him a few days ago for me when we’re relaxing with the group in his living room. A fantastic gesture, if it had any meaning behind it. It is clear, after only 5 days, I have succeeded in repairing the social air between us. I am amazed it went so quickly, and he feels comfortable making jokes, asking my opinions and briefly for some situation advice, and speaking to me in general.

I am going to start cutting out IO from my use, while I enjoy the smell most out of any of the socials, it clogs my time too much and makes people chatty about subjects that I don’t care about often. Had a guy talk to me about new wave french film noir for what felt like 10 minutes. Not productive if I don’t need it.

I need to act quickly and prevent friendism, and purchased IG, TUTH, IJ, A314, and AMMO, overnighted, hah. I have a DJ gig coming up next week, and another party with Jack tonight, a smaller birthday party for our mutual friend, and we will only know 4 others there. It’ll be necessary to play it carefully. Might just work out a ton before and hope my own natural -none production comes in handy.

Things are back to normal, awesome. Onto the attraction part of the attraction phase, need to take advantage of the sudden reintroduction of myself in his life, and the wonderment of the changes I’ve had.

Note on Congruence:
In huge social situations, I theorize that even if mones are effective, it is difficult to have your audience attribute them appropriately, and that is where congruence in character come in. By your acting what they feel but might be unable to attribute to in their environment, you become a flag and say 'It’s me! Not others, or anything else, but me!" Failure here might work even more detrimentally than a pheromone not even being effective or wearing none at all, as it seems like the natural characters of others might absorb that attribution- someone else becomes awesome, even though its you with the signature.

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Episode 5: You’ve Got Mail

Pheromones Used
Newly Aqquired A314 2 Sprays, and Reg Strength Ammo 2 Sprays, 1 spray of TUTH 1X
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2s IO 1x

Purpose of Application
Play with new toys A314, TUTH, and Ammo, test scent, and congruence.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
The smell of TUTH is overpowering even at one spray. Boar piss all the way. Does AMMO contain TUTH already? I might have overdone it already. I spray on some IO to help from ODing.

Note on sense:
I’ve noticed that my sense of smell and hearing are very sensitive since beginning to use and test mones. I am a music producer, and ear fatigue happens even more quickly, but I also enjoy music more (usually during IS.) Can’t say I can smell ovulation (My roommate claims to be able to do this, as well as Oasis in his journal) but I smell colognes much more strongly than before. I wonder if the VNO in humans can be more or less generally activated through regular stimulation, and if A314s effects over time are related to an audience with improved sensitivity.

Personal state after application (~/< One hour in):
Perhaps more serious in thought, very goal oriented. Less frivolous.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Happy and hopeful. Openly chatting with everyone and weaving in and out of sets (and to spread the cloud.) Mildly silly, really really funny. Time slows a little, and alcohol seems to have less strongly of depressive effect and my thoughts stay clearer.

Locations
Various downtown and campus locations. Classrooms, computer labs, cafes.

Environment:
Close quarters in classrooms, discussion.

People’s Reaction:

My close friend remarked I seemed very serious today, and female friends hugged me more. I felt anxious about smelling like boar piss, but other than that, no other hits or ODs.

Smells:
TUTH: Boar piss. I think I am especially sensitive to this mone for some reason.
Ammo: Manly, the scent compliments me and the effect well. Would wear as a cologne with some IO and be happy.
A314: Smokey? Woodsey? I like the scent, it’s super mature.

Summary

Well, that was fun. I want to run more tests with AMMO and A314, but I feel like I might be high in -none and whatever the main component of a314 is. I get a lot of ‘oh you seem serious,’ as it is, and even at one spray of TUTH I felt overpowered. I’ll need to get a second opinion of someone who is in on the secret. No noticable self effects from TUTH though, either. Also got a new TAA MX with the order, so much to do.

Thursday is an event I’m DJing, I’m going to use mostly Ammo, many socials, and a little a314, and bring some TUTH as peers drink more. Jack will be there, so its a good opportunity to test masculines in addition to socials on him (Which have been very succesful- makes sense given mystery boys composition.)

Note to self, take trisha’s Mystery Boy alternative recipe for a spin.

