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Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Its been two years since I’ve touched pheros, I’ve been so busy and antisocial. I actually didn’t open my last order, made on 6/7/2011 :smiley:

I found the package today and opened it. Among the usual items, apparently I got a bottle of P130 as my surprise. So, I’m trying that out.

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Saturday morning self effects:

One spray 12.5mcg P130. Felt giddy for a second, started singing Tennessee Flat-Top Box by Johnny Cash. Then the feeling went away as quickly as it started, lasting a few seconds.

Feeling calm. Have a big project coming due and need to work on it and get it done quickly, but right now I don’t give a phuck.

My room stinks. I wouldn’t normally notice that. It smells like butt.

Surface thoughts are minimal. I’m in a mood to relax.

Saturday night self effects:

After doing nothing for hours but eat and browse the web, I finally got my project off the ground this afternoon. Me thinks P130 is bad for focus. I had went to McDonalds for breakfast and the lady serving me breakfast looked concerned as she handed me my order. Probably because I didn’t bother to shower or put on a clean shirt, and I looked like a dirty hippie.

Now for 1x 12.5mcg P130

Zzzz. Blank.

Thoughts are supremely difficult to organize when this stuff first goes on.

I am impossibly relaxed. With all the stress of project work going on I’ve developed a lot of borderline nervous-breakdown buzz going on in my head. Except now all is quiet.

Zzzz. Blank.

Honestly, this is nice to relax with. But hard to report, since I find it tough to focus on myself or what I’m thinking. Or maybe its just late and I’m tired.

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P130 Summary

The Sunday after after the last entry I had used 1x 12.5mcg P130 every 4 hours for 16 hours, and pulled an all-nighter trying to get this project done. I think it helped me conserve energy, because I have tried to do all-nighters before and failed miserably, but was able to pull it off that day.

What was more interesting than when I was wearing P130, was when I was NOT wearing P130. That Monday I started missing on my ex. And when I took a nap, I had a dream about making out with a girl that I like. I NEVER have sexual dreams that involve other people; that was the very first time in my life I did. The lack of a female presence in my life was kind of eating at me. Later on that evening I put on another spray and that feeling went away pretty quickly.

I’m realizing this P130 sort of gives me part the same sort of feeling when I was cuddling with my ex when we were together. I don’t know if you’d call it a feminine pheromone, but definitely a “yin” pheromone. Maybe it is what can keep you fresh when you’re making love all night and then have to go to work in the morning.

This seems to be a subtle component of the companionship glue that holds you together when you’re in the bonding part of a relationship, and if I were to guess what this molecule was, it may be some metabolite of oxytocin.

This molecule belongs in mixes for women in relationships, and in mixes where men are coming out a relationship and re-entering the singles fray. I would say it also has a decent place in any mix, since it says “taken”, and who can resist a person who is in a committed relationship? :smiley: It has a very mild addictive quality to it.

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Well.. apparently it was Past You sending a gift to Future You, which is now Present You, and Present You is JUST now receiving the benefit!

All in good time, my friend.

Where’d you shoot the P130 for the self effects?

Have you now climbed the ladder and tried different dosage? Synergizing with other things in your arsenal?

Looking forward to hearing more from you.

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Neck. I tried just spraying it on my shirt once, but like any other pheromone mix, putting on the clothing just makes you stink without any beneficial pheromone-y effect. Tried wrists but it doesn’t seem to have enough range to be noticeable there.

4x12.5mcg spread over 16 hours is the highest I’ve gone so far. Dosage doesn’t seem to make a difference. Once there is enough to hit the mark it doesn’t seem to make a difference if you add more, so OD doesn’t seem to be an issue, at least for my self-effects testing.

That being said I’m not sure how I could use it to get effects from other people unless you could get in real close. It would probably involve a dosage in the 50mcg+ range. The range and lifespan of this seems to be short (~1ft, 2 hours), as the wrist shots do nothing. Makes sense since it reminds me of what you get from cuddling with a girl, which involves very close contact.

I’m really not sure what I would do with this socially. I wore 1x12.5mcg to the neck to work once but did not notice anything out of the ordinary. I’ll try 4x12.5mcg sometime and see if I notice any hits.

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I did the 4x12.5mcg P130 before work. I think I’m starting to change my mind about the short longevity, at least at that dosage level. Nothing much out of the ordinary, but one of my coworkers looked at me funny called me a fag several times :smiley: Maybe this would be good in a Mystery Boy type concoction. I’m not sure this is what you want to wear when you want to project a masculine presence!

Similar to my all-nighter project, I maintained a slow and steady pace, rather than my usual bursts of activity and lull periods in between.