I guess everyone has a specific way and dose when using pheromone but from what I have read a lot of people combine the same dose of IO and IH together. Include some IS as well for a brighter/happier mood. However must be because I had some bad experiences the days I wore IO, right now I’m afraid to test it again…
Also, really late update for last Saturday guys, I haven’t been feeling very good since then so didn’t want to do anything or see anyone. Haven’t touched the mones since then as well, have had one of those moods where I think there is nothing that could possibly pick me up. Still pretty down but gonna write this anyway when I can still remember, didn’t really keep track of the time for most of that night and I’m not sure if my observation was right or not. Let’s just get down to it now then.
Saturday:
4 sprays = 100mcg EST (2x chest, 1x hair and 1x neck)
3 x IH (I didn’t fully pressed down the spray so I think it was about 3 sprays because I had one of those 2x IH bottles)
6x IS (4x chest and 2x wrists)
PCC (around 4 inches the sides of the neck and a dab on each wrists) surprisingly scentless. However I have heard that some cop products don’t smell… Although must have admit I should had bought EoW instead because it seems to be more effective.
Cover scent: Bleu
Environment. Outdoor
Warm, dry weather and a bit cooler later into the night
Self Effects
I was confident but had some low self-esteem moments. I felt very friendly toward people, did spaced out a little. Very exhausted when I got home but couldn’t sleep (also must be because I let my friend C had my bed, I crashed on my couch and slept with no pillows), I only slept for about 3-4 hours or so. The next day all I wanted was to spend the day alone.
Noticed effects to others.
Sprayed around 5, went on the bus to the city. There were about 3 people there and they all got off before I reached my destination so it was only me and the bus driver for about 15 minutes. I was sitting about 16~ 20 feet from the driver, however we were in a closed environment I reckon. I notice the driver looked at me quite a few times through his mirror, also from what I saw, it seems that he tried hard not to do it. He also drove quite forcefully. When we nearly got to the destination he asked where I wanted to stop and he dropped me off about 20 feet before bus stop, I walked out and saw him also stopped the engine and started to smoke.
5:30 - I went to see some of my friends at the public square. I saw a girl I used to see and she was sort of like, checking me out (you can see it when people’s eyes go downward then back up again to meet your eyes). I said hi to her then went to the crowd and met my friends. Saw some more of my friends and they were all friendly, they gave me compliments on my hair and such. A friend of mine (P) was of sort of ignored me after I said hi to her, she gave me short replies when I asked her how she was. A bit more information about the place: it was a gay event, sort of like Mardi Gras in Sydney but smaller so lots of people gathered there and waited to march around the city.
I had a moment when I stepped away from the crowd while waiting for my friend C to come so me, C and her girlfriend could have dinner together. C called and said she would be a bit late so I re-joined the crowd. Saw my friend of mine, she was looking for her gf, I tried to strike conversation with her, at one point she walked away to keep looking for her gf. I caught up with her and asked if I could come with because I couldn’t find anyone I know anymore. Finally we saw her girl, they talked, I fell of the conversation, there were moments where their backs turned away from me. Well I walked away after awhile. Saw another friend of mine (J), she was sort of interested in me. We talked for a bit and I said bye to her, went to the restaurant to meet up with C and her girl for dinner.
C’s girlfriend was acting really jealous when she knows C is going out with me for the night. I tried to talk to her but she didn’t engage at all in the conversation.
(Gosh, I think I’m going too much into details. Was the journal meant to be light and not too detail?)
I can’t recall much anymore, met people, they were talkative. P and J tried to find me all night and I kept making excuses to leave. Saw a girl I met a few weeks ago and she was very friendly, asked me to sit with her a her friends. I saw E which I have yet to meet in person, we talked a bit. Then later she found me and we just sat there and talked some more. In a way, people I met tried to engage and talk to me, they were in good mood, relaxed and nice.
Around 11~ 12 was when my mood went downhill, I just wanted to go home. Also having been witnessing some stupid stuffs during the night added some fuel to the fire.