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Episode 6: DJing

Pheromones Used
3 sprays IS 1x, 2 sprays IO 1x, 1 spray IJ 1x, 1 Spray A314,
Later in the evening:
4 Sprays TUTH 1X

Purpose of Application
Test sexual/social combo in a high social proof/ easy qualificaiton environment with the target and 30 group members.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
I’m getting pretty accustomed to most of the socials besides IH, and I didn’t use it here. TUTH seems to smell better the longer I’ve been using it, weird. I think I might have felt some IJ effects, I had some pretty critical thoughts as I walked.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Super confident. In charge. Running the nights performance, socializing like a beast. During my DJ set at midnight, I own the place. No issues spinning, and I’m so into I win an informal dj presence of the year award from my peers.

Locations
Small underground club room and bar. Close contact in social/sexual situations and at a DJ booth.

Environment:
Close quarters in classrooms, discussion.

People’s Reaction:
I am the coolest person in the building. Easy. Everyone wants to chat, and people come up and reach for highfives from the DJ. Wowwoowowow. Slight feeling of fame. Nuts.

Smells:
TUTH: Getting better. Vanilla musky.

Summary

This run included FOUR sprays of TUTH. All within 30 minutes. No adverse effects. Tons of bro-cred. Lots of attention from all genders. This was the most successful pheromone use I’ve had yet, and the target gave me rave reviews the next day (Even awarding me his informal DJ presence of the year award.) It’s clear that massive amounts of TUTH work on gay guys.

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The Journey So Far: Relationship with the Target

When I began my phero-experiment, Jack and I were extremely uncomfortable talking to each other. Even friendly touch was completely out of the question. There was a huge personal space bubble and every interaction had an insincere veil to it.

Now he texts me sometimes. Jokes in conspiracy, and has on two occasions asked me to address his roomates issues with him. He abhores confrontation, so asking me is a unique mark of his confidence. Recently, I learned he bitched someone out on my behalf, but told me a different story. Defended my honor, but lied to me about what he did. I don’t know whats going on.

So it’s clear he has some faith in my abilities that he doesn’t have, respects me enough to confront another about their actions to defend me, and admires my ability as a performer enough to grant me the most charitable review of any DJ he has given.

And then he delayed going to his parents for an evening to watch a film with my roommate, myself, and his roommate. Really weird. Multiple events of conspiracy in jokes and talking about others.

Somethings up. I’m not sure if these are IOIs, or just a stronger friendship developing, but either is fine with me.

I find that the gains I’ve made concurrent with pheromone use make me feel less good about them though. I don’t have ethical issues with these actions, but I do feel like the basis of this new friendship is so bewildering that it almost feels hollow, like I just have some strange command that doesn’t have the deep conversation and natural bonding time that comes with a new friendship/relationship. Hopefully this is just in my head, and as I enter a comfort stage, it will seem more real and less like a game, which is probably my fault more than anything.

So far, I think pheromones really slick things up, but the real skill is in understanding the person you want to attract and portray/become the exact person that your target desires.

Here’s to the future.

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Episode 7: Guest Judge at a Mixtape Mashup

Pheromones Used
2 sprays IJ

Purpose of Application
Test IJ in an environment where everyone knows me, high social proof, and a few strangers to meet.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Feelin’ pretty cool, and a little judgemental.

Self Effects after 3 hours
MCing and judging an event is fun, I’m witty, and while not as confident as previous runs with mones, it’s probably more to due my lack of MC experience.

Locations
Small underground club room and bar. Close contact in social/sexual situations and at a DJ booth.

Environment:
Casual. Most people know each other after attending for a few weeks.

People’s Reaction:
As I walk in and greet the other guy who runs the night and invited me to judge, he breathes in deeply: “You smell like fresh laundry and love.” A few minutes later he introduces me to a female friend of his. “Wow, you smell really good.” She and her friends seemed apprehensive to talk to me at first, but once I opened communication they were happy to chat and share their story about their night.

Smells:
IJ: Good. Reallll good. I think I prefer it to ammo!

Summary

IJ is awesome. If you have the right character and in combination with good socials, IO and IS (I leave IH out unless for one on ones or LTRs) I think the jerk aspect is minimal. If you’re in a position of authority or respect already, I think it works best.

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Notes on my Senses

My sense of hearing is out of control. I’ve read some interesting reports about sense changes in others, even to detrimental levels, it’s not bad right now, but I’ll run through some changes- as a music producer, dj, and general music consumer, these are really interesting side effects.

Hearing:
Sensistive, so sensitive. things are loud even at -6db, and music sounds great at all times, no matter what. The effect is comparable to small amounts of MDMA (ecstasy) or most club drugs. Theres a ‘realness’ that gets applied and a sincerity to sounds.

Smell:
The sincerity aspect gets applied here too. Food smells incredible, colognes I detect from 10 feet away now. The ‘loudness’ isn’t comparable to the sensitivity in hearing. Amounts aren’t distorted, they’re just..more full, richer, an increased presence without being offensive. TUTH smells good now, and it was boarpiss before. IJ has a fantastic balance, would love to know what composes it. IO was initially the most pleasing, but now seems a little immature, like its for younger individuals.

Time:
IO is solely responsible for the time distortion I was seeing earlier. I was initially describing it as ‘slowing’ but I think that was is occuring is an expansion. As I walk down the street, my attention is drawn to leaves moving in the wind, and it feels like I am a camera on a rail, moving slowly about the tree and in high FPS, smooth, detailed, like I move faster than everyone around me. I suppose thats what would explain a time distortion, an increase in speed of perception and thought. These effects are in line with IOs marketed use, speech and communication are open as thoughts speed up, necessitating less concious energy to the formation of speech, and more to the actual content. I’ve had friends comment and agree (hard to verify this because of leading questions) that time seemed slower and classes dragged on when I was wearing IO (They didn’t know I was wearing, but if I mentioned time on those days, their comments arose.)

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Episode 7: a314 at the cafe

Pheromones Used
2 sprays A314 Alcohol Spray 1.29A

Purpose of Application
Test A314 solo, in an environment I normally do serious work in.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Nothing much, maybe mildly nauseous. Smell makes me want to not eat, but isn’t exactly offensive, just is incompatible with thinking about tastes.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Serious. Confident in thought. Feel on top of my game (Not actually the case though.) I seem to be able to draw from memory quicker. High is similar to caffeine.

Locations
Small cafe, shared a table.

Environment:
Casual. Most people know each other because it is a common hang out spot.

People’s Reaction:
No blatant hits. One man was apprehensive about asking to share my table with me. Conversations didn’t flow as smoothly as I am normally capable of.

Smells:
A314 has an interesting complex, woodsy, spice filled scent to me. Not bad. Definitely plays with my stomach a little.

Summary

A314 seems like a great, basic ‘get things done’ mone. I’m using the a314/a, I’m curious if /b would report different effects. No other strangeness.

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Instant Jerk + Friends

Pheromones Used
1 spray Ammo Reg Strength, 2 sprays IJ, 2 sprays IS1x, 2 sprays a314 1.29a

Purpose of Application
Test IJ self-effects and scent in combination with IS and A314. Ammo applied to chest, IS and IJ to wrists and inner elbow.

Self Effects for first 5 minutes:
Love that smell. On me it smells great, in the air, it smells like boar piss.

Self Effects after 3 hours
Serious. Headstrong. Concious of my image, but at the same time (rightly or wrongly so) confident that I can outdo anyone who questions it. Risktaking. A little mean, very aggressive. I feel like IJ would be good to use on other males who you need to take action. Thought is fast.

Locations
Living room of a friend, a full nightclub with multiple rooms.

Environment:
Nightlift and pregaming. Casual at the pregame location, high sexual energy at the club.

People’s Reaction:
This was a great night for mones. IJ came through in others perceptions of me, and my willingness to be a little vulgar and a little ‘I don’t give a shit.’ One male aqquaintence (gay) mentions: “I don’t know why, but for some reason you seem like the kind of person to just punch someone you don’t like.” Perfect.

But later, that same male photographs me- thats a no no in my social circles. I don’t allow people to photograph my face, and I snatch the camera out of his hand and quickly delete it, and extend it back to him in a graceful bow. He makes jokes about taking more in secret. My tolerance for his comments dropped: “That would be a bad idea. I’ll ensure you lose your camera.” and as he playfully asserts more, I become more strange in my threats: “Don’t do it…If it happens again, I’ll grind your face into your own foot.” No one is taking me seriously, but the tone of my voice is increasingly dark, so maybe someone began to. “You’re really intense”- the acquaintance responds, and I think I’ve made it clear where I stand. He tries to get me to trade his promise to not take more pictures if I take a shot with him. “You know, thats not a bad idea, except you’re not in any bargaining position, and I’m not going to drink with you.” He lets it be after. I take that as a successful sexual hit with IJ.

Another older male acquaintance asks me what cologne I’m wearing- I lie, clearly and he says I smell great.

A female friend who Ive not seen in a while attends the pregame and also notes that I smell fantastic- and later she is, for just a moment, starstruck and paused before saying “You’re so cute!” smiles and walks off as we leave the pregame. Good signs so far.

As the night went on, I was more affected by the IJ. I found a guy at the club who was a friend-of-a-friend, also a pornstar, and I approach: “Hey, you know, I just wanted to tell you I really liked that glory hole film you cut recently.” My tone was overtly sarcastic- caustic. I regret it a little bit today, because I never do stuff like that. It’s like I was picking fights with gay guys. He tries to ignore me but is obviously peeved. I walk off laughing.

Smells:
I smelled great.

Summary

IJ is perfect for when I need to be in control, and have a little room to be reckless. I need to be more careful though, because the risks I took were borderline too much. I definitely recommend not driving on IJ. Combined with a314, I think it gives you an authority to back up your cockiness, and people generally don’t fuck with you. A great night, overall.

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Great Journal so far, couldn’t completely read the entire thing, but just wanted to rep you for the work so far.

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Ahaha, thank you. Yeah, it’s a little dense. I’ll probably start a summary notes list once I have some more experience in a variety of things. : )

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Oh god. A1 is like, sedating, for me. Smells bad at first, kinda like none, but cools in smell. Large updates coming soon.

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Wow friend. I didn’t know you were keeping these so detailed.

Me impressa.

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Time for a summary of the products I’ve been testing so far. I’ve been using mixes of instants and MXs like, everyday, so it’s been difficult to track everything, and I want to do more singular tests anyway. I think that the double strength is worth it, and will probably order those in the future in the instant line, and in higher mu for experimones.

But heres what I’ve got.

Opinions So Far

IO: Time-slowing, chatter inducing, conversation is enjoyable and speedy. People talk over one another, and only notice after a while. Fun for parties. Smells fantastic.

IH: This is still sort of a mystery to me. I’ve not had the chance to do much intimate testing, but it has a sobering effect for me. Things are ‘normalized’ by it, and I find its more difficult to err, become inebriated while under the effect of IH.

TAC: Interesting one. Calm mind. Clear thoughts. Meditative. I feel like there is a slight hum in my brain. Havn’t tested the orgasm factor, but I feel like the touch aspect for me, makes touch more biased to seeming sensual. Little painkilling for me. Speech is less fluent than on IO but still natural and confident. It doesn’t feel the ‘urge’ to flow though. I’m perfectly content remaining silent until I require to speak. Smells clean. Combined with P74, my pulse is much slower- I average 46-57 beats per minute, using TAC.

IG: This needs some more playing with too. So far I find myself charismatic, almost similar to IS, but with more a314 leanings. I feel compassionate, in a father-to-their-child sort of way. Like everyones behavior is the result of their lack of experience, and I want to excuse them for it. Strong contrast to IJ.

IJ: ‘I am awesome and I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks because I am awesome.’ IJ is potent. It should be, given the high -enone content. I think this stuff smells great though, and can stomach a few sprays in high social proof/leadership settings at clubs or parties with little negative feedback. Others comment that I seem like someone who doesn’t take shit from anyone, and I don’t fear negative outcomes. Makes me live in the moment and take risks. Always fun. I definitely think people shouldn’t drive on it.

A314/a (Rev 1.29a) I love a314. Some seem to feel it can be too assertive and intimidating, and less James Bond. I love it for the self-effects, and feel more serious and confident in my ability to handle tasks as a leader. I see why this is so useful in corporate settings, and I’ve noticed that gay males love this and IS too. Smell is woodsy, and manly. Will be aqquiring some oil soon, as my togo of /a just ran out. Since many comment that a constantly varying pherosignature can result in seeming ‘mercurial’ or unreliable, I try to use A314 to create a good base and then alter everything else around that.

TUTH
I don’t like this so much by itself yet- I’d rather use IJ when I’m in a scenario where I can handle the higher -enone dose. Probably needs more testing by itself for me- also the scent is much easier to accept in IJ than TUTH which yields to the boar-urine smell more easily. I’ve noticed that the subjective smell of -enone varies according to my mood. If I’m aroused or used to it, it leans more to a cool, almost ozone like, metallic-ness. The mental image I get from the scent is a very large, cold, metal circular plate, zinc or something weird.

A1 I love this stuff. Theres so little data on how these chemicals act on gay males, and we’re at a particular advantage in their use compared to straight males, who might respond neutrally or negatively. The feeling of A1 is exactly coziness and satisfaction with other potential mates- Like I would be fine dating them, am okay with their looks, even if they aren’t particularly attractive. . It makes me feel a little warm and like I am sitting next to a fire on a couch. It’s also difficult to motivate me away from whatever resting activity I’m doing, and I seem to not want social contacts to leave me. Ladyfriends seem to agree. Haven’t run the PMS gauntlet with it yet. I was thinking about how to use A1 in interesting scenarios, and because some straight men respond with social withdrawn-ness, a gay male hoping to remove the social power of some straight males/lesbian females? and contain power for themselves towards other gay males and straight females should use A1.

Ammo1x Love the smell of this. General good cologne, a great balance of social/sexuals. I use this if I don’t have time or have no particular goals or testing wants. Will probably pick it up in 2x soon and gift my 1x to a friend. I get compliments on my ‘cologne’ on ammo often.

IShine Great stuff. Love testing it on the unexposed. I compare IS to seriously being on a small amount of MDMA (ecstasy) 4-6 hour duration and then the crash, which I abhor. I just want to lay around and do nothing. Very useful on gays. I experience color and sound sensitivity on it.

MX412 Was hopeful that it would compare to A1, and so far I don’t agree that it does. I feel that I don’t want to talk on it- and while I feel confident about my thoughts, I was insecure and concerned about what others thought of me. There is definitely a calmness in other aspects of my life to it though. Needs more testing.

P74: It took a while to see the effects of this one, but repeated use reveals a social togetherness- for me, it seemed to clear the awkwardness of an empty dance floor. Removes social judgement from peers and assuages self-consciousness in the favor of group-consciousness.

**P90:**Not sure about this one yet either. Maybe I need to dose more.

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Androstenol Split Pack Testing (MX384-387)

Recently scored an androstenol split test pack courtesy of the halloween webcast contest, thank you AD and John, I’ll describe my results in this post (Probably just go back and edit it as I build data.)

MX384: At two sprays, Subtle mood boosting, seems to ramp up slowly. Smells nice. Not as strong as IO in communicative effects, I think.

Mx385: At two sprays, I felt kind of a roller coaster of sudden intense humor between friends, silliness, open and fluid conversation (similar to IO) but then moodiness, silence, mixed feelings, mild confusion, Applied to wrist, tested in a car and a small cafe. Pungent scent, astringent at first, dried to a mix of IOs good smelling brightness and a burning, talcum powder-like heat. I don’t like the smell of this, it seems very unnatural and reminds me of a mix of old man and diaper.

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MX297
Sociopathic skill

Put this in thecollective thread, but I’ve quoted it here.

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I’m subscribing myself to your journal by announcing that with complete confidence and acceptance you have made it into the reporting user group. I have modified your store profile. Its a bit overdue but I was backed up with work from Europe. Seriously great journal and totally appreciate your help on the forum.